msMIAQUEEN - shheDEAD'

HATRED

2011-01-18T00:40:00.002+08:00

i hate all of you seriously! wanna c miie die rites, it okies! since you guys can forget how i helped you guys wen you all nid help & i can ferget too! & let miie tell you i had lost respect in you auntie! rem tis! i will still call you butta dun think tat i will still help you wen you nid help! since you guys dun accept my apologise den ferget it, i dun gif it a damn! fuckers!! i had been slping at staircase e whole 1week 1day & none of you wanna to help rites & still say wanna c miie die rites! fine, i tell you FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND!!! I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR YOU ALL FROM TODAY ONWARDS! MARK MY WORDS!!!!! PCB!!!!!!!!

all lies, trust is gone

2010-06-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

i hate you, i feel lyk killin myself. or close my eyes n nv wake up..

sometimes..

2010-06-20T16:08:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just dun feel lyk living, sometimes i can just close my eyes n slp n nv wake up. sometimes i feel pain in my heart. sometimes i tell myself to be strong n brave butta i just cant.. sometimes i just wanna to be a happy ger butta it seems to be lyk everyone is stoppin miie.. sometimes i just wanna to be where i belong to but tats immpossible..

wat shld i do?

missin e past :'c

2010-01-13T03:20:00.004+08:00

sometimes i wish i was daddy's, mummy's, sis's lil ger. butta i noe fereva i wun b anymore, & i noe i haf to stay strong. once i'm bein dragged down everytings abt miie will b gone fereva, i hope i wun b in tat way. i misses alots of tings, damn lots. in tis 2yrs i lost so many tings in my life, includin my family & my 2beloved sistas. u shld noe who u r, words tat is bein said out is rash butta can nv take it back. even till now i misses u 2 alots alots, just tat u 2 didnt noe at all. all e words u 2 had said its owae kept in my mind. i wish i can dun remember, butta i cant.. i dunno y, butta i noe u 2 r livin gud. & i'm happy fer u all.. loves & misses owae.. take gud care both sis!

life fer miie tis 2yrs is so hard & down, i haf been tryin to ferget everytings butta i just cant do it. no mata how hard i tried, its just hard.. all e memories flash back, e happy moments, e sad moments, etc.. sometimes i just wonder shld i hate myself or loves myself? i dunno either, sometimes i wish we r just normal friends or mayb strangers. mayb life would b better, butta fate brought us together now butta u r owae e one hu hurt miie most. sometimes i wish i could leave u, its better fer miie & better fer u. coz nobody will b controllin u tis n tat, nobody stop u wateva u wanna to do. & life will b better fer u too, i guess..

u r my only kin now, butta u r owae lidat.. will u really change? i dun haf much times to wait anymore, coz u make miie wait too long.. i'm scared, i'm really in fear, i felt lonely, i felt depressed, i felt disappointments, i felt sadness, i felt heartbroken all surroundin miie.. echo sounds i haf been hearin, tellin miie dun cry stay strong u can do it. butta i just owae cant, i gotta no more friends becoz of u, butta i didnt care.. butta u r still carin abt yrself whether u still haf girls friends or hu eva hu eva.. i'm sad, i'm down, i dunno hu to approach, & nobody is there fer miie wen i nid a shoulder to cry on.. i wish i can b happy go lucky lyk last time de miie butta last time de miie is already dead..

i wish my family was there fer miie, butta only in my dreams..
MUM: i just wanna tell u i miss u tons & tons!! butta i noe i cant get to c u anymore only in my dreams.. mum, i loves you as always..

if one day i'm missin from tis world pls friends & all dun bother to find miie, coz mayb i'm dead or wat, wateva its is i wanna say is a million thanks to dos friends & ppl hu helpedd miie all tis while.. really appreciated it alots! i love all of my friends & ppl around miie hu owae there fer miie.. without any of u, i guess i'm already dead few yrs ago.. last butta not least THANKS TO EVERY FRIENDS OF MINE! & XSPECIAL TO MY FAMILY! LOVES*

2010-01-07T00:43:00.004+08:00

i'm boreddd.. ii just realise tat ii spend nearly $300 fer my total bill of medical!
hais, & i'm broke! tml start work already, haf to wake up at 7.30am! go office
fer meetin till 2pm den go workplace. hmmm, anyway my swollen went off already butta left wif blue-black only. den my wrist is still pain, wen will it recover? ii wonder~ doc said is muscle injury butta y till now even ii eat so much of their
meds & ii still in pain? BOOS!

to baby:
baby, sometimes ii was wonderin whether do uu really loves miie truely?
ii dunno hais, ii reallyy hope no more pain & hurts anymore. will my wish come
true? ii hope so, ydae was our 2yrs 4months anniversary. its been so long already,
& we haf went tru so much together. ii hope uu reallyy will change, if not there
no point holding on. correct? just wanna to tell uu tat ii loves uu!<3>

2010-01-04T02:28:00.001+08:00

mc till next wed! boos, went fer x-ray ydae.
doc say is muscle injury! hmmm, hais.
i'm boredddddd...

2010-01-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

i'm boredd..... today went c doc again, 3days MC again!
tml goin hosp do x-ray.... bless miie! :'(
hais, went to work today butta cant take it, den went break wif saniah she accompany miie go c doc. thanks alots sayang & thanks liza fer yr concern. loves uu 2!<3

:(

2009-12-30T23:31:00.007+08:00

i have been layin in bed fer 3days, today is my last day of my MC!
tml goin back to work already, will b wearing spect till i recover:'c
wun upload e pic of my swollen face coz is freakin ugly:(

i'm in pain:(

2009-12-28T17:19:00.002+08:00

i'm in pain now, hais.. my left eyes & nose is swollen. my right eyes abit swollen, my wrist kena too, now sit, walk, stand & sleep oso gotta prob..
goin back to hospital fer check up fer my nose, god bless miie pls.. life's suck!
MC fer 3days.. saddies..
off to rest..

IT MY BDAE TODAY!

2009-10-19T22:45:00.001+08:00

today is my bdae! nothin much for my celebration anyway.
just wanna wish myself a happy bdae at all..

A HARD LIFE FER MIIE!

2009-02-13T04:19:00.003+08:00

my blog is dead, & is not lyk last time anymore. everytings changedd in my life, i'm hafin a hard life now. hais, tanks alots to my baby hu walk wif miie tru everytings all tis long. ii miss everyone, xspecially my family.. i'm confuse wif some issue..............

miss lots! take care everyone!

2008-05-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

iim s0 bz wrkkin, hengs i haf fwens t0 c0me t0 myy wrkplace find miie!
ii miisss BABY S0 MUCH!
g0in 8mnths!=D

2008-03-04T18:52:00.001+08:00

tmL iz miie & babyy 6mnths!

II LURRVES HIM L0TS!

tkke crre aL myy fwens:D wiL hardlyy use c0m lE.

Lurrves&Miissess~

2008-01-28T15:12:00.000+08:00

ppL, due t0 smE stuffs currentlyy wun b 0waE usin c0m lyk e past. tkke crre myy dear fwens, anyytinggs sms miie=D miissesssssssssssss!

2007-12-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

s0rrie ferr nt bl0ggin ferr s0............. lngg~ c0z myy c0m sp0ilt!
hmMm, nw usin n0therr c0m. butta nthin in e c0m, s0nggs aL dun haf.
damn pekk chekk, ii miiss myyy c0m!~
e p0st wiL b damn sh0rt c0z lazy type:p
HAPPYY 3MNTHS 7DAES T0 MIIE&BABYY! LURRVES♥♥♥♥♥

10/12 - m0n

went 0ut wif sebes'didi&qian'aiai. we 3 went sh0ppin~ who0ts, damn shi0k na.
wahhahas!

11/12 - tue

went 0ut wif sebes'didi&qian'aiai agaiin, butta bferr tat mr mo0'jiefu was wif us.
s0 slackedd at qian's hsE first den we 3 set 0ff t0 sim lim square,
c0z qian wanna tkke herr c0m g0 repair. den mr mo0'jiefu helpedd herr t0 carryy e c0m.
& it rainin lyk cats&d0gs cnz! we went t0 buyy umbrella~ =s
den finallyy settle e c0m lE, den we went kfc eat.
den mr mo0 went 0ff first, s0 left miie&qian den we went t0 e bag sh0p.
den went interview, finallyy we get e j0b!xD
tmL cnz start wrkk, butta den went reach hmE qian caL miie s0 t0kedd.
den nt g0in t0 wrkk tmL, wiL g0 clementi lo0k fer j0b. haiis!
saddie~ ii wantedd a j0b badlyyyyyyy......
den afta bugis we went TTSH mit sebes went t0 visit justin'didi. he hafin 0perati0n.
haiis, c na playy skateb0ard dun wanna bcrrefuL!
den pei him g0 sm0ke den awhile lata we 3 went 0ff t0 buyy skinnies.
den d0ne lE went t0 raffles city starbucks haf a drink.
den sebes'didi went hmE, while miie&qian'aiai to0k mrt den change bus g0 hmE.
0n e waE bck chattedd wif babyy, he hafin his dutyy. hahas!
den reach hmE use c0m, g0in t0 haf myy 'dinner' nw!
tmL g0in reb0rn myy fringe den g0 find j0b wif qian'aiai.
TATAS!~

TAG REPLYS:

c0leen: hahas yyea. aiiyya dunn0 na. jz fuckin dulan man_l_

mo0: hahas, tat gudd!:D

Fair: hu rr uu sia? d0 uu n0e miie 0r? o.0

qian: zzz! if it iz him, den he iz a LAMER!=.=

kwkw: zzz! uu assh0les, damn guai lan kia!:D

weekim: Y0S BR0! s0 lngg n0 c, hw uu? surprise tat uu wiL tagg miie. hoh0s, tkke crre
to0 huh! stayy happyy to0!:D

shirley: SHIRLEY! l0ls, paiisehh na myy c0m sp0ilt tat yy n0 piccs t0 upl0ad. sians dia0s.
hahas 0kies wiL relink uu(: II MIISSSSS UU TO0!!:D hmMm, jiiayo0us jiayo0us~
wun die dE na, teL miie yyr result 0kies! LURRVES♥

iris: mei! hahas miisss uu s0 s0 s0 much to0! hahas 0kies sure. LURRVES♥

2007-11-23T17:18:00.000+08:00

wkke upp at 3pm+, saw baby's miiss caL. den wash up everyytinggs went dwnstair check & buyy tinggs. den calLed babyy, chattedd awhile at dwnstair c0z was sm0kin. den went upp calL bck t0 babyy, & chat tiL nw. eaten myy lunch areadyy, rest awhile den g0 bathh & prepare.
0ff ferr klass=/ tiredd s0 lazyy t0 g0 man!
butta b0 bian, cnt dun g0 if nt myy attendance wiL faiL~ @.@
ii w0nderr iz therr anyy0ne wiL c0me fetch 0r findd
miie afta myy klass. hahas w0nderin~
bck den update(:

c0ntinue;
reach klass sign myy attendance, den went in klassro0m'B.
change teacher agaiin=.= butta iz a female cherr,
hw nicce it iz man=D
ii lyk female cherr den ~~male~~ cherr.
~~male~~ cherr teach dE ii jita0 ~~dunn0~~ wat deyy t0kin abt l0r@.@
hmMm, den d0 d0 d0~ finallyy finish les0n.
it e same tinggs babyy pei miie sms tiL ii finish les0n:D
lurrves him lah!
den finish walkkedd t0 bus st0pp, den half waE decidedd t0
eat mac s0 g0 t0 science centre buyy mac g0 hmE eat.
den calLedd babyy, chatt tiL ii reach hmE.
den went bath & eat den calL bckk t0 babyy,
chattedd tiL 1am, he g0 slpp lE. hahas.
ii lurrves chattin wif him, c0z therr wiL b al0ts 0f j0kes
createdd byy US ^^V wahahahs~
babbyy, ii wanna uu t0 b myy last & fereva.
ii lurrves uu! MUACKS!~

baby babyy baby!

rem myy breakfast huh!

a cup 0f mil0 & choc0late waffle tmL, if 0nlyy uu g0tta b0ok 0ut!xD

b0th myy fav0urite, babyy iz myy fav0urite to0!

hehs:p uu're lurrvedd byy miie!

2007-11-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

t0daE wkke upp at 4pm+, babyy caL miie.
den jiu g0 prepare lE, den c0me 0ut frm bathro0m.
babyy calLedd & sae he at dwnstair areadyy,
was lyk sh0ck s0 fast=/ den waitedd fer myy hair t0 dry abit.
den went dwn, slackkedd awhile. den we decidedd t0 g0 IMM,
s0 went upp change agaiin den 0ff we g0 t0 IMM.
reach IMM, ii saw smE0nE tat ii dun wanna t0 rem abt e past.
hu iz DY, was lyk damn =.=
den walkk arddd, den went k0pitiam wait ferr babyy t0 eat finish.
den walkk ardd agaiin tiL 8pm+ to0k 502 bck den pei babyy wait ferr cab.he went t0 fetch his fwen den g0 bck camp to0getherr.
den ii went hmE. eat & slackk den use c0m~
iim hafin a fever,headache& ii damn weak nw.
byyebyyes ii g0 rest lE. tatas, seri0uslyy ii nidd al0ts 0f rest nw.
myy bedd iz calLin miie areadyy. BYYEBYYES!

♥deeplyy in lurrves

2007-11-21T04:44:00.000+08:00

nw iz 4.57am c0untedd as 21/11/07 wed,
iim s0 b0redd nw.
hmMm, ydaE 20/11/07 tue.
slpp tiL 5.30pm, ii set myy alarm at 4pm.
butta den ii disable it:x hengg sis c0me bck & wkke miie up.
if nt cham~ den faster went prepare & aL den
went ferr revisi0n klass, at dwnstair sm0ke den went up.
reach therr applyy ferr myy exam 0n e 8th Dec.
den went in klassro0m, change teacher agaiin.
butta tiz cherr iz kinda gud & funnyy.
hahas, wen e les0n start den he ask
d0 uu aL brin yyr "la0g0ng" 0r "la0p0" c0me?
everyyb0dyy was ~~stunt~~, tinkin wat he t0kin abt.
den he sae NS guyy tkke guns as their "la0p0",
den we tkke calculat0r as 0ur "la0g0ngg" & "la0p0".
hahas everyyb0dyy was laughin, den cherr sae ii g0tta brin myy
"la0p0" c0me, let miie intr0 t0 uu aL.
herr angm0h namEs iz calL casi0 L0LS! e calculat0r brand namE.
HAHAS! den it remind miie tat ii didnt brin myy calculat0r!
b0os~ den aL e while was usin wrkkin t0 calculate=/

den d0 d0s qns d0 tiL myy headd damn pain man, cant s0lve it@.@
was sms-in wif babyy. wahahas:x
hengg g0tta babyy t0 kip miie acc0mpanyy, if nt ii guess ii areadyy
faL aslpp in klass lE.
finallyy finish klass, rush t0 e t0ilet first.
den to0k lift dwn, reach dwnstair ii jita0 damn C0LD.
it was rainin & ii didnt n0e abt it=.=
damn fuckin c0ld ii teL uu, den sit dwn sm0kedd.
waitedd ferr e rain t0 st0p, butta smEhw it didnt st0pp at aL.
haiis den pek chekk straight awaE walk t0 e bus st0pp.
dun wanna wait anyymrre. den while walkin c0z it stiL rainin,
den myy slipper was d0s slipperyy wanna.
damn paiisehh ii teL uu! myy slipper FLY 0UT while ii walkin!!!
LMA0s! smEmrE therr rr ppL infr0nt & bside miie!
was lyk WTF! deyy rr laughin secretly l0r! ASSSSSSSSSS~
den samE tinggs happen agaiin, cr0ssin e r0addd it FLY 0UT agaiin!
argggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! it was lyk gan pua paiisehh l0r.

den calLedd babbyy, chattedd wif him.
ii t0ldd him wat had happen, & he teL miie lidat den cute ma=.=
ii t0ldd him n0 lah, iz gan pua paiisehh l0r! ZZZZZZZs!
babyy pei-edd miie chat tiL ii reach hmE. s0 nicce 0f him!
c0unt myyselff luckyy t0 haf such a nicce & carin bfxD
wahahahs! babyy baby babyy, uu rr e 0ne ferr miie!
ii reallyy lurrves uu t0ns! dunn0 hw myy life iz with0ut uu.
ii cant imagine tat! ii was w0nderin.
last tmE ii t0ldd myyselff ii wun faL in lurrves agaiin afta kh.
butta endd upp ii faL in lurrves agaiin.
hahas, butta iim happyy & sadd to0.
happyy iz ii f0undd a guyy tat lurrves miie,
sadd iz iim scare hist0ryy might repeat.
butta ii tink hist0ry wun repeat anyymrre,
c0z ii trust myy babyy! ii lurrves uu hubbyy!
ii wanna b yyr wifey ferreva! MUACCCCKSSS!
uu rr myy 0ne&0nlyy,bb,babyy,hubbyy,ba0bei,switheart,la0g0ngg,
darling,deardear,dearie! wen uu smiLE at miie, myy heart melt.
babyy, iim reallyy beari in lurrves wif uu. & ii wun leave uu(:
muz kipp yyr pr0miisse 0kies!
ii lurrves uu zilli0n t0ns!x3

seri0usly, ii nidd rest. myy sickness hafen rec0ver yet.
& it gettin w0rse each daE!>.<
*0FF T0 BED~ NITES!

2007-11-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

LIBRA;
The Bottom Line
Your emotional vision is 20/20 today. You will see things in a clear, honest way.
In Detail
Your emotional vision is a perfect 20/20 today. You will finally see things in a clear, honest way. With little mystery left, the choice will be clear for you. Saying goodbye is surprisingly easy today when you know that this fork in the road holds two very rewarding (yet different) paths for each of you. You now see that staying on the same path is a mistake for one of you. You're entering a strong selfless phase that will keep your heart warm even when you're missing people you love.

hmMm, ii dunn0 wat t0 d0,
sis iz in h0sp nw wif mum. iim s0 stress nw.
sm0kedd sm0kedd & sm0kedd....
n0b0dyy t0 turn t0.. feeL lyk s0 empty..
iim s0 empty s0 emptyy......
sis uu wiL b alrites, ii wiL b waitin ferr uu at hmE.
II LURRVES UU SIS!

c0ntinue;
sis iz bck frm h0sp. & iz finE nw(:

2007-11-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

s0rrie ferr nt bl0ggin ferr e past few daEs,
was kinda bz. hmMm, ii tinkk ii wun b bl0ggin abt e past few daEs
happenins. iim stiL in a sick c0nditi0n=.=
haiis, currentlyy myy mo0d iz damn dwn.
iim reallyy tryyiin s0 hardd t0 h0ldd 0n, butta smEhw
uu mkke miie feeL lyk uu rr lettin g0.
ii dunn0 yy ii haf tiz kinda 0f feeLin os0.
iim s0 tiredd.. butta wat ii said ii mean it.
weneva uu sae d0s wrdds t0 miie, it reallyy freakin br0ke myy heart.
e bleedd was drippin n0n st0p inside.
ii dun feeL gud either. ii feeL s0 w0rse..

pls dun ever let g0 0f miie, if ii were t0 let g0 0f uu.
cnz uu pr0miisse miie tiz?
ii hpE uu reallyy wun let g0 0f miie,
ii hpE uu wiL mkke miie stayy..
ii reallyy hpE, ii reallyy hpE..
it been 2mnths+ e lurrves fer uu iz getttin mrre & mrre deepp..
s0 b0i pls dun let g0 0f miie.
c0z ii lurrves uu deepplyy..........

ii wanna uu t0 h0ldd miie tight & nv let g0.
ii n0e uu cnz d0 it,
dun mkke miie break dwn agaiin.
c0z ii might jz g0 crazyy 0r walkk t0 a place wherr n0b0dyy n0e miie....
uu rr a special gift t0 miie, n0 mata wat ii wiL stand byy uu th0t thick&thin.
ii miiisss aL e huggs&kissess..
hw ii wishh weneva ii w0ke upp & ii wiL c uu layin nxt t0 miie..
bc0z ii n0e ii wiL nv leave uu, we b0th arguedd s0 manyy tmEs
abt hu wiL leave hu first. ii sae iz uu, & uu sae iz miie.
bb, ii jz wanna t0 let uu n0e wat ii sae ii reallyy mean it.
ii lurrves uu!
iz uu let miie n0e wat true lurrves iz;
iz uu let miie n0e hw t0 smilE 0nce agaiin;
iz uu mkke miie stayy in tiz w0rld;
iz uu hu brighten upp myy daEs;
iz uu hu lurrves miie e m0st;
iz uu e 0ne hu mkke miie lurrves uu l0ts;
tanks al0ts dearie. tanks ferr everyytinggs!
ii lurrves e waE uu lurrves miie,
kipp h0ldiin 0n tiL e endd 0f tmE..

tiz 2mnths we haf manyy disagreements butta
it mkke us gettin mrre & mrre cl0se.
ii learn t0 fergif & ferg0t,
ii blamedd myyselff ferr mkkin uu sadd&angiz each tmEs.
ii reallyy cant help it ferr bein s0 deeplyy in lurrves wif uu.
smEtmEs ii might mkke uu feeL tat iim hack carin uu,
iim s0rrie. butta ii wanna uu n0e ii crre ferr uu al0ts..
& iim s0rrie ferr aL d0s tinggs tat ii d0 tat mkke uu sadd & angiz.
& tanks ferr everyytinggs uu did ferr miie.
ii reallyy appreciate it al0ts!
last butta nt least;
BABYY, II LURRVES UU WIF AL MYY HEART!
MUACCKSSSS!

2007-11-07T17:21:00.000+08:00

iim lazyy t0 bl0gg.
bl0gg agaiin alrites.
btw t0nites turtles familyy g0in pubbin(:
TURTLES NJ0YY 0URSELVES 0KIES!
LURRVES LURRVES!♥

2007-11-05T03:08:00.000+08:00

iim SICK agaiin! bl0gg wen iim free, s0rrie ferr e ~~lazyyness~~~
g0in slpp areadyy; nites peepss!

o4.11.o7- HAPPYY BDAE T0 KAIHUI'BUDDY, AL E BEST T0 UU!(:

ii lurrves myy babyy!♥

2007-11-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

didnt bl0gg ferr quite manyy daEs~ hmMm, actuallyy ii areadyy
ferrget abt wat ii did ferr d0s daEs @.@
ii 0nlyy rem e daE wherrbyy iz myy sis bdaE.
previ0us daE ii t0n tiL m0rnin, den m0rnin went hmE slpp.
slpp tiL 4pm+ den went prepare den set 0ff t0 0rchard.
0n bus saw fiazur, den reach lE sis went mkke herr tinggs first.
butta endd upp didnt c0z deyy sae due t0 e rainin daEs, s0 cl0se lE.
den we walkk t0 hmv e dunn0 wherr haf 0urr dinner, ferrg0t
hw t0 spelL e namE areadyy. den as usual ii 0rder myy seafo0d
fried rice.

while mum&sis 0rder 0therrs t0 eat, den slack tiL 8pm+
sis saw herr fwen 0ver therr to0. den went 0utside we 3 was
lyk testin e ch0colates. 0HMYY choc0lates myy fav0urite! & it damn
nicce na, s0 we br0ught 4types 0f it. yummyy yummyyy~
den went walkk walkk ardd, went t0 tangs.
sis wanna get a perfume ferr herr bdaE present.
s0 we walkk r0und & r0undd. den shhe decided t0 buyy e CK wanna.
s0 testedd, it smelLs damn nicce s0 mum br0ught herr e biggest wanna.
which c0st 150$ @.@~
wahhahahas. cnz share wif sisxD
WHO0TS! DAMN HAPPYY CNZ!

den afta tat sis sae wanna help us buyy slippers.
wherbyy shhe ask miie & mum t0 tryy e size,
s0 we walkkedd t0 far east. 0n e waE ii BTH areadyy
s0 sm0kedd. mum was lyk unhappyy butta afta tat shhe nthin lE.
l0ls, den ii suddenly suggest dem g0 tkke ne0s since it was sis bdaE.
s0 reach lE, den mum ask miie hw much w0uld it b.
ii t0ldd herr 10bucks, den shhe was lyk sae s0 expenvise jz t0
tkke a phot0 use f0ne tkke na. L0LS~
den ii was lyk kip psych0-in dem. den finallyy yyeah, 0kies!
s0 went in tkke. hahas myy mum was lyk s0 cute cnz?:D
den sis suddenlyy sae e slipperr sh0pp iz nt at far east.
shhe ferrg0t iz at heeren.
s0 nvm we decided t0 g0 hmE, s0 waitedd ferr bus.
finallyy H0ME SWITS H0ME! tiredd~
28.1o.o7 - HAPPYY BDAE T0 MYY SIS!
pics wiL b upl0add(:

t0 myy dearest bb;

babyy,ii lurrves uu! babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!babyy,ii lurrves uu!

2007-10-19T16:45:00.000+08:00

T0DAE IZ MYY BDAE! s0rrie ferr nt bl0ggin ferr 1mnths+ was kinda bz, & stuffs. A BIG HAPPYY 18TH BDAE T0 MYYSELFF!
II LURRVES TIZ YYR BDAE! TANKS T0, ahS,ahL&ahW'DIDIS!
II LURRVES IT & IIM BEARI BEARI HAPPYY! TANKS AL0TS! MUACCKS; tatas g0in 0ut so0n, bl0gg agaiin wen iim bck(:
TANKS EVERYY0NE FERR E BDAE WISHHESS!!

c0ntinue(:
tiz p0st g0in t0 b beari lngg~
hmMm, nw iz 1.1oam lE. reach hmE nt lngg, 0kies bl0gg abt
myy celebrate&aL ba. hmMm, s0rrie ferr nt bl0ggin ferr s0
DAMN LNGG!:x c0z was kinda n0 mo0d & lazyy e past 1mnth.
therr rr upp & l0w in between, butta it 0verr s0 ii wun
wanna brin it upp agaiin, eventh0ught iim damn disapp0inted
& sadd abt it. butta it 0ver s0 ii haf t0 put it aside areadyy(:
hmMm, s0 thrus was myy bia0 gE bdaE HAPPYY BDAE AHB0I!
den went 0ut ardd aftano0n, mit upp wif reen & qian.

we went ferr lunch den deyy went 0ff ferr klass.
left miie & jial0ng'didi{ahL} den we went t0 panjang mit upp wif myy bb. den slackkedd tiL 9+ justin'didi{ahW} came, den we pei myy bb wait ferr cab den he went bck t0 camp. s0 miie, ahW pei ahL g0 bck hmE, while we waitin dwnstair he went hmE tkke $$ & bath-.- miie & ahW waitin dwnstair lyk a FO0L! L0LS~ den finallyy he came dwn den we walkk t0 interchange n wait fer 7o0, den 0n bus ii faL aslpp~ reach lE went findd sebestian'didi{ahS} den deyy suggest g0 eat
c0z ahS hafen eat ma, s0 0kies l0r.

den ahS sae g0 swensens eat ii was lyk uu sia0 aR?
expensive l0r, ii kip ask him g0 fo0d c0urt 0r k0pitiam eat
& he kipp dun wanna, dun ka lan miie at aL!
den we Q-edd den while ii was t0kin 0n f0ne wif bb.
den 0kies eat eat eat, deyy was lyk hafin a arguement wif
e swensens manager. c0z we askedd ferr shift t0 0utside sit, c0z didi iz c0ldd. den untiL ii eat finish myy fo0ds, suddenly
e swensens staffs came wif a cake ii was lyk chua ti0 cnz!
idi0t man! den was damn damn damn surprise 0kies! iim to0
happyy tat myy tears wun dr0p. c0z wen iim damn happyy
myy tears wun dr0p wanna. den e staffs askedd miie t0 lick e cream 0n e ice-cream cake, den lick tiL e choc0late banana therr den cnz st0pp.

ii haf n0 ch0ice man! r0ars~ den ii askedd dem den jz nw uu aL sae e quarrellin iz fake wanna lah? den deyy replz [ yya lah! uu reallyy dunn0 we rr plannin 0r wat aR? ] ii saidd, ii reallyy dunn0 c0z was lyk their actin damn fuckin real cnz! den ii g0tta a present frm swensens tat was
a ballo0n L0LS! den finish everyytinggs lE.

den we slackk at swensens 0utside sm0ke den we to0k cab,
didis deyy aL sent miie hmE t0 put e cake & ballo0n den
afta tat we g0 lakeside japanese garden therr prawnin~ xD
ii caught 2prawns in 5mins! den ahS caught 1prawn.
s0 t0tal we caught 3prawns nia was lyk L0LS l0r~=.=
den afta tat j0nathan'papa, dicks0n'didi, ed0n'ahg0ng,
tengwei'didi & jinda came t0 findd us.
hoh0s~ slackkedd awhile den deyy went 0ff first lE.
den left we 4 agaiin den slackkedd tiL 6am+ we cab hmE.
den slpp tiL nxt daE 3pm+ c0z in e middle myy f0ne kip
ringin. smsess&calLss, den tianxiang'k0rk0r calLedd miie.
sae happyy bdaE t0 miie, hahas~ den kup lE faL aslpp agaiin.
tiL 3pm+ bath, preparedd. den went 0ut at 5pm+ u-turn
bck hmE c0z g0in dinnerr wif mum&sis. den while waitin ferr
sis t0 b bckk ii faL aslpp agaiin. den wkke upp at 7pm+
prepare agaiin den went 0ut ferr dinnerr, eat tiL 8pm+
went wats0n buyy myy tinggs. mum br0ught miie e za limited-
editi0n f0undati0n:D

den deyy went hmE while ii cab dwn t0 4headd mit ahL.
den slackkedd awhile, dicks0n'didi &
ed0n'ahg0ngg came foll0w byy bensley den f0ll0w by
tengwei'didi. den slackkedd wif dem awhile, miie,ahL&
bensley went 0ff t0 WM mit ahS. sit 0utside c0ffee bean
wait ferr ahS. den finallyy he came, den he was hungryy
s0 went t0 6headd therr eat ban mian. saw weijian e guyy,
den afta tat p0 came, den slackkedd awhile miie & ahS
sendd ahL hmE. den ii send ahS hmE den ii went hmE.

tmL ii g0in t0 mit upp wif myy bb lE! yyeeahhhHHH!
ii miissssss him al0ts alth0ught ii mit him 0n thrus.
ii lurrves&miissss him T0NS. ii beari lngg dun haf tiz kinda 0f
feeLin lE. bein wif him, ii feeL tat e lurrves iz s0 true!
& ii reallyy in a deep great lurrves wif him.
bb, ii hpE uu haf e same tinkin as miie. c0z ii reallyy reallyy
lurrves uu al0ts al0ts al0tss. & ii mean it! & iim scare tat
ii might l0se uu 0ne daE. iim reallyy scare 0f l0sin uu!
ii reallyy dun bear t0 let uu g0.. ii lurrves uu deeplyy..
B0I, II LURRVES UU!

tanks t0 d0s ppL hu wishh miie happyy bdaE!;
myyBB!,myyMUM,myySIS,qian'aiais,reen'kukusistas,qi'darlink,
lia'sistas,mei'p0,simin'fwen,shuxian'jiemei,yiling'jiemei,
xia0tian'jiemei,shawn'br0,ahS'didi,ahL'didi,ahW'didi,ahT'didi,
dicks0n'didi,lijie'didi,sinee'didi,j0nathan'papa,fabian'papa,
weitat'papa,ed0n'ahg0ng,tianxiang'k0rk0r,jianting'k0rk0r,
keey0ng'k0rk0r,clement,darius,gene,jacks0n,kenneth,
kwkw'guailankia,mslim'exc0lleauge,nanxiang'c0usin,
eechen'buddy,zhu'buddy,kaihui'buddy,ahwang&d0s fwenster
fwens & ppLs. TANKS AL0TS EVERYYB0DYY & FWENS! MUCH LURRVES! s0rrie if ii didnt menti0n yyr namEs, c0z therr to0 manyy areadyy. pics wiL upl0add agaiin=D g0in slpp~ tatas!

2007-09-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

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2007-09-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

hmMm, wen iim free den ii bl0gg ba. iim lazyy:xhahas last butta nt least ii wanna sae iz

XINMIN x3 BRAND0N
bb, h0lddmiietight&nvletg0. o5o9o7'
II LURRVES UU MRRE DEN UU LURRVES MIIE!xD
MUACCKS;

2007-09-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

2007-09-02T15:17:00.000+08:00

ppLs, iim bck t0 bl0gg lE. II MIISS EVERYY0NE S0 MUCH!
hmMm, aL tiz while ii haf been wrrkkin at science center dE
curi0sity sh0pp. tanks shawn & yq came t0 visit c0uples 0f
tmEs, tanks al0ts guys(: wrkk tiL 28th den ii shiftedd t0
upstair dE 0ffice wrkk under finance&admin(:
s0 currentlyy tiL wrrkkin in science centre butta nt at
curi0sity nia. sians dia0s, nw ii was sickk lyk helL!
0hmyyTIAN~ KILL MIIE PLS!!

31.o8.o7

didnt went wrkk, went entertainment t0 withdrawn $$.
den shawn calLedd miie, he os0 at entertainment s0 mit
up wif him. c0z g0in bck sec sko0l, teachers daE celebrati0n sm0ke awhile den we to0k cab send him t0
bat0k first den ii went panjang fetch ahL & ahW, deyy were
s0 sl0wp0ke na~ b0os! den we cab t0 426, den waitedd ferr
e rest t0 c0me, al0ts came sia=.= den p0 hafen c0me yet,
s0 we went in first den chattedd wif MR Rani & Mr Ramy0nd.
den saw al0ts 0f fwens xDD hahas manyy ppL askedd wherr
reen & qian, t0ldd dem 0ne wrkkin n0therr 0ne slppin L0LS!
den watchedd e perf0mances den went 0ff lE.
lo0k ferr teachers den went t0 417 find didis deyy aL.
p0 & aiho0n waitin ferr 947, while miie, ahL, ahW & weikang
cab dwn t0 timah. dey playyedd po0l, saw j0vi & c0.
s0 went 0ut sm0ke, afta tat went eat. den finish eatin
e b0is wanna playy d0ta, ii was s0 sians cnz c0z ii was e
0nlyy gerr am0ngg dem=.= den ii went trim myy eyyebr0wn
den deyy went lan sh0p first with0ut waitin ferr miie! R0ARS~
den d0ne lE went findd dem, watch tiL halfwaE ii faL aslpp.
den finallyy d0ne, went 0ut sm0ke agaiin. saw junr0ng &
y0ng tat deyy g0in playy p0ol. l0ls deyy walk in & 0ut
n0 mrre space ferr dem=.= den ask dem g0 beauty w0rldd
therr c. den afta tat we aL went t0 n0vena square2 find ahS.
waitedd fer him t0 finish wrkk. den we slackedd therr while
waitin~ finallyy finish lE, den we to0k bus hmE, changedd bus
wif ahS. den reach hmE myy traffice jam c0me agaiin! r0ars. it jam tiL BKE man den chattedd wif j0vi tiL 3am+ den b0mb slpp lE.
HAPPYY BDAE T0 AHW DIDI! AL E BEST T0 UU, HPE UU NJ0YY YYRSELF T0DAE!!

o1.o9.o7
aftano0n 1 0r 2pm, mit up wif ahS at bo0n lay interchange.
den to0k e charted bus t0 A0H, den went find tianxiang.
pass him tinggs lE den we g0 sm0ke den was c0ntactin wif
didis. den afta k0rk0r pei miie & ahS wait ferr e bus,
den b0ardd lE half waE saw brand0n {ex dunearnites} den we
change e carted bus bck t0 bo0n lay, den we to0k 174 t0 WM
mit up wif yixiang. waitedd s0 lngg, den pei him g0 0ld chang
keE buyy tinggs eat den we walkk t0 ahT hsE dwnstair, while
ahS went up perpare. den miie & yixiang wait dem at
dwnstair s0 b0redd, den chit chat listen s0ng, ahW calLedd
den he came findd us. s0 slackkedd awhile, den e guyys wanna
g0 eat s0 waitedd ferr him t0 haf their dinner. ii suddenlyy
feeL damn unwelL, s0rrie guys mkke uu aL w0rriz & tanks ferr
e c0ncern! den finish walkk t0 WM, saw junchengK0RK0R.
den went WM waitedd ferr p0, den k0rk0r calLedd miie s0
chattedd awhile den kup lE, afta tat qian calLedd miie. s0
while waitin ferr p0, wait ferr qian to0(: den ii was lyk damn
weak, haiis. fever smEmrE butta ii wanna wait ferr e 2 gerrs
t0 c0me first den g0 hmE, s0 deyy c0me lE. den c0z turtles &
p0 deyy aL g0in dx0 ma, s0 ask dem t0 leave first. huggedd
p0 tightlyy c0z shhe flyyin t0 HK tmL. dun bear herr t0 leave
butta b0 bian, den afta tat qian pei miie wait ferr cab.
den dr0p herr 0utside CSC, den ii went hmE. iim tiredd &
shagg.. den reach hmE d0ne wif stuffs lE jita0 b0mb lay
0n bedd lE. haiis..

o2.o9.o7
p0 flyy t0 HK lE, tkke crre yyrselff 0verr therr alrites.
iim miissiin uu badlyy areadyy! ): haiis, & d0 nj0yy yyea.
s0 aftano0n recieve p0 msgg den ii passedd it t0 turtles teL
dem tat p0 reach HK lE. did went 0ut t0daE, s0 sickk agaiin.
asssssss!~ smEmrE tmL stiL g0tta wrkk!!! 0hmyyTIAN!
chattedd wif brand0n jz nw, sms wif xiang & zhu.
butta zhu went miisssiiinn.. iim w0rriz! iim s0rrie zhu, didnt
pick upp ii was 0n e linE wif myy k0rk0r. s0rrie triedd t0 caL
uu bck butta cant get thr0ught anyymrre.. iim reallyy w0rriz!
replz 0r caL miie bck asap cnz? haiis!!!!!!!! nw chattin wif
jacks0n & lijiedidi in msn~ iim b0redd! save miie pls. haiis
& iim w0rriz to0!
HAPPYY BDAE T0 JACKS0N! AL E BEST T0 UU~

2007-08-17T09:04:00.000+08:00

PPL IIM MIA-ED AREADYY, II MIISS EVERYY0NE S0 MUCH. :'(((
NWADAES THERR N0 GUD NEWS FERR MIIE, AL BAD NEWS!!
ii cant tkke it, iim beari beari sadddd.... criedd & crieddd, ii haf n0b0dyy t0 turn t0...

2007-07-27T05:26:00.000+08:00

wateva ii n0e ii didnt bl0gg ferr damn blo0dy 10 daEs areadyy,
butta hu crres anyywaEs? c0z n0b0dyy wiL readd it os0, LAUGHS* ii guess wen iim free den ii bl0gg abt e happenins, c0z currentlyyiim MIA-in nw. nw iz 5.28am ii stiL cant slpp, ppL might aL b slppin lyk a l0gg den iim stiL s0 active=.= chattin wif zhu, p0 & j0vi in msn. b0os iim s0 b0redd! 0h myy btw, iim wrkkin in science center 0n e 7/8 t0 28/8, d0 c0me visit miie aR! xDDDDDDD

2007-07-17T02:13:00.000+08:00

tiz p0st iz g0in t0 b beari lngg ^^

13.o7.o7 - FRI
went 0ut at 6pm+ went ferr myy klass. s0 afta klass ii mit
upp wif p0, butta bferrhandd afta myy klass ii calLedd
qian & reen. butta deyy b0th os0 didnt pick upp myy caL.
c0z actuallyy ii wantedd t0 mit dem dE, butta endd upp didnt. haiis s0 mit up wif p0 at bat0k den slackedd ferr awhile.
jz ferr e few mins & ii went hmE while p0 went t0 teck whye
find ah.L, ah.W, ah,S & ah.T~ den 0n myy waE hmE reachin
hmE qian caL miie bck. ii t0ldd herr tat ii calLedd herr & reen
butta b0th n0 ans myy caL c0z ii wanna mit uu 2. shhe t0ldd miie tat deyy went t0 eat. den shhe ask wherr iim, ii t0ldd
herr ii areadyy alight frm bus walkin hmE. den sae byyebyye
lE. den reach hmE, ii dunn0 yy ii suddenlyy ii feeL s0 stress & ii was g0in crazyy areadyy if ii c0ntinue stayyin at hmE, s0 ii decided t0 went b0at quay findd turtles familyy. s0 ii cab-ed dwn t0 pub; blue blazze findd dem, deyy n0e iim nt in a gudd mo0d. ah,S ask miie yy iim s0 sadd. haiis ii jz shake myy headd, haiis, den at therr singg singg, sm0ke sm0ke, drink drink. den ardd 3am+ we cab-edd t0 timah IRC, c0z didis deyy aL wanna playy po0l. s0 we went therr, den reach lE saw s0 manyy ppL at IRC. den ahrui'sistas t0ld miie tat qian at therr os0. s0 ii askedd p0 t0 pei miie g0 findd qian. c0z ii wanna gif herr a surprise s0 didnt caL herr. iim s0 happyy t0 hear tat shhe iz therr, p0 n0e hw happyy iim. haiis
den ii walkkedd ardd ii didnt saw herr, s0 ii went t0 sistas
therr ii teL him ii didnt saw herr aR, he kip sae haf!
s0 ii calLedd qian den junjun pickk upp. askkedd him wherr
qian, den junjun sae she bathin den ii jita0 sians dia0s.
ii teL junjun ii t0t uu aL at IRC? he said deyy jz went 0ff nia
haiis n0 fate! den afta awhile qian calLedd miie, ii t0ldd herr
den shhe sae deyy jz went 0ff nia. haiis hearr lia0 ii jita0
sians da0 cnt zai sians lia0. den kup lE went in po0l find
e rest 0f turtles & playyedd po0l wif didis to0. den wateva tat ah.L didi aR iz mkkin miie & p0 laugh tiL lyk n0b0dyy's business lidat cnz! R0ARS~
he usin d0s indian lanuage=/ ii was laughin tiL sit 0n e flo0r!
& p0 os0 j0in wif him to0getherr sae! L0LS~ cnz laugh tiL
sia0 ii teL uu! b0os~ ass him butta deyy did mkke us laugh na. n0 mata hw sadd 0r stress 0r em0 we rr deyy stiL wiL mkke us
laugh lyk sia0 charrb0s!! rites p0? hahas~ den afta tat p0
was hafin gastric pain, s0 shhe didnt went 4headd wif us.
den miie, ah,S & ah.T to0k 1 cab g0 4headd. while ah.L &
ah.W share cab wif p0 t0 send herr hmE first den dwn t0
4headd. s0 reach 4headd, walkk t0 423 den j0nathanPAPA
half waE frm dunn0 wherr walkk 0ut, hahs den we walkk
t0 423 den slackk. therr g0tta spenster{ dunn0 he spelL his namE:x }, dicks0ndidi, le0nahg0ngg, ahzar & mingjia.
den slackked awhile, r0ck & co came. den afta tat we
turtles went t0 419 therr dE bbalL c0urt sit, den papa c0me
findd us(: den chitt chattedd awhile, deyy mkke miie
laugh lyk n0b0dyy's business agaiin! hahas den slackedd tiL
6am+ lidat pei ah.L wait ferr bus den miie, ah.S, ah.T & ah.W
to0k cab hmE. l0bangg dem t0 ah.T hsE therr den went hmE.
reach hmE bath & slpp areadyy~ iim haf fun t0daE! butta ii g0nna miiss everyyb0dyy agaiin haiis>;(

15.o7.o7 - SUN
went t0 marine bayy at ardd 5pm+ ferr ahg0ngg's 80th bdaE
celebrati0n! eat tiL s0 fulL. reach hmE ardd 9pm+ s0 tiredd & fulL cnz! den slackkedd at hmE lE. everyydaEs ii jz cant slpp.
ii dunn0 yy, ii was hafin nightmares everyytmEs. it s0 scaryy!

17.o7.o7 - TUE
nw iz 2.26am! iim s0 b0redd nw, jz nw watchin Final Fantasy VII. hahas! we machiam watchin m0vies at lidat, butta 0urr m0vies cnz pause wanna~ hahas! den zhu was saein tat lata e main chat CL0UD c0me 0ut ii wiL b c0mplainin t0 him tat he iz shuai L0LS! & it true 0kies. ii reallyy did c0mplain t0 zhu :x {slapp miie cnz! L0ls~}
den watch tiL half waE s0 shi0k suddenlyy myy c0m lag =/
den restart c0m den n0 watch lE. mayyb tmL den watch 0r wat n0rs(: hahas den hmMm while watchin zhu was at msn explainin e st0ry t0 miie~ s0 gudd huh! hoh0s~ den chattin wif p0 to0! den zhu went 0ff, den ii went audi den chatted wif p0 nw. tmL p0 & ah.S g0in interview, iim nt g0in c0z ii wiL b slppin lyk n0b0dyy business xDDDDD hahahs~
wateva~ iim s0 b0redd cnz! haiis everyydaEs at hmE eat, slack, slpp, playy c0m n0 mrre lE. ii wiL get fat L0LS!
b0os~ ii wiL upl0ad d0s pics tat ii hafen upl0add :x it been s0

lngg since ii sae ii wanna upl0add~ hahas! it aL diff daEs
0utin, g0tta beari lngg dE & nt lngg ag0 dE~(:

19th- g0in pearline's darlinks dE bdaE charlet
e rest 0f e daEs wiL b r0ttin at hmE
MIA- IIM C0MIN SO0N xDDD
>;(

t0 passerby;
c myy tag ba, if uu reallyy n0e miie weL uu shldd n0e
ii dun lyk guessin. ii dunn0 hu rr uu, yet uu kip dun wanna
sae 0ut. s0 ii dun wanna n0e areadyy, uu wanna sae den sae
ba. it up t0 uu areadyy, butta wanna tanks ferr yyr c0ncern.
& ii reallyy dunn0 wat e meanin byy e last tag, e p0em.
rr uu smE0ne tat ii lurrves? 0r? haiis ii reallyy wanna n0e
hu rr uu, st0pp playyin wif miie>;(

t0 mrKH;
b0i, myy heart iz dead areadyy.. therr n0 turnin bckk
ii guess. wiishh uu lead yyr happy life w/0 miie b0therin
uu. hahs c0z ii wiL MIA-in quite so0n, uu wanna den sms miie
ba ii wiL read it. butta ii guess uu os0 wun crre much
either, wahahaas. studyy hard first den find a beta gerr~
tanks ferr wat uu 0nce gifen miie. e mem0ries ii wiL kipp in myy hearts 0waE, ii jz dunn0 yy ii dun hate & blame uu.
mayyb e lurrves & trust iz to0 deep lE ba, tkke crre(:

t0 gans;
uu mkke miie understand wat is w0rriz. if uu wanna MIA
teL miie first cnz! uu panggsehh miie tat daE! b0os nii aR. anyywayys ii wanna tanks fer yyr lurrves & tanks fer e waitin, gif miie smE tmEs first(: lurrves*

t0 mrSW;
haiis, ii dunn0 hw t0 teL uu. lurrves cant b f0rcedd..
ii reallyy hpE uu rr finE! n dun d0 sillyy tinggs!
ii was jz telLin uu e truth, ii crres uu as a br0.
nthin much den a br0, ii hpE uu understand. g0 findd a
beta gerr! tanks ferr yyr mnths lurrves. iim s0rrie ferr
hurtin uu butta ii wiish t0 teL uu e truth & nt gifin uu anyy
hpEs. understandd ma? therr rr beta gerrs 0ut therr..
best luck ferr uu br0, & tkke crre dun d0 sillyy tinggs!!!!
uu mkke miie feeL bad haiis. tkke crre alrights & dun drink
muchh, rem uu jz rec0ver nt lngg!(:

LAST BUTTA NT LEAST MYY TURTLES FAMILY PICSx3333

II P0STED AL E PICS AREADY =DDDDDDD

G0IN SLP NW~ TATAS! NITES CUM M0RNIN

C0Z IT 6.45AM NW~ WAHAHAS TATAS NITES!

2007-07-16T03:34:00.000+08:00

iim s0 b0reddd nwadaEs. jz nw playyin audi wif keey0ng'k0rk0r & ser yuan~ pr0 kias =/ b0os!!! den chattedd awhile den playy agaiin, k0rk0r sae ii bullyy ii tinkk iz he bullyy miie cnz! R0ARS~ he kip ask miie n0 g0 dwn 4headd? l0ls, everyytmE ask miie tat qns. k0r buay sian aR uu? L0LS:x den chatted wif zhu, p0 & j0nathanPAPA & ahL didi & alex! hahas ii miiss aL 0f dem. nw iz 3.47am lE~ ii s0 b0redd. & iim hafin a GREAT HEADACHE 0MGG! FUCKIN PAIN CNZ! KILL MIIE PLSxDDDDDD

nw waitin fer zhu t0 0nlinE butta he d0ta tiL lyk ferrg0t t0 c0me bck msn! r0ars~ b0redd b0reddddddddd!!!!!!!!! b0redd might kilL ppL L0LS! =O & myy gans aR sae g0 rest awhile den jita0 yi qu bu hui! >;( aL panggsehh miie!! HMPH! =.= saddedd!! hahs jz recieve zhu sms, his fwens wanna him playy 0ne mrre r0undd BO0S~ ahhas nvm! wiL b waitin tiredd den 0fflinE lE ^^ tanks everyyb0dyy hu pei miie acc0mpanyy!! ii miiisssiin s0 manyy ppL rites nw! (:

2007-07-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

tiz few daEs was stayyin at hmE, lo0kin afta myy m0st imp0rtant pers0n hu tkke crre 0f miie since ii was y0ung, s0 nw it myy turn t0 tkke crre 0f herr since shhe nidd crre nw. myy bel0vedd ahmax3. fast fast rec0ver! haiis, tiz few daEs at hmE iim g0in crazyy so0n. bc0z 0f smEtinggs, ii jz
simplyy dun understand yy.. ii wantedd t0 gif up 0n uu s0 ii tryyin myy best butta everyytmE ii was tryyin t0 gif up ii wiL ~~recieve~~ yyr sms. ii jz dun get it, iim s0 c0nfuse. wat d0 uu actuallyy mean byy sendin miie d0s fwenship msgg? mayyb we rr stiL fwens, butta ii jz dun understandd yy.. haiis, iim drivin myyselff crazyy! feeL lyk leavin yet ii cant leave. ii dun
bear... iim ~~s0 fan & s0 luan~~, cnz anyy0nE helpp miie? ii felt s0 helppless.. nw ii jz cant b happyy at aL. ii l0st uu.. iim s0 miserable.. everyy m0ments we haf to0getherr ii stiL rem, it been flashin 0ut n0n-st0pp. ii didnt slpp weL at aL everyydaEs, ii haf been dreamin butta it nt d0s swits dream
iz nightmares. it s0 scaryyy, everyydaE ii went t0 bedd at 4.3oam 0r even later. ii reallyy cant slpp, ii dunn0 yy. tanks t0 zhu;buddyy everyydaEs pei miie tiL ii 0fflinE. he didnt faiL t0 mkke miie smiLes, he didnt faiL t0 mkke miie feeL b0redd. everyytmE he haf tinggs t0 d0.
tanks al0ts buddyy(:

smEtmEs ii dunn0 yy ii cherishh ppL butta ppL dun cherish miie at aL. mkke miie feeL tat iim jz a faiLure.. as tmE g0es by manyy tinggs ardd miie changedd, manyy tinggs disappear, manyy tinggs appear. ppL c0me & g0, aL sadd & m0ments kip foll0w miie. wen den e happyy m0ments den wiL foll0w miie? ii wiishh ii culd change bck e tmE, ii wanna bckk myy happyy past. ii dun wanna nw, nw ii 0nlyy n0e wat jz caL pain, hurt, dead, numb, crazy, miserable, c0nfuse, fan, luan & etc. e past miie dunn0 anyy 0f dem, deyy n0e miie butta ii dunn0 dem. butta nw? deyy n0e miie & ii n0e dem beari weL to0. iim ~~h0peless~~, myy attitude changedd al0ts. everyytinggs 0f miie changedd al0ts. dun nidd ppL t0 sae, ii n0e it myyselff. mayyb smE 0f dem might hate miie nw ferr hu iim nw, ii dun crre ii reallyy dun gif it a damn.
byy aL mean, butta jz dun pr0v0ke miie cnz aready. butta ii dun mean it t0 changedd t0 b lidat.. ii reallyy dun wanna, change miie bck cnz?
ii wanna e past miie & nt e present miie. ii s0 fuckin hate present miie! feeL lyk ~~kilLin~~ herr straight awaE. shhe hate herrselff to0, butta hueva ii changedd t0 ii 0nlyy wanna uu aL lurrves miie ferr hu iim, hate miie ferr hu iim nt. get it? smEtmE ii reallyy wiishh t0 b nastyy in relati0nship
butta ii dunn0 yy ii cant d0 it. ii cheriishh everyy relati0nship ii haf. butta 0waE iim e 0ne hu get hurt, s0 pain & s0 hurt.

ii jz cant listen t0 wat ppL sae. iim s0 l0st, s0 l0st with0ut uu. uu left miie in e dark al0ne agaiin, wen ii nidd uu; uu leave miie. wat haf ii d0ne wrngg, teL miie? iim s0 s0 s0 c0nfuse 0ver everyytinggs. cnz anyy0ne hu cnz treat miie beta? d0te & lurrves miie trulyy? ii guess dun haf. n0ne 0f dem. ii wiish ii cnz change e past, ii n0e deep inside ii cant
get uu bck.. ii wiishh to0, ii t0ldd myyselff uu wiL b myy last b0i tiL e endd 0f myy life. butta it 0verr.. ii l0st uu, perhaps l0st uu ferreva..
babyy cnz uu findd yyr waE, bckk t0 miie? tkke myy pain awaE.. iim nt happyy at aL, myy smiLes wun c0me bck anyymrre..... pain & hurt ferreva foll0win miie, cuts & scars to0... wen ii met uu, uu changedd myy life. ferr e sake 0f uu ii cnz gif upp everyytinggs. wiL uu d0 e same tinggs as miie?
ii guess uu wun... studyy hardd b0i(: ii lurrves uu..

ii miiss everyy0nE 0ut therr, mayyb ii g0in MIA so0n if ii f0und a j0b ii wiL MIA lE. tkke crre aL myy bel0vedd fwens!x3
tanks j0nathanPAPA, zhuBUDDY, meiLA0P0, qianAIAIS, reen'bel0vedSISTAS, turtles familyy, & aL myy gans & fwens ferr bein therr ferr miie wen ii dwn tiz few weEks. ii lurrves uu aL muchh muchh, wun ferrget anyy0ne 0f uu! LURRVES&MIISSESS*

t0 mrSW;
iim s0rrie, ii dunn0 hw t0 sae t0 uu to0. ii hpE uu wiL findd
a beta gerr(: ferrget miie & start yyr new life, iim s0rrie ferr
treatin uu s0 nastyy wen uu sms miie last tmE. c0z ii dun lyk uu, uu shld n0e it. butta t0daE ii receive yyr sms uu seems t0 b a diff pers0n. butta ii 0nlyy cnz sae s0rrie ferr bein s0 nasty & gif uu attitude everyytmE, & uu didnt even sae miie bck.
if ii reallyy gif myy hearts t0 uu, uu wiL nv break it? ii dun tink s0.. ii gif s0 manyy ppL lE, each & everyy 0f dem break it
s0 hard & s0 pain.. ii dunn0; iim s0 luan nw, ii nidd tmE.
s0rrie uu wiL findd a beta gerr, gud luck(:

2007-07-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

Libra - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully!You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.

Your negative traits:
You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it.You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself.

Your ideal partner:
A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.

Your dating style:
Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.
Your seduction style:
Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough.Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.

Tips for the future:
Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes.Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so.Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did.
Best color to attract mate: Green
Best day for a date: Wednesday

Your Depression Level: 92%

You seem to be severely depressed.
You should seek immediate attention from your physician.
Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step.

2007-07-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

o5.o7.o7 - THURS
ii went smEwherr, dun wiishh t0 sae mrre here. bc0z it hurt miie; butta it stiL a mem0ries ferr miie. b0i, ii miiss & lurrves uu s0.. ii jz cant st0pp myyselff frm tinkin 0verr uu,
iim s0rrie...
butta ii d0 cherish everyy min wen iim wif uu,
ii shldnt MIA tat tmE, iim s0 regret abt it.
haiis, butta nthin cnz change it lE.
ii n0e uu wanna b single, neitherr d0 ii.
butta ii jz dunn0 yy e lurrves ferr uu iz s0 deep.
uu askedd miie yy ii lyk uu, ii reallyy dunn0 yy.
tat yy ii shakedd myy headd,
everyy qns uu askedd, ii n0e ii shakedd myy headd
iz bc0z ii dunn0 hw t0 explain t0 uu face t0 face.
ii did wr0te smEtinggs ferr uu in yyr sketch bo0k,
ii dunn0 did uu saw it an0t.
mayyb uu didnt saw it.
if uu sae let fate guide us butta ii t0ld uu tat fate
wiL playy us 0ut, & iim c0rrect>;(
haiis & it true fate playy us 0ut,
ii dunn0 wat t0 d0, iim s0 c0nfuse & s0 luan nw.
im g0in crazyy nw. haiis>;(
afta tat ii was wh0le daE at 4headd,
tengweiDIDI pei-edd miie e wh0le daE tiL e rest came.
j0nathanPAPA & le0nAHG0NG pei-edd miie os0.
den afta tat sebesDIDI & jial0ngDIDI came
den dicks0nDIDI, d0ggyy deyy aL came.
den d0ggyy sae myy face lyk 苦瓜 =.= he askedd miie t0 smiLe butta ii t0ldd him ii cant >;( den askedd didis
peii miie g0 t0ilet den didnt saw weekimBR0 & keey0ngK0RK0R den weekimBR0 sh0utedd aiiya bian lia0 lah n0 sae hi 0r wat lia0 lah L0LS! ii was lyk s0 sh0ck c0z ii dunn0 deyy at therr. den sittedd awhile ii wanna g0 t0ilet & buyy drinkks. den buyy ferr br0 & k0rk0r drinkks. den chattedd awhile lata reen & qian came lE, den t0ldd dem wat happen.
>;( aL was at therr t0kin t0 miie al0ts 0f tinggs.
ii reallyy s0 depressedd l0r, haiis aL b0is therr t0ldd miie abt wat b0is dE feeLin aL d0s mkke miie mrre sadd. haiis dunn0 lah den p0 came afta tat. quite manyy ppL at 4headd.
den slackkedd, weekimBR0 & keey0ngK0RK0R t0k t0 miie.
ii was s0 stress s0 kip sm0kin afta 0ne, den br0 sc0ldedd miie>;( haiis iim stress dun blame miie pls, ii reallyy dunn0 wat t0 d0. save miie anyy0ne? iim g0in crazy so0n, den afta tat cab-ed t0 west c0ast. den t0n tiL nxt m0rnin lE, ahb0yy came afta tat. den ii suddenlyy went miissiin, s0rrie tengweiDIDI hai ni kena sc0ldd byy dem sae lo0k afta 0ne pers0n os0 cnz g0ne miissin. iz ii ask didi g0 awaE dE c0z ii wanna b al0ne, haiis den ii 0ff myy f0ne everyytinggs,
heardd deyy calLin myy namE aL tiz den haiis n0 ch0ice
jita0 jz sh0w 0ut myy handd nia. den ask dem c0me 0ver.
haiis den slackk tiL m0rnin to0k bus hmE. went hmE slpp lE.

o6.o7.07 - FRI
went ferr klass t0daE, ii was lyk abit blurr. cherr askedd miie previ0us les0n uu n0 c0me aR? ii said yya. den shhe sae sickk aR? den ii said yya agaiin, den shhe sae drinkk mrre water & eat d0s heathly fo0ds. ii sae 0kies, den c0ntinue wif les0n. den afta tat calLedd qian c0z bferhand ii g0 ferr klass, qian askedd wanna g0 ahruiSISTAS dE bdaE ma, den ii t0ldd herr afta myy klass den c first. den afta klass c0ntact
qian, mei, sebesDIDI, jial0ngDIDI & tengweiDIDI. den ii went
3headd therr findd qian first, den afta tat den mit mei deyy aL. den 0n bus; nxt st0p mingjia,darren,r0ck & yundian b0ard e bus. L0LS! s0 qia0 den os0 g0in ahrui bdaE therr. den yundian sae miie, ii sae uu cnz c0me merr? L0LS, butta he jkin dE na. den reach lE, qian waitin ferr miie at e bus st0pp den walkk t0 315 den sae happyy bdaE t0 ahrui`sistas den went 4headd slackk waitedd ferr j0nathanPAPA & LE0Nahg0ngg t0 c0me den afta tat tengweiDIDI came, den manyy 0therrs were areadyy therr. hmMm shalL kip smE c0z ferrget lE, den miie,j0nathanPAPA,le0nAHG0NG,yixiang
& tengweiDIDI went 0ver t0 323 eat den dicks0nDIDI&0ne guy came to0 den we headedd t0 4headd sit, den playy & slackk at therr ii was e 0nlyy gerr at therr, c0z qian at 315 therr. haiis den playyedd deyy aL miie write myy f0rmuals L0LS! g0tta 3 ppL help miie tkke turn write tanks eh xDD den d0ne lE playy playy aL tiz. den p0 & jial0ngDIDI in cab l0bangg miie & tengweiDIDI t0 sebesDIDI hsE therr. den bidd byyebyye t0 dem(: den went t0 jur0ngg therr slackk tiL m0rnin den cab-edd hmE. tanks aL MYY FWENS! MUCH LURRVES T0 EVERYY0NE HU MKKE MIIE LAUGH!(: ii haf s0 manyy pics hafen upl0add yet..

o7.o7.o7 - SAT
slpp tiL 7pm+, wkke upp went 0nlinE actuallyy mittin j0nathanPAPA t0n-in dE, butta den endd upp ii prepare ha0 lE. suddenlyy ii dun haf mo0d t0 g0 0ut os0 sms-edd papa, den t0ldd him. den suddenlyy weijin calLedd sae p0 wanna c0mmite suicide aL tiz, askkedd miie t0 g0 dwn p0 hsE immediatly den ii b0 bian n0 mo0d os0 haf t0 g0 lia0, den ii faster drag myyselff calLedd s0 manyy ppL aL n0 ans.
den calLedd papa askk papa pei miie g0, den went therr.
p0 was sh0ck =/ den slackk at p0 hsE tiL 4am+ den we went 0ut keith came l0bangg us g0 eat, den we slackk at timah tiL 6.30am+ lidat, den went I.R.C findd papa. den t0ldd him we g0 hmE first lE den bid byyebyye den we to0k cab hmE, reach hmE jita0 slpp lE. wen ii wkke upp saw s0 manyy sms. den didnt went sent0sa wif him & xiangK0RK0R, s0rrie c0z ii dunn0 yy ii suddenlyy dun feeL lyk g0in. den ii slpp tiL 4pm+, mama & ahma & sis wkke miie upp. smEtinggs happen, wun sae 0ut at here. ii was lyk wtf haiis, blo0dyy idi0t ass. wateva den went ahg0ngg hsE afta tat, den went hmE at 9pm+ den went 0nlinE, chattedd 0n f0ne wif tengweiDIDI & jial0ngDIDI. den nw ii wanna g0 slpp lE tmL we pei-in p0 g0 t0a pay0h c0llect payy. nites(:
ii cuttedd myy handd t0 release myy pain..
kilL miie 0ne sh0t!
{ lurrves tkke a turn t0wards darkness... }

b0i, ii nid uu byy myy sidde >;(
tkke gud crre 0f yyrselff..
0urr mem0ries wiL ferreva kept in myy hearts x33

2007-07-06T07:44:00.000+08:00

PPL IIM S0 L0ST NW, CNZ II END EVERYYTINGS?!
II MIGHT G0 ~~CRAZY ANYTME~~!
SAVE MIIE PLS, 0R JZ ~~KILL~~ MIIE 0NCE SH0T!
II FUCKIN ~~HATE~~ MYYSELFF S0 MUCH NW!!!

TKKE MIIE AWAE..
ii lurrves uu.. >;(

mem0ries rr 0waEs l0velyy t0 miie,
butta its brin pain t0 miie.
myy heart iz breakin & tearin apart.
it iz s0 pain, s0 pain!
ii beari cant b ~~str0ng~~ tiz tmE, anymrre..
ii guess iim reallyy dead tiz tmE r0und.
ii mkkin myyselff numb everyydaEs.
ii actin happyy infr0nt 0f
myy sistas & fwens.
iim s0rrie c0z ii reallyy dun wanna
uu aL c miie lidat den uu aL os0 sadd &
nt happyy..
ii reallyy wanna tanks aL myy sistas,
fwens, papa, br0s, k0rs & didis.
tat daE uu aL acc0mpanyy miie
ferr e wh0le daE. t0k t0 miie manyy manyy tinggs.
explain s0 manyy tinggs t0 miie.
ii even went miissiin & uu aL was
searchin ferr miie, iim s0rrie
butta ii jz wanna b al0ne..
ii wiishh iim dead, s0 ii stiL cnz c him.
guide him, pr0tect him.
uu aL might sae it a to0pId lame
tinkin butta ii dun tinkk s0, c0z if
uu reallyy in lurrves wif smE0ne uu wiL
sae e same tinggs as miie. ii nidd him,
ii reallyy d0. butta nw ii l0se him..
perhaps ii wiL l0se him ferreva....
anyy0nE cnz save miie, ii reallyy dun
wanna get hurt anyymrre.. iim s0 tiredd
ii reallyy hpE ii wun wkke upp anyymrre.
ppL pls understand hw ii feeL cnz,
& dun kip ask miie dun tink to0 much.
uu aL t0ldd miie milli0ns tmEs areadyy,
ii reallyy cant dun tinkk. c0z e mem0ries
wiL kip aut0 flash 0ut,
hurt s0 badd......
ii t0ldd myy sistas, if we reallyy
cnz b bck to0getherr ii reallyy wiL
listen t0 uu. ii wiL giff upp everyytings
ferr uu. jz ferr uu 0nlyy,
ii guess uu os0 wun read myy bl0gg
0r c0ntact miie anyymrre..
iim s0 sadd & s0 hurt..
ii t0ldd myyselff uu rr nt d0s type 0f
guyys, uu rr nt...
butta iim s0 hurt wen uu treatedd miie
lyk a t0yy lidat.
mayybb ii haf myy wrng to0
butta iim s0 l0st with0ut uu..
actuallyy ii did wanna leave uu silentlyy,
butta uu came bck jz e daE ii wantedd t0
start gifin upp. ii dunn0 yy,
ii t0ldd uu fate wiL b 0waE playyin wif miie.
iim c0rrect...
ii lurrves uu to0 deep lE &
uu hurt miie to0 deep lE.
yy 0waE myy r/s iz lidat?
yy n0ne 0f dem wiL treat miie gudd?
ii reallyy dun understandd. yy aL lurrves
t0 playy 0n miie,
startin it wiL b l0vin, butta tiL e endd
everyytinggs changedd s0 fast.
iim a gerr hu iz bein hurt bferr,
therr iz s0 manyy scars in herr hearts
butta n0 0nE was trulyy t0 herr....
wen shhe reallyy in lurrves & nidd tiz guyy
al0ts, e guyy wiL leave herr..
shhe dunn0 yy, shhe iz s0 helpless nw.....
save miie pls, 0r jz kilL miie 0ne sh0t!
life iz s0 meaninless t0 miie...
b0i, tanks ferr everyytinggs uu 0nce
given miie. nw we rr lyk strangers lE.
ii hpE we rr stiL buddyy lyk e past.
iim s0rrie ferr everyytinggs to0,
pls d0 tkke crre 0f yyrselff.
ii miiss uu s0...

wun b bl0ggin ferr e few daEs, ii nidd t0 mkke myyselff
numb. t0daE iz 7/7/o7, it such a gud date t0 leave tiz w0rld.
haiis, 7.55am lE. reach hmE nt lngg, ii jz cant slpp. byyes>;(

2007-07-04T10:40:00.000+08:00

myy bl0gg iz SH0TTIN =.= idi0t bl0gg, ii haf a p0st. ii type tiL s0 lngg 0f d0s happenin butta den ii publish lia0 it didnt sh0w 0ut! WTF!!! AARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ~~KILL~~ MIIE PLS. IIM HURTIN S0 BADLYY INSIDE NW!

2007-07-02T18:47:00.000+08:00

29.o6.o7 - FRI
went t0 west c0ast at nites wif p0 t0 mit sebesDIDI; jial0ngDIDI; justinDIDI; qil0ng. t0n tiL nxt m0rnin, hmMm, miie & p0 chattedd al0ts, to0k pics to0. we b0th tinkin 0f 0ur him*; butta nthin cnz teL 0ur him* hw much we miiss dem. ii wiL bl0gg sh0rt ferr tiz p0st c0z ii ferrget smE lE.

30.o6.o7 - SAT
went 0ut at ardd 6pm+ went JP mit fabianPAPA & jeremy,
to0k 157 t0 timah, waitedd ferr wanjin t0 c0me.
BUTTA WE FRM 7PM WAIT TIL 9PM+ CNZ! S0 FUCKIN LNG!!
s0 while waitin we went t0 mac 0utside sit sit chit chat.
den afta we rr hungryy s0 went t0 dunn0 j0hn wat dE
went t0 eat e r0asted duck~ who0ts! s0 nicce cnz,
papa kip gif miie meat eat & S0UP! myy fav0urite L0LS! ^^
den afta tat wanjin came den stiL haf al0ts 0f r0astedd duck
left s0 he 0rder a plate 0f rice den c0ntinue eat.
while we rr waitin ii was lyk playyin wif jeremy, he playy bck to0 =/ L0LS! s0 FUN cnz! den finish eatin we went t0 lan
instead 0f I.R.C we went playy po0l~ co0l!
den afta tat went brin qian, shhe sh0w miie e guyy.
ii t0ldd herr 0kies 0kies lah aiiyoy0s, shhe sae hands0me =/
den we went dwn agaiin. awhile lata qian wanna g0
bck findd junjun deyy aL lia0 den shhe went bck den
shhe c0me bck agaiin =/ c0z I.R.C g0tta an pai den
everyyb0dyy cant g0 in~ den we went acarde playy,
den dicks0nDIDI & xia0pangg walkk in den saw us
dick was lyk s0 sh0ck L0LS! his face cnz ii slapp him? =/
den chit chatt awhile den we bus-edd t0 panjang,
while jeremy went hmE first. den left miie, papa & wanjin.
den we went 163 playygr0und lo0k ferr 0cy & weiseng.
den sit sit&chattedd den we went 0cy hsE.
papa deyy aL playy mahj0ng, while ii was at therr s0 sians cnz! den playy papa dE psp, kilL tmEs~
den p0 actuallyy wanna c0me dE, we waitin ferr sebesDIDI deyy aL butta den deyy stiL hafen finish their chu sai tinggs.
den afta mahj0ng we went bck 163 drink & eat.
tiL 5.30pm miie & papa went interchange tkke bus.
went bck t0 myy ahma hsE, den went ii stiL haf t0 change bus
den papa pei miie wait ferr bus, tanks papa! s0 reach hmE jita0 bathh lia0 b0m~ slpp lia0! ZZZZZ~

o1.o7.o7 - SUN
slpp tiL 5pm+ den 7pm+ went t0 ahg0ngg hsE tiL 8pm+.
den sebesDIDI calLedd ask whetherr wanna g0 t0 his fwen
bdaE charlet, den 0kies l0r. c0ntact wif p0, den mit at 11.30pm den ii prepare ha0 lE, slackk tiL 11.20pm+ lidat den
went t0 wait ferr bus lE, c0z ii dun wanna waste m0ney tkke cab s0 tryy myy luck c stiL g0tta bus an0t. s0 in e endd haf!
wahahahas! butta s0 suayy cnz? ii was sm0kin den suddenlyy
ii saw blue&red light kip blinkin, den suddenlyy ii turn myy
headd QX st0pp infr0nt 0f miie =/ wah chua ti0 man, den ii
saw myy bus c0me lia0. ii faster sm0ke finish den walkk infr0nt, wave ferr bus. den deyy saw miie wanna tkke bus lia0 den turn t0 n0ther lane phew! hengg man,
if nt cham~ =.= den went mit p0, waitedd ferr p0
den went buy tinggs & drinkk. den cabbedd dwn t0 east c0ast, den reach lE. sae happyy bdaE t0 e bdaE b0i, den d0s gerrs mkke miie & p0 s0 fuckin dislyk dem man~ wtf!
den slackk awhile went cycle.
we went t0 e beach therr, miie & p0 walkk walkk 0n e sand&water suddenlyy everyytinggs flash ~~acr0ss~~ agaiin.
haiis den we went bck t0 e charlet therr, den ii wanna g0 cycle den jial0ngDIDI & sebesDIDI pei miie g0 ride. den we ride 1 wh0le r0und den we went bck. afta awhile, ah b0y came. den drinkk drink eat eat, den pei sebesDIDI g0 7-11 buyy tinggs den went bck rest first, den went findd e rest
ii was lyk s0 tiredd cnz! faL aslpp~ l0ls. lay 0n didi sh0ulder,
everyytinggs jz flash 0ut agaiin&agaiin! haiis, ii dunn0 wat t0 d0 ii askedd dem, dey t0ldd miie t0 wait. ii askedd dem bck
hw lngg ii haf t0 wait? 1o yyrs? haiis, didis t0ld miie fate iz lidat lurrves t0 playy 0n ppL. yya it true, fate lurrves t0 playy 0n miie! haiis, wat shldd ii d0? den m0rnin 6am+ p0 send us hmE, tanks p0. ii faL aslpp 0n cab :x iim beari to0 shagg & tiredd lE! hmMm, tiz wh0le weEk ii cnz sae ii was t0n-in everyydaE=/ therr rr s0 manyy pics ii haf upl0add yet, ii wiL upl0ad smE first.

2007-06-30T17:39:00.000+08:00

bl0gg agaiin wen iim bck, g0in mit fabianPAPA & c0. tatas~

2007-06-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

hmMm, didnt bl0gg ferr few daEs. hmMm, ii shalL kipp abt e past few daEs happenin c0z manyy tinggs happen 0ut 0f a sudden. we rr s0 sadd, hmMm we aL wiL wait ferr uu t0 c0me 0ut! ii wiL lo0k afta mei, d0 write letter t0 herr. turtles family ferreva!(: hmMm, t0daE went bck t0 c d0c. d0c sae tat deyy checkedd myy blo0d therr was n0 'du' in myy blo0d s0 it nt s0 seri0us, butta wiL stiL nidd g0 bckk ferr checkin up. iim sadd dE iz n0ne 0f myy fwens ask miie abt myy app0intment & uu didnt ask to0. 0nlyy p0 askedd miie >;( uu n0e hw sadd it iz? if ii reallyy haf seri0us illness n ii teL uu aL butta n0ne 0f uu gif miie a resp0ne isn't iz sadd? wat if iim die-in? n0b0dyy crre at aL, ii telLin myyselff mayyb aL 0f uu iz bz wif their 0wn stuffs s0 mayyb deyy ferrg0t 0r wat, butta t0 miie it iz a sadd case. haiis, iim ~~fuckin~~ stress nwadaEs! p0 n0e, iim s0 sadd. yy ii was lyk bein treatedd lyk a FO0L? familyy t0 miie iz a gr0up 0f ppL hu brin miie up, d0 deyy crres? d0 deyy reallyy d0te & lurrves miie? ii guess nt. ii dunn0 wat t0 d0, actuallyy ii decide t0 sae s0rrie t0 uu & mum butta wat did ii get bck? a sc0lddin frm uu! uu n0e hw hurt it iz? uu cnz sae nicelyy t0 miie rites, n nt sh0utin wif d0s t0nes which ii dislyk it. ii guess iim jz a unless pers0n, hu 0waE create pr0bs. butta d0 uu tinkk tat ii reallyy lyk it? 0h pls ii hate it, ii n0e iim nt last tmE dE XINMIN anyymrre. butta it bc0z 0f _ _ _ _ ii bc0me lidat, ii change ever since ii haf depressi0n. wat cnz ii d0? ii cant d0 anyytinggs, smEtmE ii felt s0 helpless. ii n0e everyyb0dyy wiL b telLin miie ii muz help myyselff butta ii reallyy cant help myyselff, cnz anyyb0dyy teL miie? t0 miie 0ne waE cnz s0lve iz die, die cnz s0lve everyytinggs. butta ii n0e cant s0lve ppL ardd uu dE saddness, butta wat cnz ii d0? run hmE? ii dunn0, ii wiish t0 butta haiis. ii guess ii reallyy l0st myy waE everyytmE>;(

mum&sis;
ii jz wanna sae ii reallyy lurrves uu b0th al0ts, ii dun wiish t0 c uu b0th lidat butta smEtmE ii tinkk tat ii kept quiet it wiL b beta, even if ii sae 0ut everyytinggs wiL stiL b e same. it wun change, c0z it happen s0 manyy tmEs areadyy. everyytinggs it stiL e same, ii didnt t0k t0 uu b0th ferr abt 2weEks+ ii tinkk s0 butta 0therr den kippin quiet ii dunn0 wat else ii cnz d0 areadyy. ii dun wanna uu t0 leave miie mum! >;( ii treatedd uu b0th lidat ii os0 dun feeL gudd inside. smEtmE wen ii cant slpp, ii kip tinkin smEtmE ii wiL went t0 e t0ilet t0 burst 0ut myy tears. ii cant cut hand, ii cant sm0ke. sistas & fwens 0f myy dun all0w miie t0 d0 it, butta ii didnt listen c0z iim reallyy reallyy reallyy to0 fuckin stress areadyy. ii feeL lyk by hurtin myyselff ii wiL feeL quite beta den d0 nthin. ii hpE uu b0th understandd.

sistas&fwens;
ii n0e aL 0f uu crres abt miie, butta ii jz feeL tat smEtmE ii wanna dE iz nt 0nlyy fwens crres, ii wanna myy familyy t0 crres miie. >;( myy tears drip wen iim typin tiz p0st. anyyb0dyy cnz save miie? ii hpE s0, ii jz wanna sae ii cherishh each & everyy0nE 0f uu. tkke crre aL myy sistas&fwens! LURRVES & MIISSESS!!

mrKH;
d0 uu n0e tat fate wiL playy us 0ut? haiis, everyytinggs was lyk jz happen e daE bferr 0nlyy. everyydaEs ii was tinkkin abt wat uu t0ldd miie, iim beari happyy t0 hearr tat yyr feeLin iz stiL therr. ii reallyy beari happyy butta uu t0ldd miie let let e fate guide us. fate wiL b playyin 0n miie everyytmE, yy uu mkke miie lurrves uu s0 muchh. butta uu left miie al0ne in e dark, iim s0 sadd. butta ii os0 cant d0 anyytinggs t0 it. if tmE cnz turn bckk ii reallyy wiishh ii wun b MIA-in, everyytmE e mem0ries flash 0ut 0n myy mindd s0 sadd & stress. haiis butta ii dunn0 wat t0 d0. s0 stress upp, shldd ii wait 0r shldd ii jz left uu silentlyy?....

2007-06-27T13:22:00.000+08:00

nw at p0 hsE bl0ggin~

26.o6.o7-TUE
went 0ut at ard 8pm+ went WM mit p0 den bus-edd dwn t0 panjang. den went 117 mit e rest, den we went up t0 blk 128 therr den waitedd ferr e BLO0DYY JIAL0NGDIDI den e zhexuan came den we to0k 184 t0 timah. den e rest went playy po0l while miie & p0 went playy e machine dunn0 wat fuckin machine lah went t0 playy e find it. den miie & p0 went mac eat fries~ den afta tat e rest came findd us, afta tat slackkedd fer awhile it rainin cats & d0gs! den we to0k 2 cabb t0 p0 hsE den slackk tiL m0rnin den g0 hmE lE.

27.o6.o7-WED
HAPPYY BDAE T0 MYY DEAR SISTAS; REEN! AL E BEST T0 UU~ N HAPPYY BDAE T0 D0S HU BDAE 0N T0DAE~ ydaE smEtinggs badd happen, hais wun sae here 0nlyy d0s ppL at therr dE n0e wat happen. haiis >;( den went p0's hsE t0n tiL nw. nw iz 1.35pm, g0in 4headd ferr smEtinggs nw. tatas ppL~ II LURRVES MYY SISTAS T0NS!! x3333

2007-06-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

21.o6.o7-THRUS
went 0ut at ardd 2pm+ den sebesDIDI came fetch miie den we cab dwn t0 cck. went t0 p0's aunt dE s0ngka, tiL e nxt m0rnin den g0 hmE. den slackk slackk den 3am+ qian c0me dwn. den slackk tiL m0rnin 8am+ lidat miie, qian, sebesDIDI, jial0ngDIDI & justin bus-ed t0 l0t1 interchange den qian to0k 188 g0 hmE, while e rest 0f us to0k 172 t0 JP den change bus g0 hmE lE~ s0 sians

22.o6.o7-FRI

went 0ut at 6pm+ g0 ferr klass, den afta 10pm went WM mit e rest. mit dicks0nDIDI first den he went t0ilet den reen & simin came~ den foll0w byy qian & junjun. den we bus-edd t0 timah, wateva we alight at e wrng bus st0pp den walkk s0 farr bckk! finallyy reach, we went t0 e liquid kitchen ferr 0urr dinnerr cum supperr lah, c0z it s0 late lia0 tinkk 11pm+ lE? L0LS! s0 delici0us man ii teL uu!!! ii wanna g0 eat agaiin!! xDDDD h0hos~ den s0 fulL cnz? den slackk slackk here c0me e bdaE cake ferr reen~ shhe was s0 surprise! h0hos. den r0ck, darren, mingjia, qil0ng came. den finish walkkedd t0 I.R.C. den slackkedd, yudian, ah rui SISTAS, j0nathanPAPA, & al0ts mrre at therr playyin d0ta =.= s0 d0ta sia0! den we gerrs rr s0 sians, den we decide t0 tkke NR8 g0 0therr places slackk. den we went t0 b0at quay therr chit chattedd bferr tat smetinggs happen in e middle, s0 guyy rr s0 gayy cnz! thr0w glass 0n gerrs. pls uu aL thr0w b0is face lah! puis* den we cab-edd bck hmE at ardd 5am+ lidat, send qian bck t0 timah. den we 3 cab-edd t0 a bus st0pp den to0k bus hmE while simin walkk hmE. ii haf fun wif myy gerrs! tanks al0ts~!

23.o6.o7- SAT

slpp tiL 5pm+ wkke upp den 0n c0m, playyedd & slackkedd den qian calLedd miie askin whetherr wanna g0 0ut an0ts, c0z e rest iz at 4headd. butta dun wnana lah lazyy os0 den slackk tiL m0rnin 5am+ went slpp.

24.o6.7o-SUN

slpp tiL 3.3opm+ wkke upp saw shawn sms, askin whetherr wanna g0 parklane therr piak po0l. ii was lyk uu ki sia0 aR? l0ls~ den wash upp everyytinggs, 0n c0m & playy lE. cahttin wif qian, we rr s0 B0REDD! den went playy auditi0n wif ah wee den nw slackkin~ therr rr s0 manyy pics tat ii hafen upl0add yet~ mayyb tmL ba. iim lazyy nw & iim HUNGRY nw~

2007-06-20T15:54:00.000+08:00

earlyy in e m0rnin ii get a bad new frm p0 >;(
p0, uu haf t0 stayy str0ngg 0kies. if uu lidat yr aunt wun b happyy t0 c uu lidat. understand? let herr g0 peacefulLyy.. mayyb shhe haf herr reas0n t0 leave, shhe d0te uu rem tiz. ii n0e uu wiL blame herr ferr leavin uu, butta mayyb shhe haf n0 ch0ice & it fate.. stayy str0ngg p0!!
bl0gg agaiin lata, iim lazyy (:

happyy bdaE t0 myy huiwenpreci0us! currentlyy at msia spendin yyr celebrati0n aR! nj0yy& tkke crre, c0me bck let we gerrs n0e! miissess*
n happyy bdaE t0 d0s hu bdaE iz t0daE! (:

2007-06-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

18.o6.o7

went 0ut at ardd 3pm+ mit mei at WM, den we train-edd t0 l0t1 while p0 wanna buyy herr studs. den we to0k 19o t0 heeren mit e rest, den reach lE. weikangg di sia0sia0 lah~ den chattedd awhile den went 0utside wait ferr wenc0ng&sebes. den reen calLedd miie, s0 mit reen&simin at heeren. den p0 wif e rest waitin ferr 0thers, while miie & reen went t0 lo0k ferr present (: den finallyy we g0tta it, we went in al0ts 0f sh0pps t0 search den finallyy we decide wat t0 buyy lE, while simin & herr fwen went tkke ne0s. den finish lE, went 0utside mit p0 deyy aL. den bid byyebyye t0 reen & simin :DDD den wenc0ng came s0 we went t0 marina s0uth therr eat steamb0at, den weikang left he didnt j0in us ferr e steamb0at. den we to0k 2 cabs therr, den reach lE chattedd awhile den start 0ut steamb0at lE~ who0ts! smEtinggs happen afta tat shalL nt sae much abt tat. den we train-edd bck t0 bat0k den slackk at interchange while smEtinggs startedd agaiin den finallyy 0kies lE, miie&sebestainDIDI iz a kinda s0ul! xDDDD hahas! den walkk t0 p0 hsE t0n. s0 far cnz! g0sh~ legg iz s0 s0ur, n ii t0ldd herr ii step da0 lem0ns L0LS! den 0n e waE haf l0ts 0f laughter. den 0nlyy left miie, p0, sebestainDIDI,jial0ngDIDI & justin stayy 0ver at p0 hsE. p0's ahma t0k-ed t0 miie, ii miiss p0's ahma l0ts! s0 lngg since ii last saw herr >;( stayy healthyy aR ahma!! den ardd 5am+ we were hungry den p0 co0k maggies ferr us! xDDD it nicce! xp den eat finsih lE slack awhile. we left p0 hsE lE. justin went first, left miie n 2 didis. den to0k bus t0 panjang den jial0ngDIDI pei us wait ferr 18o, it a lngg lngg j0unery~ den ardd 8am+ den reach ahma hsE. den reach hmE jita0 layy 0n bed B0M SLP LIA0 :x den slpp tiL 6pm+ den wkke upp~ tiredd. iim awaitin ferr fri! x333 pics wiL upl0ad so0n, iim lazy! :x

HAPPYY BDAE T0 WEITAT'PAPA! AL E BEST T0 UU! <3

2007-06-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

16.o6.o7 - SAT

hmMm went cut sh0rt tiz p0st, c0z lazyy t0 list everyytinggs 0ut :x went 0ut at ardd 2pm+ ii tinkk s0. den went t0 mit mei at WM mac therr. den reach lE, went t0 atm. den train-edd t0 tpy hub walkk walkk & sh0pp~ den went eat, afta tat xia0 gu c0me mit us. den we t0 bugis to0getherr c0z mei wanna change pants, den afta tat pei-edd xia0 gu eat. den bid byyebyye t0 him, he went t0wn mit his fwens while miie&mei went JE. den to0k ne0s n slackkinn ardd den l0ngpang mei cab t0 WM, went mit reen&simin at mac. den went buyy tinggs eat. den alicia came den slackk tiL 11.30pm+ den we went hmE, tanks gerrs ferr pei-in miie wait ferr bus. den reach hmE at ard 12am+ ii tinkk~ sms-in wif gans wen 0n e waE hmE (: hmMm, wiL upl0add e pics agaiin c0z iim lazyy~ plus haf t0 wait ferr mei t0 send miie 0ur pics pics =DDDDD therr g0nna b al0ts 0f pics t0 b p0stedd upp! xDDDDD nites~

n nw iim nt wrkkin lE, ii wanna rest first. g0nna t0 miiss michelle t0ns >;( iim s0rrie gerr! uu muz tkke crre 0kies anyytinggs cnz sms miie (: lurrves! mayyb g0in reen therr wrkk ba c hw first (:

2007-06-15T18:07:00.000+08:00

hmMm, bck den update. g0in ferr klass nw~ tatas!
iim lazyy t0 bl0gg c0z it wiL b beari lngg? =/

iim bck fer klass 0kies shalL bl0gg abt e happenins (:

13.o6.o7 - WED
afta wrkk mit shawn at WM interchange den we went sm0ke first den we t0 g0mbak wait ferr y0ngquan, he s0 fuckin lngg cnz! den we train-ed t0 cwp mit e rest. therr g0tta xia0tian, yiling, shuxian, sihui & h0ck ke0ng. den we went t0 sakae sushi ferr dinnerr~ den Q-edd. den 0kies lE we went in n startedd 0urr dinnerr~ afta tat junr0ng came n j0in in, therr rr al0ts 0f laughter in sakae l0ls! den junr0ngg gif miie a to0pId face ii wiL rem it!! b0os him~ hahas den eat finish lE. kawyi & y0ng tat came den we was slackkin therr den miie & shawn went sm0ke den junr0ng c0me di sia0 sia0 l0ls~ den went bck mit e rest, den we was lyk aL dunn0 wanna g0 wherr. slackkedd inside cwp, den miie & kawyi chattedd abt smEtinggs. b0os~ tinkk manyy ppL wiL dislyk e pers0n ba. den s0 suayy walkk 0ut 0f cwp ii saw smE0ne which ii dun wiish t0 c agaiin. den ii didnt crre much eitherr jz walkk 0ff. den 0utside c0ntr0l stati0n therr plannin wherr t0 g0 den ii saw r0ck, hahas we jz finish wrkk g0in hmE~ den endd upp we aL went hmE c0z dunn0 wherr t0 g0 either, plus smE g0tta wrrk & sko0l e nxt daEs. s0 aL bid guddbyye~ lurrves! n miiss dem t0ns! x33 wiL upl0ad e pics lata xDDDD ii lurrves myy GIRLSFWENS! n br0s to0~

14.o6.o7 - THRUS
afta wrkk went mit mei at WM, sae simin rushin (: den walkk t0 mrt therr findd mei den saw huiwen preci0us! den we chattedd damn l0ts, gerr dun sadd 0kies everyytinggs wiL g0 smo0th dE! den bid byyebyye t0 huiwen first c0z mittin herr lata at plaza. s0 miie & mei went t0 l0t1 t0 buyy 0ur lip stud~ den buyy lE, we to0k 19o t0 panjang. smEtinggs happen ii dun wiish t0 sae much. c0z ii criedd wen ii t0k t0 dicks0n, tanks didi ferr listenin (: den waitedd s0 lngg fer e ppL, butta endd upp ti0 dua agaiin. =/ den smEtinggs funnyy happen l0ls! shalL nt sae much here~ den mit huiwen & jiayi came, s0 we slackk & slackkedd~ s0 b0redd den we went t0 starbucks sit dwn n t0k c0ck~ den everyytinggs t0k 0ut lE, everyy0ne feeL much beta (: tat gudd t0 heardd tat! xDDD den jiayi's fwen yikai came, calLedd sebestain came dwn wif jial0ng & dunn0 wat ben lah, s0 LL~ den ii saw kawyi walkk pass didnt caL him den ii sms-ed him. he askedd miie yy n0 caL him l0ls! ii sae dun wanna lah s0 manyy pPL~ b0os! den he t0ldd miie smE stuffs agaiin ii was lyk s0 SH0CK & WTF CNZ! 0h pls uu rr a fuckin h0ngster! dunn0 yy uu lyk t0 hurt gerr sia haiis. den slackk at starbucks tiL 11.30pm+ den mei went 0ff den miie & sebestain tkkin 187 s0 jial0ng pei-edd us t0 wait ferr bus~ h0hos! den reach myy st0pp lE sae byyebyye t0 sebes didi. den ii to0k cab hmE, den saw e yikai agaiin. den reach hmE jita0 slpp lE~

15.o6.o7 -FRI
to0k leave t0daE, went 0ut at 10.20am+ t0 g0 ferr app0intment, butta iim late c0z ii ferrg0t wat tmE iz e app0intment & plus mama didnt teL miie wat tmE os0 s0 didnt set alarm. den to0k bus lE den ii n0e ii didnt brin myy f0ne 0ut! wth man~ clapp handd ferr miie pls, c0z ii didnt brin myy f0ne wif miie e wh0le daE! 0h myy~ den reach e place therr ii saw faziur! l0ls~ s0 qia0 man den we chattedd, his mum iz sickk. he askkedd yy iim here, den ii t0ldd him wat happen. hahas he smiLedd t0 myy mum, myy mum sae he g0tta manner~ l0ls (: den ii waitedd damn lngg den myy turn cnz. arghhhh~ s0 pekk cheekk! den myy turn lia0 finallyy, t0daE 0nlyy tkke blo0d test g0in bck agaiin 0n e 29th. hais, d0c sae he scare iz mayyb myy lip&t0unge studd dE metal mkke miie lidat~ b0os! den mama kip ask miie tkke 0ut & cl0se aL awaE >;/ ii wun cl0se kkz! arghhhhh~ den afta tat went hmE n slpp tiL 5.30pm wkke upp prepare den went ferr klass lE, sians. t0daE iim blurr ferr e les0n haiis! tmL g0in 0ut wif laop0 again xDDDD hmMm, ii wait upl0ad e pics in nxt p0st (: nites~

suddenlyy ii feeL s0 lack 0f happyy agaiin
it been s0 lngg, ii t0t ii n0e uu aL wiL n0e hw much
ii cherriishh n c0ncern abt each n everyy0ne 0f uu.
ii guess ii was wrng, ii haf t0 impr0ve myyselff..
s0rrie gerr, it been s0 lngg since ii haf tat feeLin again.
ii hpE we wun bc0z 0f tiz driftedd apart,
bc0z uu rr smE0ne tat ii cherriishh al0ts to0.
sistashipps t0 miie iz imp0rtant den 0thers.
n smEhw ii feeL myy lurrves ferr tiz b0i,
it s0 true & he e 3rd guyy tat mkke miie
lurrves him s0 much, butta uu said let fate guide us.
butta fate iz playyin wif miie everyytmE. ii hpE s0..
ii lurrves uu to0! >;(

2007-06-15T01:32:00.000+08:00

hmMm, wiL update agaiin tmL. tmL g0in ferr check upp! BLESS MIIE! >;( ii tiredd & sadd, reallyy damn sadd >;( gerr iim s0rrie.. hpE tinggs wun drift us apart..

2007-06-14T01:04:00.000+08:00

hmMm, wiL update wen iim free. c0z tiz weEk iim bz~ therr haf manyy tinggs ferr miie t0 update! tmL perhaps (: nites!

2007-06-10T15:43:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY HAPPYY BDAE T0 MYY BEL0VED AHMA! myy 0ne&0nlyy ah ma! LURRVES! x333

g0in aunt nw lata, update agaiin (:

0kies bck t0 update. hmMm, went aunt hsE. den therr rr s0 manyy nicce fo0ds~ who0ts! den eat eat slackk slackk. didnt br0ught cake ferr ahma c0z deyy sae dun kip celebrate bdaE wif 0ldd ppL c0z it nt nicce. d0s iz wat e elderly said. s0 didnt br0ught cake butta mum didnt co0k smE dish~ den ardd 6.30pm+ went t0 ahg0ngg hsE lE, den afta ahg0ngg hsE went hmE (: nthin special ferr t0daE~ aunt ji0 us g0 kb0x hahas! we wiL findd 0ne daE g0~

2007-06-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

o9.o6.o7 - SAT

kkz went 0ut at abt 2pm+ ii tinkk den went t0 huihui auntie deyy t0 mkke hair, enddedd upp 0nlyy jiejie mkke herr hair. c0z ii scare myy hair wiL sp0ilt s0 ii didnt reb0nd. curl den curl ba ii dun crre lia0 L0LS! ii lazyy~ hmMm, den miie & mum was lyk waitin s0 lngg den we went dwn walkk ardd, ate & br0ught ch0coclate t0 eat ^^ den went bckk lo0k ferr sis. den 7pm+ den finish s0 bus-edd t0 l0t1. eat at r0ssinis, s0 nicce na e fo0ds! den finish bus-edd hmE~ s0 tiredd. tmL g0in aunt place ferr ahma bdaE celebrati0ns~ & at l0t1 ii saw shawnieBUDDYY wif his steadd. didnt caL him c0z ii dun lyk his stead :x den ii sms-edd him~ den decianSISTAS sms miie ask whetherr ii at wherr, c0z he g0in CSC~ den dicks0nDIDI calLed miie. ask ii at wherr =/ den we t0kin abt smEtinggs (: den yiling sms miie abt e 0utin 0n wed h0hos~ nw 0nline chattin wif gans (: shalL update agaiin tmL~ tatas

wed: pri sko0l SISTAS & mayyb BR0THERS 0utin!
thrus: mitin laop0 ferr smEtinggs
fri: app0intment ferr h0spital check upp ferr myy intestine
sat: mayyb g0in 0ut wif laop0, hafen c0nfirm yet (:
22nd: g0in t0n wif reen,qian,simin & 0therrs at sent0sa~

2007-06-09T01:48:00.000+08:00

ii didnt bl0gg since e past few daEs. g0in t0 bl0gg nw~

o4.o6.o7 - M0N
ii tinkk ii went ferr wrrkk den g0 hmE areadyy, ferrg0t abt e happenin ferr m0n :x

o5.o6.o7 - TUE
t0daE was dardar bdaE! HAPPYY BDAE T0 QIAN!! <33>went wrkk as usual, den afta wrkk mei calLedd miie s0 went hmE bath & changedd den went l0t1 mit herr. den we to0k 19o t0 panjang plaza. slackkedd den walkk walkk ardd saw j0nathan. den we went bus st0pp den saw da weixi0ng den chattedd den 9pm+ we went t0 4headd. went dingg d0ngg t0 use t0liet den buyy drinks. den wanna walkk t0 4headd jiajun calLedd mei namE. we was lyk ti0 chua cnz? l0ls =/ den went findd him, madd iz therr to0. den jiajun calLedd myy fulL namE na! =.= s0 miie n mei went bckk t0 4headd den ii sm0kedd. awhile lata mei sae shhe heardd qian v0ice s0 ii hide myy cigg butta it jz to0 late c0z reen saw >;( shhe sc0lddedd miie den to0k aL myy cigg bck t0 mei >;((((((( den slackk&chit chattedd awhile tiL 11.3opm we aL went hmE, while mei went panjangg mit herr fwens. den miie&qian pei-edd reen walkk tiL bridge therr den we walkk t0 e bus st0pp wait ferr bus. den reachh qian to0k cab bckk, while ii t0ok bus. s0 byy here uu cnz c, qian iz rich L0LS! reach hmE bath & slpp lE~ muchh lurrves t0 reen,qian&mei! <33

o6.o6.o7 - WED
hmMm, went wrkk as usual. in e m0rnin while 0n e waE t0 wrkk ii was lyk feeLin s0 uneasyy. c0z everyyb0dyy lo0k at miie, n ii t0t wat happenn izzit myy face g0tta anyytingg? c0z at first ii jz haf e feeLin therr myy legg iz beari pain s0 ii didnt crres muchh den went ii 0n bus ii lo0kedd at myy legg it bleeddin lyk helL =.= n0 w0nderr s0 manyy ppL kip lo0k at miie den lo0k at myy legg =/ den was s0 pain lia0 & reach 0ffice kena sc0ldd, uu tink e bus myy father drive wanna izzit? fuckerr! arghhh den tinkk nthin much happen c0z ii ferrg0t wat happen os0 lia0~ iim sufferin frm STM! xDDDDD

o7.o6.o7 - THRUS
hmMm, went wrkk as usual. 0kies wateva iim piissedd everyydaEs m0rnin, tat b0ss iz jz s0 fuck! arghhhh~ afta wrkk went hmE. den playyedd c0m aL tiz den chattedd wif mummyy abt smE stuffs. den 1am+ den went slpp~

o8.o6.o7 - FRI
went wrkk as usual, therr a guyy at myy wrkk place therr. cnz ii sae he iz crazyy 0r friendlyy? l0ls~ c0z wenever ii walkk pass he wiL sae hi den wen ii g0in bck he wiL sh0ut byyebyye =.= at first ii t0t hu he t0kin t0 butta therr n0 0ne 0therr den miie. tinkk his age iz same same as miie 0r mayyb few yyrs 0lderr nia. s0t plugg~ den while we wanna g0 t0 bus st0pp, michelle shake herr headd n sae aiiy0s. ii was lyk wat happen den shhe ask miie c therr a c0uples sittin at e stairs therr wherrbyy ppL wiL saw dem dE, den ii t0t wat ma s0 ii c. 0kies it b0h sengg & his steadd L0LS! den michelle sae WAH! =/ den 0kies was lyk quite sickk. den ii didnt g0 ferr klass t0daE, c0z myy intestine pain agaiin. e pain iz s00000000_________ pain man! haiis, plus iim nt feeLin weL~ s0 didnt went ferr klass. s0 went hmE straight afta wrkk, bid byyebyye t0 michelle~ den went hmE d0 abit 0f stuffs den ii went slpp tiL 1.20am+ den wkke upp den nw iz 2.26am~ awhile mrre g0in slpp agaiin, c0z tmL haf t0 wkke upp earlyy t0 g0 sal0n. myy fringe sux bigg tmE ii teL uu! sians dia0s, den afta tat g0in ahma hsE d0 cleanin. s0 b0redd, c0z haf t0 prepare tinggs ferr ahma bdaE 0n sun~ familyy daE BBQ xDDDD h0hos; s0 tiz weEkendd iim nt free~ tanks ppL ferr e crres, butta ii dun wiish t0 b sickk. dun sc0ldd miie sc0ldd myy sickness! <;x fabianPAPA sae miie; sickk sickk sickk. 0waE sick =/ L0LS! s0rrie pa! n ii teL uu nw myy handd & legg haf l0ts 0f cuts man! idi0t!!! wiL upl0addd smE piccs~ smE injuries ferr handd & legg hafen put in c0m, wiL upl0add agaiin. uu shalL c >;) nw iz 4.18am~ g0in slpp lE nites! (:

2007-06-03T15:55:00.000+08:00

o2.o6.o7 - SAT

0kies t0daE went 0ut at ardd 3 0r 4pm+ t0 bat0k mit mei den we bus-ed t0 panjang~ 0kie wateva s0 manyy ppL therr =.= den we were bein DUA 0KIES! shalL nt sae much here uu shldd n0e hu uu rr! _l_ den slackk at therr tiL 6pm lidat den ii went bckk bat0k t0 mit qian & junjun. den we 3 went WM buyy tinggs eat & drinkk den went bck interchange waitedd ferr reen & simin~ den we went t0 BK t0 haf myy dinnerr! ii was s0 hungry c0z frm m0rnin & aftano0n ii didnt eat anyytinggs.

s0 deyy was c0mplainin tat ii eat tiL beari sl0w plus simin sae if g0tta ppL ask miie t0 d0 advertsivement [dunn0 hw spelL] ferr BK, therr n0 0ne g0in t0 eat anyymre L0LS! c0z shhe sae ii eat tiL s0 sl0w plus eat tiL lyk nt nicce lidat >;( S0 SADD MAN!! l0ls~ n0 na hahas! den deyy waitedd ferr miie t0 finish, cnz c their face was lyk s0 sians dia0s lia0. c0z ii eat faster~ den afta tat we went sh0p&save t0 buyy tinggs.

reen n miie br0ught 0urr fav0urite sot0ngg sushi~ shhe cute lah tkke e sushi g0 e c0unter therr payy =/ den ii saw SHIRLEY! sh0utedd herr namE l0ls~ s0 miiss herr man s0 lngg n0 c herr lE! ^^V den afta tat we walkk t0 CSC. den reen&simin went playy po0l while miie n qian slackk & watchedd dem playy p0ol~ afta few ardd 0f p0ol we went lan playy c0m, s0 manyy ppL at therr~ n went in therr II SAW AH WEI!! hahas s0 lngg since ii last saw dem. den he was lyk kinda sh0ck =/ l0ls~ s0 ii playyedd audi wif dicks0ndidi & junjun~ den afta tat ardd 10pm+ reen&simin went 0ff first lE.

den e to0pId ahruiSISTAS wanna disia0 miie, he punch miie! wt =.= den qian g0 bullyy him bck L0LS! den watchedd dem playy d0ta penggs~ AL D0TA SIA0! ii was lyk s0 b0rin cnz n ii kipp c0mplainin iim bein panggsehh!!! den n0b0dyy crres l0ls~ den ii was playyin wif dicks0ndidi e c0m dE speaker ii turn 0ff & n0 den he was lyk starin at miie, ii didnt crre ii jz gif him tat yayayaya face l0ls~ wiL upl0ad qian&dicks0ndidi dE pics 0f playyin d0ta l0ls! deyy dunn0 ii snap dem xDDDDDDD h0hos! den afta tinkk ardd 1 0r 2am we were decidin whetherr wanna g0 IRC an0t.

den miie & dickks0n was lyk kip tinkkin wanna g0 an0t. den 0kies lah s0 we g0. bferr g0in IRC jintat was at CSC 0utside wait. s0 we 5 share 1 cab, at first few cab was lyk dun wanna drive us. den afta 1 cab c0me den qian g0 t0k t0 him l0ls~ den 0kies man, s0 went t0 timah therr. ii t0ldd junjun tat e driver drive DAMN FAST! den deyy were lyk discussin abt drivin tinggs =.= den reach lE went findd ah kangg first. den waitedd awhile den we went IRC, den reach saw ahruiSISTAS, xia0 pang & few mrres. den ahruiSISTAS sae eh yy uu c0me?! den ii ans yy ii cnt c0me! den he sae dicks0n yyr stead aR, ii sh0ut at him SIA0 s0 l0udd =.= crazyy sistas~ wateva, den went in slackkedd awhile.

miie&qian went mac buyy tinggs eat. wen we went 0ut S0 MANYY PPL 0UTSIDE THER =.= den we faster walkk den buyy lE went buyy gif smE fries t0 e b0is while miie&qian sharedd~ l0ls! den ii was s0 triedd, qian kip entertain miie tanks gerr! den afta awhile ard 3am+ alicia, kailin & 2 0therr gerrs came. den deyy went 0ut slackk. den 3.30am+ lidat ii teL qian ii wanna slpp lia0 s0 ii cab hmE, den qian&junjun pei miie g0 0ut tkke cab. den sae byyebyye t0 qian,junjun,dicks0n & alicia deyy aL.

den reachhedd hmE bath lE jita0 lay 0n myy bedd n SLPP! ii s0 miissedd e daEs wif j0nthanPAPA, dicks0nDIDI, xia0pang, ah wei, ah di, kevin, j0vi, d0ggyy, pir0ng, sha0pi, daren & al0ts mrre at CC playyin catchin g0 371 eat n t0n! ii miissedd d0s daEs. butta everyyb0dyy seem t0 b changin s0 muchh. tkke crre dudes! miissess~ as uu cnz c tat e pics,

ah bengg den wiL sit lyk dickk lidat xDDD

saw qian smiLin s0 evil? c0z ii tinkk she kilL junjun~
l0ls! M0NSTER KILL~~ D0UBLE KILL~~ KILLIN SPEE~~

o3.o6.o7- SUN
t0daE sLpp tiL 2pm+ hmMm, tinkk ii g0in t0 slackk at hmE t0daE areadyy (: shalL c0ntinue agaiin. tatas

c0ntinue~
0kies went ahg0ngg hsE. reach hmE use c0m den chattin wif gans, zhi nu, nuer, sunnu, iris, zhu & 0therrs. iris even th0ught ii dunn0 uu butta haf t0 cheerr upp (: 0kies wateva s0 sians tmL wrkkin agaiin! haf t0 c e b0ss _l_ face! >;(

2007-06-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

hmMm, 0kies iim pisseddd byy tiz idi0t b0ss agaiin. shalL nt sae much c0z 0nlyy wiL mkke miie H0T! sians dia0s. s0 fed upp man~ afta wrkk went ferr klass, den afta klass reach went bck hmE c0z iim to0 tiredd lia0. s0 went bathh n d0 everyytinggs den went eat den came 0nline. sians, chattin wif xia0sh0w, nich, gans & lijiedidi. playyedd audi wif didi~ h0hos. den nw iim s0 b0rin cnz. tmL mittin mei, den mit qian, reen & simin~ we shalL plan wherr t0 g0 c0z g0 csc agaiin p0ol iz b0redd! shalL c tmL! bl0gg agaiin tats~

2007-05-31T21:51:00.000+08:00

0kies t0daE iz h0lidaE~ ^^v s0 r0tten at hmE t0daE >;\ hmMm, g0in t0daE ii sLp tiL 2pm+ den wkke upp wash upp watchedd teEveE, c0z tat blo0dyy sis was usin myy c0m t0 watch sh0w as herr lappyy iz sp0lit 0BI! den ii cant use. wantedd t0 d0 myy hmEwrrkk butta shhe kip dun wanna gif miie bck myy c0m n myy table WTF! s0 heckk crre eat lE & watch teEveE lE, 5pm+ went t0 sLpp agaiin (;x s0 sLpp tiL 6.30pm wkke miie upp c0z g0in ahg0ngg hsE. 0kies wateva n ii s0 pissedd wif myy sis. den went 0nlinE n ii areaddyy damn piissedd, n tiz idi0t freak guyy was s0 e FUCKIN IRRITATIN _l_ pls uu sae wrng ppL stiL wanna sae miie? ii sc0ldd uu bck den uu sae wat? cb uu. freakin assh0les! ii areadyy put nt in a gud mo0d dun mkke miie, n uu mkke miie s0 serve uu right. nv kena sc0ldd by a gerr s0 jialat? tat yyr pr0b ii dun gif it a damn t0 hu uu rr if ii areadyy nt in a gud mo0d n uu c0me mkke miie. ii wiL fuck crre hu uu rr. blo0dyy idi0t~ mkke miie s0 shi0 den ii c0mplainedd t0 myy mama =/ l0ls~ shhe sae tat guyy sia0. idi0t freak man. s0 fedd upp!

came bck frm ahg0ngg hsE, was s0 pissedd agaiin. idi0t mama hu ask uu t0 carry herr baby? c e baby face ii os0 wanna slapp her man. c e wh0le familyy 0f dem EXPECT ferr myy ahg0ngg lah, ii feeL lyk slappin dem. os0 idi0t wanna N0 HEART! uu aL rr s0 HEARTLESS PLS! s0 jz nw afta ahg0ngg hsE came bckk chattin wif jacky, k0vandod0bird, lijie & gans den went d0 myy hmEwrkk. sians tmL wrkk again den ii haf klass agaiin! mrre sians dia0s l0r. haiis, s0 al0ne! >;(

2007-05-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

arghhhh, iim s0 fedd upp man. cb b0ss, uu mkke miie s0 dun feeL lyk ans-in everyy 0f yyr qns. wt! r0ars!!!!!!!! sc0ldd sc0ldd sc0ldd d0 c0rrect os0 wanna sc0ldd, tat daE sae uu bck den uu buay s0ngg den nw kip pick 0n miie. it enuff! it uu get 0ut 0f myy limit let wait n c (: ii dun crre uu 0ldd man areadyy 0r hu ever. dun get miie 0ut 0f myy limit frm miie to0 uu! B0OS UU MAN~ wateva, tmL 0utin cancel change t0 sat. sat mitin mei den afta mit reen n qian n simin ba. hmMm c0nfirm wif dem agaiin~ iim s0 b0redd nw, wateva sms wif kai, hammiexSISTAS n reen. den reach hmE eat lE slackk awhile, playy games~ b0os iim s0 sians nw,

ii wiishh ii was e 0ne hu cnz c0mpanyy,
uu wen uu nidd smE0ne.
ii wiishh ii was e 0nlyy 0ne hu uu wiL h0ldd herr tight
n nv let g0.
ii wiishh ii was e 0ne uu lurrves deeplyy.
bc0z uu rr e 0ne ii nidd & lurrves m0st.
ii lurrves uu b0is <3

2007-05-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

hmMm, went wrkk as usual. nthin muchh ferr wrkk, it e same cycle~ s0 b0rin cnz! den in e aftano0n went ferr lunch miie n michelle was lyk plannin tmL eat wat aready l0ls~ s0 finish went bckk, we were lyk s0 unwilLin t0 g0 bck. b0os! den 2pm t0 4pm ii tinkk ii g0 up & dwn s0 manyy tmEs bc0z 0f e d0s letters! n e p0stman hafen c0me yet l0r! wt.. =/ kkz den we were pendin ferr 6pm~ s0 reach 6pm we faster went 0ff lia0 :x uncle wrkk tiL tmL lE~ g0nna t0 miiss uncle, n0b0dyy ferr t0 b j0ke wif n nagg to0getherr abt b0ss lia0! uncle d0 tkke crre yyea~ =DDDD dun wrkk lE na stayt at hmE shake legg! l0ls. den afta wrkk 0n e waE t0 bus st0pp saw simin, shhe was waitin ferr reen s0 pei herr wait ferr reen, den we went MAC tkke awaE fries. wateva since s0 lngg ii last ate fries! den afta tat we walkk t0 e bus st0pp. while simin went 0verr 0pp t0 tkke bus den reen bus c0me bid byyebyye~ den myy bus c0me nxt den reachh hmE eat rice n eat myy fries agaiin. wateva iim s0t plugg eva since ii c finish p0lyclinic. finish ii ate e medds tat e d0c gif miie ii start t0 kip eatin N0N-ST0P ii teL uu. =.= g0in gain weight agaiin wtf! ii dun wanna man, iim fat! r0ars~ mayyb thrus g0in mit upp wif myy gerrs (: wiL c0ntact uu aL~ tkke crre gerrs! (:
0kies ii g0in sLpp so0n lE, iim s0 fcukin tiredd! tatas~

2007-05-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

0kies went wrkk as usual, miie n michelle was s0 b0redd! c0z we c his face~ lyk smE0ne kilLedd his dad 0r hu eva~ /:x n n0e wat tiL e daE he c0me bck frm japan therr n0 sales at aL ii teL uu! wen he iz awaE we g0tta damn l0ts 0f sales l0r! kkz wateva~ tmL michelle teachin miie t0 d0 sales. get mrre c0mmiissi0n frm uu! get aL yyr $$$$$$$$~ l0ls
$_____________________$~ xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD haiis we rr jz s0 b0redd kkz. tmL iz g0in t0 b 0urr pityy lngg daE! c0z am0ngg aL e weEks tue iz e hardd daE t0 pass! B0OS ji ta0 sians dia0s l0r! haiis~ sms-edd wif decian aka hammiex SISTAS! b0os~ SISTAS WE MUZ STAY HAPPYY 0KIES. wiish uu f0undd e gerr uu lurrves! h0u zhu wiL save si zhu~ xDDDDDD g0tta g0 CSC&t0wn den teL uu! cyya~

2007-05-27T12:24:00.000+08:00

b0os~
iim s0 b0rin nw, kena wkke upp byy 5 sms WT!!! arghhh. 1 iz y0ng quan ask miie wen 0nlinE send him e s0ngs, ii replz lata ii wanna slpp l0ls~ butta den ii cant get bck myy slpp wtf. den 0nlinE ii sae him! ass uu man!! r0ars. everyy sat n sun ii wanna slpp tiL damn late os0 cnt wanna leh. ARGHHH! dl-in myy o2jam bck agaiin dunn0 which fucker g0 delete it awaE. iim s0 b0redd nw! kkz wateva ii g0 playy audi lE~ gans faster wkke upp chat wif miie!!!!

B0RED0M~

c0ntinue;
hmMm, nw iz 10.39pm lia0. chattin wif gans, darlinks, sherwindidi, esm0nd & zhu. h0hos~ s0 sians! 0kies wateva jz nw spendin myy tmE 0n fo0ds & teEveE~ ii ate al0ts ferr t0daE 0mgg!!! wanna diet lia0 L0LS! ii reallyy eat al0ts. myy mama n sis were lyk askin miie; uu sia0?! =/ wateva iim nt in a mo0dd s0 ii wiL eat manyy manyy tinggs! h0hos. wen cnz ii get bck myy happyy? >;/ receive a sms frm michelle in e aftano0n it g0es lyk tis;

michelle; feeLin beta lE? tmL g0 wrkk 0kies? dun put fei ji aR.
miie; yyups, uu? hahas ii wiL dE n0 w0rriz!
michelle; 0kies lah den nj0yy fer t0daE, tmL we wiL haf a pity daE. cyya
miie; L0LS! ii haf a pity daE t0daE os0 r0t at hmE =/ 0kies let haf a pity daE tmL! cyya~ n tkke crre!

II WAS LYK L0LS CNZ! wen michelle sae let haf a pity daE ferr tmL LMA0~

2007-05-26T14:11:00.000+08:00

25.o5.o7
actuallyy ydaE qian n reen iz g0in t0 pei miie c d0c butta endd upp didnt c0z ii haf tinggs 0n s0 jiejie pei-edd miie g0 c. den c finish went bck hmE, ardd 9pm+ lidat qian calLedd miie t0ldd miie abt smetinggs den 9.20pm+ lidat cabbedd dwn t0 WM findd reen, qian n simin. went up mac findd dem junjun therr to0, afta awhile he g0 CSC den ii was askin abt e tinggs. n ii damn shi0 ii teL uu, wtf? ii haf e feeLin 0f bein betray agaiin! knn. s0 dulan l0r! den ii calLedd jiali ask herr, den reen t0k t0 herr. 0h myy ii damn sh0ck wen ii heardd it, fucker. den reen finish dinner we headedd t0 CSC playy po0l, went find ee chen. den slackk slackk playy playy, playy tiL half suddenlyy manyy ppL runnin =/ tinkk g0tta taijis den aL run s0 fast~ awhile lata aL bck agaiin. den playy tiL 11.30pm went hmE lia0 c0z tmL ii haf t0 wkke upp earlyy. s0 reen pei-edd miie t0 wait ferr myy bus den sae byyebyye reach hmE slpp lE.

26.o5.o7
jz nw went t0 c d0c. 0h myy g0dd~ s0 lngg man e Q!! den c finish lE, d0c gif miie meds agaiin =.= den shhe sae finish e medd lE den cnz g0 ferr e scan, mayyb deyy wiL put pipe in t0 c. wen ii heard tis ii was sh0ck & scaredd. >;(
afta tat went ferr lunch den afta lunch headedd hmE, hmMm ii wanna get bck myy slpp nw. tatas~ mayyb 0r mayyb nt c0ntinue lata ba (:

T0 JIALI;
II TYPE FER UU T0 C, II NT SCARE YYR FWENS C LE TEL UU 0R WATEVA FUCKIN TINGS. NT HAPPYY UU C0ME FIND MIIE. EH, UU TINK FUN IZZIT? II USE T0 TRUST UU N YET WAT UU DID? II DUN CRRE WAT UU SAE 0R D0NE LAH H0RS. II T0LD UU BFER TAT II B YYR JIE NT FER UU T0 USE MY NAME T0 TI0 WIF PPL, II WIL FIND UU II WUN CRRE UU RR MYY HU RITES? DIDNT II SAE TIZ L0UD N CLEAR? NB DEN NW II HEARD TIZ TYPE 0F TINGS. NW II HEARD PPL SAE UU KIP USIN MYY NAME 0R WATEVA FUCKIN EXCUSES. N NW GET TIS CLEAR II DIS0WN UU AREADY IIM NT YYR JIE ANYYMRRE N NEITHER IIM YYR FWENS. II DUN HAF TIZ TYPE 0F FWENS HU LYK T0 PENGS WEI,BETRAY PPL. GET TIS CLEAR II TEL UU FIRST. UU SIMPLY DISAPP0INTED MIIE, N NW II WIL FUCK CRRE EVERYYTINGGS ABT UU. UU DIE TAT YYR PR0B. IF II HEARD ANYTINGS AGAIN II FUCKIN SURE II WIL G0 DWN FIND UU. BETA DUN PLAY WIF MIIE, 0R G0 ARD C0MPLAININ! II HEARD 0NE SINGLE WRDS ABT MIIE FRM YYR M0UTH 0R EITHER 0NE 0F DEM FRM YYR GRUPS 0F FWENS UU WIL GET IT FRM MIIE. WAT UU D0, UU SHLD N0E BETA DEN MIIE LAH H0RS. N E WAE UU T0K II CANT TAHAN, UU NT HAPPYY WANNA C0MPLAIN T0 JIAL0NG ASK HIM C0ME FIND MIIE. N DUN TINK TAT JIAL0NG D0TE UU AL0TS DEN UU CNZ G0 ARD TI0 WIF PPL PLS DUN B S0 KIDS CNZ? CCB. IF WANNA SAE MIIE T0K STRAIGHT T0 MY FACE. II DUN WANNA HEARD ANYYTINGGS FRM BHIDE II TEL UU TIZ FIRST. GET TIZ CLEAR, II PUT LARGE FER UU T0 C. NBCB N FUCK 0FF FRM MYY SIGHT. II WIL FUCK CRRE UU FRM NW 0N, N GET A LIFE PLS. UU TINK BETRAY HARM T0 MIIE? E ANS IZ N0 IZ UU YYRSELFF, 你会害到你自己. C0Z EVERYTINGGS STARTS FRM UU, DUN TINK IIM TO0PID 0KIES. WATEVA JIAL0NG 0R HU EVER N0E D0S TINGS TAT II DID 0R WAT II G0 FINDD HU HU HU, IZ UU AL SAE WANNA LAH H0RS. IIM NT TO0PID, N ST0P BEIN PENG WEI KIAS. REM II HATE LIARS, BETA DUN TRY MIIE II GIF UU D0UBLE BCK PCB! N NTHIN CNZ PR0VE LIA0 LAH, II HEARD S0 MUCH FRM 0THERS PPL. IT ENUFF, N DUN ACT IF UU AL G0TTA JIAL0NG DEY AL DEN UU CNZ ANYHW TI0 WIF PPL. UU TINK LIDAT SAT 0R EH ZAI AR? PLS. II FUCKIN DULAN N HATE UU NW! CB. N B0IS CANT CHUP CHARB0S TINGS KKZ. UU WANNA TI0 WIF PPL UU 0WNSELF SETTLE N NT 0THER PPL HELP UU EAT E LEFT 0VERS. UU SAE PPL HUMJI DEN UU? BEARI WUJI IZZIT? PLS LAH H0RS. _l_

2007-05-25T12:59:00.000+08:00

wateva s0 fuckedd upp nw~ argghhhh! actuallyy ii dun wanna g0 wrkk ferr t0daE. butta smE0nE kipp wkke miie upp, wt... den ii went prepare den went 0ut ferr wrkk. reach 0ffice b0ss didnt t0k t0 miie, n suddenlyy myy feverr miie mkke damn dulan. n0 mo0dd, den helppedd uncle push dwn e go0ds. den t0ldd uncle ii was nt feeLin weL ask b0ss beta dun mkke miie. c0z ii wiL sae him bck, den uncle ask miie teL him ii tkke half daE. uncle os0 ask miie g0 bck rest, n den ii went bckk g0tta ppL caL n askk whetherr g0tta receive a po ydaE? 0h pls ii didnt c0me ydaE s0 ii t0ldd herr ii checkk lE ii gif herr a caL bck den b0ss c0me n sc0ldd miie sae wat uu shld press h0ld n caL miie. iim ard s0 uu caL miie dun jz hangg upp. plus uu rr nt in e ro0m! ii caL gh0st izzit? II WAS LYK WTF L0R, DEN II DAMN SHI0 LIA0. den ii kip quiet. den he ask miie n0e hw t0 filL a f0rm an0t, ii didnt filL bferr tiz type hw ii n0e aR. den he sae wen michelle c0me in uu 0ff, den michelle 0ff uu c0me in. (in a angry t0ne) uu tinkk ii crre? ii dun, if wanna firedd miie den fire l0r. iz ii dun wanna wrrkk kkz. uu s0 unreas0nable, N HATE UNREAS0NABLE PPL II TEL UU, FUCKIN DULAN! n everyytmE d0 wat uu os0 wanna sc0ldd, uu sc0ldd finish uu wun kip it in hearts butta d0 uu n0e hw 0therrs wiL feeL? nv tinkk wanna leh tiz b0ss _l_! bel0w iz wat he ask ii ans _l_ damn dulan l0r. tinkk bferr uu t0k cnz! nb

b0ss: payments chase finish aready?
miie: n0b myy head.
b0ss: yy uu cnt t0k? s0re thr0at? n0 v0ice?
miie: nt feeLin weL lah, n0 mo0d lah
b0ss: den uu n0 mo0dd yy c0me?
miie: uu t0t ii wanna c0me merr? iz myy m0m ask miie c0me wanna l0r.
b0ss: den uu shldnt c0me if uu nt feeLin weL.
miie: ii os0 nv sae ii wanna c0me
b0ss: den uu eat yyr breaskfast?
miie: shake headd.
b0ss: wanna g0 eat. cnz g0 eat if uu wanna
miie: shake headd.
b0ss: lo0k at miie c0z myy face iz damn BLACK!

den quiet ferr awhile, ii d0 myy stuffs.

b0ss: dun nidd keys d0s tinggs lah.
miie: stiL keyin, fuck crre~
b0ss: if uu nt feeLin weL den uu nw cnz g0 hmE rest.
miie: tinkin in hearts uu shldd sae earlyy L0LS!
b0ss: den g0 c specialist 0r wat dun g0 d0s smalL d0cs
miie: tinkkin ( uu s0 rich uu gif miie m0neyy c lah, tkke mc os0 n0 paidd l0r, uu tinkk ii richh merr? specialist dun nid m0neyy aR? wtf)
b0ss: diam diam.

den ii pack myy tinggs 11am+ ii went hmE lia0. r0ars s0 e dulan man!!!!! byyes ii g0 sLpp first lE. iim tiredd, kip wanna v0mit. st0mach pain agaiin! b0os~ lata mittin reen n qian ii guess, deyy pei miie g0 c d0c. tanks gerrs (:

c0ntinue;
0kies bck frm d0c~ he sae tmL g0 p0lyclinic therr c first, brin e med his gif miie al0ngg den c hw. if nt g0 h0spital, BLESS MIIE PLS! hpE tmL ii wun b askedd t0 g0 h0spital!! s0rrie gerrs, sae ha0 lE den nw nt g0in 0ut lE, s0rrie c0z myy st0mach beari pain nw & ii haf t0 wkke upp earlyy tmL. lurrves much muchh n tanks t0ns t0 e 3 gerrs <3>;( tatas~

2007-05-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

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hmMm, dun quite rem everyytinggs. c0z ydaE ii did bl0gg 0ut e happenins den bc0z 0f e c0m HANG den AL G0NE! WT.. s0 wiL bl0gg sh0rt ferr tiz (: ydaE went wrkk as usual. butta to0k half daE leave, den went t0 4headd findd jial0ngg didi. den saw sol0m0n ii was lyk sh0ck cnz! b0os~ den slackkedd at 4headd. den fo0lin ardd. manyy ppL at therr, lazyy t0 namE dem ahhas. den afta tat j0nathanPAPA n dicks0n didi pei miie tkke bus den deyy went CSC while ii went hmE~ den ii went t0 c d0c afta tat, ii c0mplain e d0c. =/ everyytmE ii c d0c uu aL sae e same tinggs, sae ii 细菌感染. den he sae 0kies uu g0 lay dwn ii check, s0 he checkedd beari seri0uslyy =.= den afta tat check myy temp myy 血压. den he sae he wiL gif miie 0therrs type 0f medd if fri iim stiL nt 0kies g0 bck c him den mayyb g0 h0spital check ferr it lE. he os0 didnt teL miie wat happen t0 miie wtf!? den ii askedd him yy ii wiL lyk tis? den he sae myy intestine infecti0n. haiis ii cant eat 0ilyy fo0ds, milk~ b0os! ii everyy m0rnin drink milk l0r! haiis. ii hpE ii wiL b alrites! iim scare!

24.o5.o7

t0daE n0 g0 ferr wrkk, went t0 mit la0po. den trainedd dwn t0 TPY den we search high n l0w ferr e kb0x! b0os man. s0 la0po wanna g0 c0llect herr unif0rm. den sm0ke sm0ke slackkedd, trainedd dwn t0 bugis. walkk awhile den went t0 findd xia0 jasmine chattedd awhile den t0ok bus t0 panjang den tkke cab t0 4headd t0 settle tinggs. 0h myy UU RR S0 XL, LL & GL!! _l_~ mkke miie dulan nia l0r. 0kies wateva ii thr0w e b0ttle at uu c0z ii t0ldd uu dun cryy lia0 rites den uu stiL cryy mkke miie shi0. s0 fuckk upp! arggghhhhh~ den g0tta 2 uncles gan KP0 lah! b0os~ kkz den sua lia0 went findd j0nathanPAPA n sol0m0n, 0n e waE saw xia0 jasmine at 42o den went findd herr. chattedd cheerr upp gerr! it wiL b alrites dE 0kies. lurrves! den mrRAYM0ND & mrERICL0W c0me 0ut catch ppL~ lame stiL e same lyk last tmE den e qil0ngg n 1 guyy kena caught bck sko0l LAME~ den went 0verr t0 4headd lE. slackkedd 0therrs mrre c0me dwn, iz damn l0ts =.= den miie, laop0, papa n sol0m0n went 324 eat c0z iim s0 hungryy plus ii haf t0 tkke myy medd. s0 went eat den dicks0n didi came den finish went bck 4headd. 0kies wateva ii kip kena di sia0. den dick ask uu g0tta regret c0me dwn an0t den ii sae n0 l0ls~ den ii sae deyy beari quiet c0z aL listenin t0 s0nggs smE dayydreams =/ den ii kipp mkke n0ises den deyy sae ii sia0. den ii sae dun mkke n0ise uu aL s0 quiet, mkke n0ise mkke uu aL laugh ma hahas~ deyy diid laughh lahs den e di sia0-in start agaiin =/ den papa went playy bbalL. saw nickyy e lil cute b0i gr0w upp lE. hahas miie n dicks0n didi kip pinch his face =/ cute lah him, stiL e same t0k s0 s0ftlyy~ den slackkedd weikang, weiqiang came os0. den idi0t weikang smack uu den uu n0e! b0os. den laop0 went 0ff first c0z shhe nt feeLin weL, tanks gerr ferr t0daE! lurrves~ den ii slackkedd wif jiali mei, j0yce n c0leen mei. while papa n dickk went t0 playy bbalL! panggsehh miie l0r~ den chattedd wif e 3 gerrs tiL 7pm+ went 0ff lE. SI C0LEEN MEI KIP SAE II FIERCE! IIM S0 FRIENDLY 0KIES!!!! didi pei miie wait ferr cab tanks~ den reach hmE 0nline! hahas iim tiredd ii g0in slpp so0n afta ii tkke myy medd >;( B0OS II HATE MEDS! haiis.. yyeahh tmL reen pei-in miie g0 c d0c, tanks gerr (: 0kies shalL endd here. upl0add pics~ it g0nna b AL0TS 0F PICS!

t0 wanxuan;
ii wr0te in myy bl0gg ii dun scare uu saw 0r g0tta ppL teL uu. hpE uu wiL change, n rem wat we sae t0 uu. if nt ii wiL g0 findd uu agaiin~ n dun b s0 XL anyymrre.

playyin wif fries n 0ni0ns ringgs~

myy burger~

la0p0's burger~

we laugh 0ut s0 L0UD wen tis 2 ppL walkk pass L0LS!

pics ferr e daE n t0daE~ g0tta 0ne pics laop0 wanna sae ii wanna sh0w 0ff myy studd agaiin! HEYYS IT NT 0KIES, UU MIISS SKILL B0OS UU!

n0therr pics shhe sae ii dun haf HEAD L0LS~ xDDDDD

2007-05-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

ii guess ii wiL bl0gg wiL ii free c0z jz nw ii type tiLLLLLLLL s0 lngg den suddenlyy hangg den aL g0ne! R0ARS~

ii went c d0c jz nw >;(
d0c sae myy intestine infecti0n. if fri ii stiL nt 0kies ii haf t0 g0 dwn c him agaiin den g0 h0spital lE >;( iim scare! haiis....

2007-05-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

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went wrkk as usual, afta wrkk went l0t1 findd mei. waitedd ferr herr t0 finish wrkk den shhe pei miie g0 buyy present. den afta tat went buyy cigg, den sit t bhide therr chattedd. tanks gerr~ den at c0ntr0l stati0n therr saw simin n manli~ hahas den chattedd awhile den bid byyebyye lE. den miie n mei trainedd bckk t0 bat0k while shhe went taba0 ii went ahg0ngg hsE first. afta tat went hmE n tinggs startedd t0 happen agaiin. ii cryy tiL damn jialat iim s0 hurt n myy hearts iz damn pain. at e m0ments ii reallyy feeL lyk DIEIN! haiis. ii askedd mei whetherr shhe free tmL an0t c0z ii nidd smE0ne t0 acc0mpanyy tmL butta shhe nt free. s0 ii smsedd reen butta shhe n0 replz, den ii smsedd qian s0 mitin herr n reen tmL. den cryy tiL to0 tiredd lE den ii faL asLpp. tanks t0 d0s hu rr therr ferr miie ydaE >;( tanks ferr e crres.

22.o5.o7
t0daE m0rnin wkke upp ii smsedd michelle dearie n b0ss t0ldd dem ii nt g0in ferr wrkk t0daE. den ii went 0ut mit reen, simin n qian at interchange den waitedd ferr qian den we trainedd dwn t0 n0vena t0 ttsh. peii reen t0 c d0c ferr skin crres dE, den afta tat was rainin den we frm therr cab t0 mrt stati0n l0ls~ s0 near nia l0r we stiL tkke cab =/ butta it rainin ma s0 b0 bian. den trainedd t0 bugis, walkk den went eat den walkk agaiin den trainedd bckk t0 cck. c0z ii wanna change tinggs den went findd mei awhile den went tkke 985 t0 csc. den at interchange saw jia kangg didi chattedd awhile den bus c0me lia0 reen sh0ut at us den run t0 e bus therr =/ den went CSC playyedd po0l tiL 6pm+ den we went 0ff. g0tta dick,d0ggie,alvin,junjun,y0ngteck,y0ngcai,azhar,j0nathanPAPA n 0therrs mrre. den at po0l therr we 4 gerrs lyk laughin tiL sia0 char b0s lyk n0b0dyy business L0LS! we was lyk saein smE0ne den we kipp laughh~ den dicks0n didi n junjun playyin billardd den junjun sae wen we 4 gerrs c0me 0verr therr he kip l0se-in L0LS~ n0ne 0f 0urr business wat, shhe we suayy! B0OS UU MAN! den went 0ff lE, papa askkedd us g0 wherr den sae byyebyye t0 dem den pei-edd simin t0 e bus st0pp den we 3 went 0verr t0 e 0pp wait ferr 0urr bus. den ii went 0ff first c0z myy bus c0me lE. s0 sae byyebyye t0 dem, reach hmE slackk den went ahg0ngg hsE den nw reach hmE. chattin wif ppL's~ ii g0tta 24/7 fwens lE, tanks gans n zhu! myy besties~ endd here lE (:

2007-05-20T17:11:00.000+08:00

yyeah! t0daE sLpp tiL 3pm~ shi0k! s0 lngg n0 sLpp tiL s0 lngg lE ii teL uu. it been s0 bz ferr miie everyydaEs~ B0OS MAN! receive a msgg frm k0rk0r. haha k0rk0r wanna brin miie g0 eat k0rean fo0ds! yyeah~ hmMm, wash upp den co0k maggie eat. den watch teEveE awhile came 0nlinE lE. was chattin wif XIA0 GU nw! ass! ii cant caL him idi0t ass lia0. >;( l0ls~ kkz kkz s0 b0rin nw. hmMm, nwadaEs ii feeLin s0 weirdd. perphaps ba ii dunn0 yy ii feeLin tiz waEs to0. hmMm, ii os0 dunn0 hw t0 sae. ii feeL lyk hurtin myyselfff agaiin. ii nidd smE silent. ppL pls gif miie peace! if nt jz kilL miie. tat wat ii wanna e m0st.
uppl0add e pics lata (:

c0ntinue;

chattin wif kin0 n l0uis. hmMm, nt in a mo0dd. ii dunn0 yy =/ hmMm, ii dunn0 yy ii jz feeL tat we rr strangers nw. uu haf yyr 0wn liffe n ii haf myy to0. haiis, ii dun wanna tinkk 0f uu c0z it mkke miie feeL sadd n stress. ii wanna get bck wat ii usedd t0 b. mayyb uu wiL findd miie happyy butta eventuallyy iim nt at aL, nt at aL >;(
perhaps, fate wanna miie b suffer. butta it sucks BIG TMES! ii feeL lyk cryyin nw. iim s0 sickk 0f it! sickk 0f myy LIFE myy EVERYYTINGGS! aL iz jz a lie, it mkke miie feeL hurt. mayyb uu rr happyy butta iim nt as gudd as wat uu tinkkin. iim nt 0kies, reallyy damn nt 0kies. ii wun hurt 0therrs butta ii wiL hurtt myyselff. kilL miie pls wiL uu, butta in a faster waEs. pls g0dd tkke miie awaE frm wherr iim nw, leadd miie t0 a happyy w0rldd wif 0nlyy j0ys nt saddness. 0nlyy happyy mem0ries nt sufferin, wiL ii haf myy wiishh? ii hpE s0. peace n quiet, n0 pain; n0 hurt; n0 nthin; ferrgif miie if ii reallyy leave. wiL uu stiL rem miie; 0ur mem0ries; 0ur j0ys; 0ur sadness; 0ur lurrves; 0urr kiss; 0urr everyytinggs? ii hpE uu wiL rem it. wen uu rr sickk ii cant b therr, ii wiishh ii was therr tkkin crres 0f uu. butta den mayyb iim nt e 0ne. ii hpE therr wun b smE0ne else. if therr iz pls let miie n0e earlier. c0z if iim e last t0 n0e ii wiL g0 crazyy. dun leadd miie t0 suffer, ii wanna j0ys. if wanna leadd miie t0 sufferr, cnz butta dun let miie suffer wif pain yet iz suffer wif happiness. ii wanna myy happiness bckk cnz dun tkke dem awaE frm miie? return dem bck t0 miie pls, bc0z ii nidd dem badlyy! >;( ii reallyy nidd dem badlyy... fate wiL uu gif miie myy happiness bckk t0 miie? if uu cant gif it bck t0 miie might as welL tkke miie awaE frm here ii wiL b gratefulL (:

fwens rr nt perfect, n0b0dyy iz
we haf t0 learn hw t0 ferrgif n ferrget.
between each 0therr we might haf pr0bs
everyyb0dyy d0 mkke mistkkes.
quarrelliin wiL c0me 0ften, butta wat if we
put everyytinggs in heart? it wiL bc0me a hartedd.
yy cant everyyb0dyy jz sae it 0ut?
yy cant tinggs b s0lvedd peacefulLy?
ii dun understandd.
uu ratherr kilL eachh 0therr deeplyy den happyy?
tat nt e waEs dude.
it wiL 0waE b a waE t0 s0lvedd it
it hw uu e waE uu lo0k at e pr0bs n hw uu c it.
n nt hw uu image dem.
let it g0..

2007-05-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

t0daE m0rnin ii tinkk 8am+ kena wkke upp byy mama den ii ha0 bu r0ngg yi faL aslpp lia0. nan xingg calLedd miie, butta ii 0ff t0 silent m0de. den bckk slpp agaiin butta den myy eye cant cl0se lia0! haiis~ den wash upp return him a caL bck. den sae abt smEtinggs~ den went 0nlinE~ hmMm, s0 t0daE went 0ut at 1.30pm+ den to0k train t0 Dhoby Ghaut t0 mit gans; den went ps buyy tickets first ferr spiderman~ den walkk ardd at ps. was lo0kin ferr nicce white shirt ferr k0rk0r bdaE present, butta den dun haf anyy nicce wanna caught myy eyes. n t0daE 19/05/07 gans; mkke miie s0 paiisehh B0OS UU MAN! tat wanna iz ferr ppL t0 c0me upp dE na!!! @#@%$#%#! s0 wanna 4pm lE went upp den e sh0w s0 lngg den start ii layin 0n myy handd n ii nearlyy faL aslpp~ :x iim tiredd!

tinkk abt 6pm+ e sh0w endd. iim s0 c0ldd man! gans; iz c0ldd to0 =/ l0ls~ den we br0ught e drinks was lyk wastin $$ c0z didnt drinkk muchh. den afta tat we went 0utside sit dwn c0z to0 c0ldd lia0. den chatt chatt he s0 quiet man stiL sae ii quiet, b0os uu man! hahas~ den went in agaiin t0 lo0k ferr cute cute dE s0ft t0yss butta den os0 n0ne 0f dem caught myy eyes. l0ls! gans; was lo0kin at ringgs s0 seri0us man, l0ls~ dne ii askedd him uu wanna marriedd aR? c tiL lidat =x L 0 L S! den afta tat we went t0 t0ok mrt hmE lE. den ii went s0merset t0 change bus hmE. if nt iz wiL b damn lngg ferr mrt. s0 t0ok bus hmE, reach hmE put tinggs den went lo0k ferr ahg0ngg. den 10pm+ den reach hmE. iim s0 hungryy, s0 reachh hmE ii faster eat mama co0k ferr miie dE ^^ den chattin wif ivan, gans & preci0us nw. preci0us muz learn t0 ferrgif n ferrget kkz?! lurrves~ kkz shalL endd here iim tiredd lE, g0in sLP so0n~

TML II WANNA B A PIG. SLPP TIL II HAPPYY DEN WKKE UPP. S0 NT IMP0RTANT PLS DUN CAL MIIE SEND MIIE A MSG CNZ LE TANKS (:

mrKH;
tkke gudd crres 0f yyrselff (:

2007-05-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

kkz, bl0gg ferr t0daE. iim s0 b0redd cnz in 0ffice, therr n0 0rders ferr t0daE n s0 b0rin~ aftano0n went bank wif michelle. uncle l0bangg us g0 den he g0 deliveryy go0dds. sian den went t0 bank den ii went t0 p0sb while michelle went t0 fot0 c0pyy inv. den while ii waitin ferr myy turn t0 withdraw $$ den g0tta 0ne auntie infr0nt miie askk miie helpp herr mkke e GST credit tinggs s0 ii helppedd herr~ C IIM S0 KIND xDDDDDDD h0hos. den afta tat to0k bus went bck t0 0ffice. den 6pm+ ii went 0ff first lE, while michelle stiL d0in d0s invs. s0rrie gerr cant helpp uu c0z g0tta klass. s0 ii rushh t0 JE, butta iim stiL late blame tat to0pId bus man! s0 lngg~ =/ s0 t0daE haf klass tiL 10pm den wen sm0ke ferr awhile to0k train hmE lE. chattedd wif gans, tmL g0in 0ut wif gans (: g0in t0 buyy jianweik0rk0r dE bdaE present to0~ dunn0 wat t0 buyy. =/

let miie g0. iim tiredd 0f everyytinggs.
wen cnz ii get wat ii wanna?
hpEfullyy nt at aL. >;(

2007-05-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

finallyy myy bl0gger ha0 lE, b0os it man. hmMm, ii wun bl0gg abt past few daEs dE happenins lE c0z ii dun rem it lE. 0kies rand0m agaiin, went wrkk as usual. hmMm, t0daE 0n bus den pass byy CSC therr c0z ii wanna alight frm bus lE den l0ok at e 0pp sidee therr was an accident! 0mgg~ 1 traffic p0lice n 2 p0lices cars was therr n white plastic c0ver e deadd b0dyy >;( green light frm us t0 walkk den iz red light ferr e car t0 st0pp n ii was walkin half waE, a cab jz drive t0wards man WTF? red light iz ferr uu t0 st0pp leh nt drive leh uncle uu blo0dyy b0d0h. luckyy myy mama sh0ut at miie =/ lame driver. den waitedd ferr buss to0k e same bus as michelle butta we rr a distance awaE hahas. den reach wrkk place, start wrrkk as usual. uncle drive t0 timah therr ferr petr0l den drive miie t0 bankk den ii went fot0 c0pyy invs den uncle drive miie bck 0ffice. den he went deliveryy go0ds, den b0ss iz awaE ferr 1 week due t0 he went japan ferrr business tripp. b0os man~ den miie n michelle was s0 relaxin lah :x hahas! den went ferr lunch bckk slackk awhile den wrkk agaiin.

t0daE we wrkk tiL 7pm l0r b0os man! idi0t cust0mers, aftano0n dun wanna fax us e p0 den wen we wanna went 0ff e p0s kipp c0min in! arghhh heyys we dun haf 0T claim wanna leh. ass uu aL man~ den ladyyb0ss waitedd ferr us t0 finish 0urr wrkks. paiisehh~ den went hmE c0m tmE! xDDDD

hmMm, s0 fast b0ss iz c0min bck 0n m0n! b0os! we hafen shi0k enuff leh~ :x hmMm, tmL afta wrkk haf les0n agaiin tiL 10pm!!! s0 tiredd man. >;( n0 ch0ice~ jiiaa yo0u t0 myyselff.

iim s0 sadd n luan nw, ii dunn0 wat t0 d0. shldd ii g0 0n wif a new life 0r wait ferr uu? la0p0 sae shhe wanna miie t0 b happyy, butta ii cant :(( iim s0rrie gerr. butta ii wiL tryy ba. tanks ferr bein wif miie t0daE! n listen t0 myy pr0bs. tanks al0ts!
pls teL miie d0 uu stiL lurrves miie? 0r n0t?

2007-05-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPYY M0THER DAE!

ydaE slackk at hmE~ den t0daE went ah ma hsE first, celebrate wif 3 AH YIs to0getherr. irene came wif da yi to0~ den mama br0ugth a cake upp t0 si yi hsE. den slackk n slackk den went 0ff at abt 4pm+ ii tinkk ferrg0t :x den went JP t0 buyy mama present, wanna t0 buyy herr a b0nia wallet c0st abt $80? ii guess s0 butta to0 badd wen we were therr e ppL sae dun haf lE, b0os! mama was sadd >;( s0rrie m0m! den we went walkk ardd, g0tta pissedd byy mama n jiejie! b0os man. arghhhh~ den saw w superstar DIYA! shhe cute~ hahas. den afta tat we wantedd t0 g0 swensen dE butta to0 manyy ppL lE, mama get sadd agaiin =/ den treat herr g0 jiu l0w eat den eat lE went ah g0ngg hsE den went hmE lE~ s0 nthin muchh abt t0daE. tats g0in slpp. tmL g0tta wrkk agaiiN! B0OS~ S0 TIREDD! haiis ii wiishh ii marriedd a rich husband! s0 ii cnz stayy at hmE shake legg! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD wiL ii bc0me 0ne 0f dem? hahas DREAM LNGG LNGG MAN~ b0os (:

2007-05-12T15:09:00.000+08:00

msMIAQUEEN's diaryy
0kies, g0in t0 bl0gg nw. hmMm, tat daE haf a date wif myy la0p0. s0 waitedd ferr at interchange den went WM buyy tinggs. afta tat went buyy cigg den headedd t0 bugis. sh0pp sh0pp & walkk walkk sm0kedd. to0 stress, b0th 0f us iz s0 stress n c0nfuse wanna t0 cryy! haiis. yy d0 guyy mkke us faL apart?! b0os dem la0p0! =DD den mei calLedd xia0gu actuallyy wanna mit him butta he at bishan wif fwens ba s0 nxt tmE n0rs~ b0os him pls! den we train-edd bck t0 WM went t0 haf 0urr dinner. haf BK xDDD chattedd wif gans; he cute lah kipp laughin =/ ii os0 dunn0 wat he laughin at =.= L0LS! he laugh mkke miie wanna laugh to0, den he sae uu wanna laugh laugh lah, dun lyk wanna laugh den hide bhide laugh L0LS! b0os uu man~ den afta tat we went hmE lE. ii tiredd, den tiz few daEs was wrkkin n quite bz everyydaEs. c0z everyydaEs g0 visit ah g0ngg, den n0 tmE ferr c0m.

fri, ydaE went wrkk as usual. den miie n michelle laugh tiL lyk =.= l0ls! ii sae shhe act L0LS! den shhe kip laughin hahas~ den nxt m0n nites b0ss g0in japan lia0 0ffice wiL left miie, michelle n uncle nia =/ hpE wun haf anyy mistkkes~ hmMm, ydaE afta wrrkk went ferr klass. was 0kies butta iim abit blurr b0os~ nvm g0in t0 d0 e hmEwrrkkss~

sat t0daE wiL b slackin at hmE, mayyb nites g0 visit ahg0ngg agaiin ba. hmMm, ii g0in d0 myy hmEwrrkk nw tatas~

pics wiL b uppl0adedd 0nce la0p0 sendd miie (: IIM IN A GREAT BIG PAIN NW, HEADACHE N MYY HEADD IZ DRIZZYY II FEELIN S0 BLURR. BCK 0UT SMETMES! HAIIS, HEADACHE KILLs MIIE!

LA0P0;
我爱你,我爱你,我爱你!tanks ferr bein therr ferr miie wen ii nidd a listener. lurrves uu t0 bits, s0rrie smEtmE ii reallyy dunn0 hw t0 安慰你. butta ii hpE uu wiL cheerr upp at tmEs g0es byy, gerr pr0miissee uu wiL b fine n stayy happyy! x333333

myy bl0gger haf a pr0b s0 aL wrrds wiL b in RED n SMALL afta ii p0stedd. s0rrie~

b0th 19 0ct BABIES R0X!

2007-05-09T21:02:00.000+08:00

S0RRIE IIM NT FREE NWADAES, WE BL0GG WEN IIM FREE! TATAS (:

s0 manyy tinggs happen!
ii HATE myyselff >;(

2007-05-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

0kies g0in t0 bl0gg ydaE ii went t0 haf a new cut ferr myy fringe, iz sh0rt butta 0kies lah wiL gr0w wanna s0 nvm~ KUKU fringe ahhas!:DDDD t0daE m0rnin mit qian at interchange den we to0k bus t0 wrrkplace. s0 reach lE, ii went d0 myy wrrk lE. while b0ss chattin wif herr =/ den michelle n uncle came, den 9am+ qian finish interview lE, hmMm. b0ss sae nxt m0n den wiL c0nfirm agaiin =/ s0 pei qian g0 lift therr, den ii went bck wrrk lE. b0ss ask miie g0 bank s0 uncle drive miie therr chat 0n f0ne wif qian while ii Q-in upp~ s0 lngg man e Q! b0os den 10am+ uncle drive miie bckk 0ffice. den c0ntinue wif myy wrkk, was chasin ppL ferr payments =.= n miie & michelle get s0 fuck upp byy 1 cilents! b0os shit uu man, uu BIG C0MPANY BIG FUCK? BLO0DYY IDI0T ATTITUDE! s0 e wat man, feeL lyk sc0ldin herr bck ferr myy temp butta ii cant 0ver aL their rr 0urr cilents pls ii rather dun wanna tiz kinda 0f cilents l0r! bulLshits man e c0mpany, uu sux t0 myy T0E AR! B0OS UU~

den b0os went 0ut s0 left miie n michelle, den we was jkin ar0undd n laughin n chit chat butta we g0tta d0 0ur wrkk while chattin kkz! den lunch tmE went 0ut eat den went bck 0ffice, start wrrk agaiin. s0 afta wrrk went hmE. wen ii reach hmE n0 0ne at hmE! b0os~ s0 scaryy c0z wen ii 0pen e do0r lyk smE0ne playyin e do0r wif miie lidat. =/ den caL jiejie n caL mama, l0ls ask dem c0me bck faster :x

den d0ne myy stuffs went 0nlinE, den nw chattin wif MR BLACKY, JWganbf. wrrkk hard MR BLACKY! we rr saein DUNEARN SEC SKO0L SUX! L0LS~ N TEACHERS IN THERR IZ BIAS! B0OS~ e m0st ii hate IZ MR IVAN 0H! _l_ r0ars! kkz shalL endd here t0daE ii g0in slpp earlyy c0z iim tiredd~ end here (:

2007-05-05T15:11:00.000+08:00

0kies bl0gg abt t0daE, wkke upp at 12pm+ t0daE. d0ne wif everyytinggs went 0nlinE butta ii didnt playy c0m at aL, ii was d0in myy acct hmEwrrk which cherr gif us ydaE. iim guai 0kies! den d0ne lE den playy wif c0m. ii haf t0 b str0ngg! gudd luckk t0 myyselff, bless!
b0i, bc0z 0f uu ii nearllyy g0tta smE0ne endd upp in helL jz bc0z 0f an ans ii stiL lurrves myy ex. bc0z 0f uu ii hurt s0 manyy ppL, bc0z 0f uu ii hate myyselff s0 muchh. ii dun wanna hurt anyy0ne anyymrre. ii feeL s0 s0rrie ferr tat pers0n, ii feeL tat iim a murderder! iim kilLin everyy0ne. ii wiishh t0 gif upp everyytinggs, includdedd uu. ii wiishh uu wiL therr ferr miie wen ii nidd helpp, wen ii dwn. butta everyytmE iz nt uu e 0ne hu iz therr ferr miie n yet iz 0therr guyys yy? ii dunn0 ii reallyy dunn0, iim s0 c0nfuse nw. cnz ii gif upp? it hardd ferr miie, 0nlyy if 0ne daE uu teL miie uu dun lurrves miie anyymrre, ii wiL gif upp n remain wat we rr nw buddyy. tkke crre alrites, ii n0e uu g0in ferr check upp ii reallyy wishh uu wiL teL miie butta den uu didnt, n uu dun wanna let miie n0e. bless! haiis dun wanna sae abt tis lE mkke myyselff mrre stress upp! haiis, chattin wif fabianPAPA, JWganbf n WEEKIMbr0,KWKW n ivan! cheerr upp everyy0ne~ we cnz d0 it!

c0ntinue;
0kies iim s0 b0rin nw~ b0os, ii did smE changes ferr myy tagb0ard. =DDDD n ii lurrves it! h0hos. b0red0m~
n ppL ii wiL b changin myy tagg namE t0 msMIAQUEENღ (((: ii tinkk ii g0in MIA so0n lE ba, ii t0ldd reen lE. it nt bc0z 0f myy familyy, iz ii myy 0wnselff cho0se t0 MIA c0z iim to0 stress n s0 depressedd. ii nidd peace n silent! ii wanna t0 rec0ver! ii ferrget wen iim g0in ferr myy app0intment =x haiis, nvm ii tinkk ii wiL ask myy d0c whetherr therr haf anyy piLls cnz eat ferr ferrgettin tinggs? mayyb haf c0z shhe askedd miie 0nce ii guess. b0i.. if 0ne daE ii ferrg0t uu, wiL uu help miie t0 recaL hu uu rr t0 miie? ii hpE s0. ii t0ldd reen, ii ratherr ferrg0t aL myy fwens n stayy happyy. shhe n0dedd herr headd, ii guess shhe wiL repsect myy desici0ns. ii dun bear.. >;(

2007-05-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

0kies, ii didnt bl0gg quite lngg lE ba.
tue was public h0lidaE s0 went 0ut at evenin n mit simin at WM den f0ll0w byy reen den qian, junjun, qian's didi den dicks0ndidi. den we went 324 eat. MYY CHICKEN CUTLET! s0 miisss it man! n we saw ressal~ he was cyclin t0 d0 buyy tinggs ii guess! hahas den he ride bckk ii wave A BIG GUDBYYE T0 HIM L0LS! hahas den eat lE, qian, junjun n qian's didi went WM watch spiderman while miie, reen n dick went 417 sit sit chit chat. den was hafin fun lah. it been s0 lngg we sit dwn n chattedd al0ts 0f stuffs. ii miiss d0s mem0ries wif 4headd ppLs. t0nin, playyin catchin at CC, playy hide n see wif p0lices, ti0 screen n everyytinggs ii s0 miiss dem~ haiis. butta nw aL life changedd lE, s0 manyy tinggs happen. den aL went hmE, reen pei-edd miie tkke 947 den ii was e 0nlyy 0ne last pers0n t0 alight =.= s0 went hmE n slackk lE.

wed went wrkk as usual, den afta wrkk went t0 mit mama n jiejie at JE, den jiejie went t0 mit fwen. den while miie n mama went t0 payy ferr myy acct c0urse fee. n fri ii was b startin myy les0n lE. bless miie~ den was nthin special lE s0 wun bl0gg muchh ferr wed.

thurs went wrkk as usual, nthin special. hmMm, b0ss askked miie whetherr anyy0ne 0f myy gerrfwens wanna wrkk? den ii t0ldd him qian, c0z qian os0 j0bless lia0, s0 ii intr0 herr. nxt m0n shhe wiL g0 wrkk wif miie t0 interview~ h0hos. if shhe get in we wiL haf fun!

fri t0daE ii went wrkk as usual, m0rnin ii kena sc0ldd butta iim inn0cent kkz. uncle g0h 0wnselff put e go0ds wanna nt miie, si b0ss sc0ldd miie! B0OS! den heckk ii listen den n0therr d0s wrds flyy 0ut frm n0therr ear~ l0ls! miie n michelle was laughin tiL crazzyy t0daE! L0LS~ shalL nt bl0gg here~ hahas! 0nlyy miie n michelle n0e lalalalalas~ h0hos. den we 2 was lyk damn tiredd cnz! 0h myy~ den afta wrkk went JE t0 haf myy first les0n, t0daE les0n was lyk same tinggs went learnin p0a in sec sko0l, s0 ii n0e hw t0 d0 xDDDDD n ii mkke new fwens =DDD e cheerr iz nicce n funnyy hahas~ lurrves! s0 ii wiL haf myy klass everyy fri~ bless miie! c0z ii n0e bhide wiL b diffcult. jiia yo0u XINMIN! UU CNZ D0 IT! didnt mit upp wif mei n xia0 gu c0z ii damn tiredd s0rrie gerr, mit uu nxt tue n0rs! lurrves manyy manyy n tkke crre 0f yyrselff!

2007-05-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

didnt p0st since 2 daEs bferr, iim nt in a gudd mo0dd nwadaEs. 0nlyy ganbf n0e yy. haiis, iim damn sadd n depressedd. wiL ii crush dwn agaiin? if ii wiL ii dunn0 wat wiL happen t0 miie agaiin lE. bless miie pls* >;(

2007-04-30T21:04:00.000+08:00

went wrkk as usual, tanks ferr ganbf pei-edd miie smsedd e WH0LE DAE! tanks al0ts! (: 0kies s0 wrkk was 0kies, aftano0n went bankk wif b0ss. hmMm, lunch tmE miie n jaslin was t0kin abt b0ss m0lest staffs =.= cnz sae it true ba, os0 tinkk b0ss quite ti k0 at tmEs b0os~ den afta wrkk went hmE straight~ at bus st0pp while waitin ferr bus saw kevin, j0vi n xia0 hu. SI KEVIN! R0ARS! bo0s uu man~ his handd 0pen s0 big wanna KILL MIIE! l0ls ii wanna kickk him den he wanna use his bagg beat miie BIG BULLYY! den sae byyebyye t0 dem, den c0ntinue wait ferr myy bus s0 lngg pls =/ finallyy came den reachhedd hmE abt 7pm+ tiredddddddddddd~ den use c0m tiL nw, chattin wif KWKW, jackyy n y0ngg quan =.= KWKW s0 guai lan kip disturb ppL! !@#!$@%!#@^^*!@ L0LS~ sians waitin ferr jw t0 0nlinE! sl0wp0ke~ xDDDDDDDD h0hos, iim s0 b0rin~ btw jiia yo0u n gudd luckk t0 fwens tat hafin MYE! (: pass wif flyyin col0urs!~ tmL mitin myy 2 gerrs ferr dinner (: n therr iz n0 wrkk ferr miie tmL! c0z iz public h0lidaE who0ts~ shi0k ii cnz slpp tiL damn late lE!!!!!!! C0OL MAN II LURRVES H0LIDAES!

finallyy 0nlinE lE, chattin wif ganbf, clement & da gE. da gE dunn0 g0 wherr =.=

iim tryyin s0 hardd t0 mkke myyselff happyy.
ii did tryy, saw it? e waE iim t0kin.
haiis 0utside ii mayyb carryyin a great smilLes
butta in e inside iim dyin lyk n0b0dyy business.
ii feeL lyk hurtin myyselff agaiin, butta ii cant
iz nt bc0z ii dun dare, 0f c0z ii dare.
e pr0b iz ii cant, c0z iim wrkkin nw.
ii cant b lyk last tmE, d0 wateva ii lyk anyymmrre.
iim s0 L0ST, IIM REALLYY DAMN L0ST!
cnz anyy0ne leadd miie 0ut?
ii guess therr n0 0ne.
ii surrenderr ferr everyytinggs. ii gif upp
jz let miie g0..
ii reallyy tiredd 0f everyytinggs, ii wanna t0 b
lyk e past XINMIN e HAPPYY G0 LUCKYY XINMIN!
wherr did shhe g0ne? shhe iz deadd.
present XINMIN, iz a gerr hu l0st everyytinggs.
l0st herr past, l0st herr chara, l0st herr wayys;
l0st hpE, l0st c0ntr0l. l0st smiLes, l0st happiness;
l0st mindd, l0st EVERYTYTINGGS!
shhe hate it, shhe reallyy hate it.
d0 uu n0e hw shhe feeL? uu dunn0, n0b0dyy n0es
even herrselff os0 dunn0. kilL herr pls anyy0ne?
pls kilL herr 0nce sh0t dun kilL herr steps byy steps, it PAIN
shhe wiishh t0 l0se herr mem0ries, shhe ratherr ferrg0t
everyy0ne n stayy happyy. as ii sae ppL preci0us t0 miie,
wiL stayy in myy hearts weneva ii g0.
ii miiss myy past badllyy ii d0 miiss dem! wherr did deyy g0ne?
wat shldd ii d0? cnz anyy0ne teL miie? iim s0 l0st, damn l0st DAMN L0ST! >;(
ii criedd m0stlyy everyydaEs in e silent. n0b0dyy n0e tat
myy tears dripp. it been s0 al0ne, s0 s0rr0w, s0 complicatedd,
s0 illusi0n. save herr culdd uu pls save herr pls? shhe nidd helpp!
>;( ii nidd peace, ii nidd silent. ii wanna t0 haf dreams butta
ii dun dare t0 dream. kilL herr peacefullyy; let miie g0..

2007-04-29T15:10:00.000+08:00

0kies g0in t0 bl0gg abt sat happenins~ n0e wat qian t0ldd miie? shhe sae uu p0st lE ii c0pyy n paste at myy bl0gg therr cnz lE! r0ars* uu 0WNSELFF WRITE 0UT H0RS! IF NT II B0X UU II TEL UU! muz 0wnselff write dwn 0wnselff dE feeLin ma.
c0pyy = nthin PLUS c0pyy = C0PYME0WS! bo0s uu man!

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0kies actuallyy wantedd t0 slpp tiL 11am+ dE butta den myy blo0dlyy mama! mkke n0ise wkke miie upp at 8am+ ii tinkk fuck l0r! ARGHHHHH! n ii kp herr, uu d0 yyr tinggs den dun mkke s0 muchh n0ise lah wkke miie upp ferr wat plus ii dun haf wrkkk l0r! argghhhh s0 dulan, den ii wash face everyytinggs lE ii went 0nlinE. s0 e FEDUP! den ii ferrg0t sms reen wen ii wkke upp. s0 11am+ ii smsedd herr. den caL qian den 0kies went t0 perpare n everyytinggs den 12.15pm went 0ut frm e hsE to0k bus t0 bat0k interchaneg mit myy 2 ladys den 0n bus qian calLedd den deyy kipp us miie faster! bo0s uu 2 man! r0ars ii areadyy walkk damn fast lE l0r, den reachh lE went WM 0ne waE t0 WM therr was 2 gerrs askkin ppL t0 d0nate den g0tta 1 asked miie n ii smiLe at herr n ii shakedd myy headd den shhe gif miie a fuck face man tat wat qian t0ldd miie lah, g0tta angg k0ngg bigg fuck? den heck lah went buyy ahems* den we went t0 2headd therr c0z reen wanan trim herr eyyebr0wn den we were findin e sh0pp~ finallyy den waitedd 0kies lE, pei-ed reen wait ferr 1o6 c0z shhe g0in t0 wrkk, den miie n qian went t0 e 0pp t0 tkke bus t0 WM agaiin. den we went cinema therr c g0tta wat m0vies. den ii t0ldd qian tat xia0 pangg t0ldd miie tat he dare miie saw letter 0f death den s0 we decide watch tat s0 we br0ugth e ticket den we went acrade playy first c0z iz 3.15pm start ma stiL g0tta half hr tmE den wen went walkk ardd den we went upp buyy p0pc0rn n drinkk den ii saw a fwenster fwen, s0 qia0 butta didnt caL him c0z ii nt sure whetherr iz him an0t. s0 we went in 0kies we rr e first t0 b in therr n n0e wat? we ere sayyin whether izzit 0nlyy e 2 0f us watchin tiz m0vies? den WE GUESS C0RRECT 0KIES! 0H MYY G0DD LAH! E CINEMA S0 BIG 0NLYY E 2 0F US WATCH TIZ M0VIES!!!!!! 2 0F US 0NLYY H0RS! s0 we rr scare den we went t0 e s0fa therr t0 sit e m0st bhide therr dE seats den sit awhile g0tta a gerr walk in scare us man! cheyy den shhe t0ldd us if wanna sit at here muz payy mrre s0 we m0ve t0 e m0st left n e m0st bckk seats L0LS! den 0kies m0vies start, hmMm, ii kipp laughin? den qian wanna lyk quiet =/ ii dun findd it scaryy =x l0ls, c0z ii nt scare 0f watchin h0rr0r m0vies =.= s0 ii rate tiz m0vies 4/5 ba quite nicce! s0 finish we were s0 c0ldd n ii was c0mplainin t0 qian tat iim c0ldd~ h0hos! s0 finish we went to0k bus g0 hmE lE, while qian went t0 wrkk den reach hmE slackk awhile den went dwn buyy tinggs~ tat was e endd 0f e daEs happenins.

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t0daE slackkedd, lata at nites g0in 0ut~ tatas! =DDDD upl0adds smE pics ferr ydaE n 24.o4.o7 n smE 0therrs daEs pics.

2007-04-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

ii wiL update t0daE happenins tmL, s0rrie (:

2007-04-27T20:07:00.000+08:00

0kies t0daE ii t00k half daE leave, s0 lunch tmE ii went hmE while, jaslin n michelle went haf lunch. was s0 sians cnz haiis YY IIM KIP SICKK? II DUN UNDERSTAND >;( ANYYB0DYY CNZ TEL MIIE E REAS0N?!!! HAIIS IIM S0 TIREDD 0F IT! IIM SICK 0F EVERYYTINGGS! LET MIIE G0... tmE pass fast, it been mnths. ii hate myyselff ferr bein s0 useless S0 USELESS! ii reallyy cant tkke crre 0f myyselff lE, haiis n0b0dyy b therr ferr miie anyymrre. therr n0 0ne anyymrre, ii wiishh uu were e 0ne t0 crre ferr miie butta e pers0n 0waE crre ferr miie dE iz nt uu. yet iz n0therr him, yy? ii dunn0. fate tkke awaE everyytinggs frm miie, aL myy happyy aL myy xing fu EVERYYTINGS! arghhhhhhhHHH! ii hate it s0 muchh >;( everr since ii start wrkk ii waste al0ts 0f m0neyy 0n D0C! haiis >;(hw ii wiishh ii cnz die faster s0 tat ii wun let myy familyy w0rriz haiis. ppL might sae tiz iz a fo0lish tinkin butta if uu were in myy sh0es uu wiL n0e hw ii feeL. ii wanna b happyy butta yy ii jz cant? ii reallyy tiredd 0f everyytinggs, ii gif upp..

chattin wif JWganbf and qian~ h0hos. wen slpp at 5pm+ den nw den wkke upp, n nw iz 9.16pm lE~ eatin nw, lata g0nna eat medd agaiin haiis. sickk sickk sickk everyyb0dyy iz sickk s0 manyyy ppL sickkk! haiis tkke crre ppL~ e weatherr iz causin everyyb0dyy t0 sickk s0 muz tkke t0ns crre! II HATE MED!!! n gudd luckk t0 d0s hu tkke MYE~ jiia yo0u! xspeciallyy d0s ii n0e dE! best 0f luckk!

IIM IN LURRVES WIF 2O0 P0UNDS BEAUTY DE S0NGS LE!!!!
DAMN NICCE~ MARIA MARIA~

2007-04-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

hmMm, g0in t0 p0st nw lE. damn ln___________g since ii bl0gg lia0. c0z iim abit lazyy at tmEs~ xDD 0kies bl0gg abt 24.o4.o7, 25.o4.o7, 26.o4.o7

24.o4.o7
0kie wen wrkk as usual, den wrkk iz quite 0kies ba. nthin much t0 d0 ^^ den afta wrkk mit upp wif mei. s0 ln_______g sia herr! bo0s~ ii was c0mplainin t0 herr tat 'hua ye xie lE, pigu yr t0ngg lE~!' L0LS! c0z was sittin at e st0ne chair therr s0 freakin pain man! l0ls. den we went sm0ke buyy drink n cigg den we to0k train t0 CCK~ den we went buyy myy lip studd n t0unge studd! finallyy ii br0ught it lah! bo0s! c0z tiz few mnth ii was usin s0 calLedd ear stick butta iz bigg dE na t0 use as lip studd =.= yy ii was usin tat iz c0z ii swall0w 2 studds n ii dun haf anyymrre s0 usedd tat =/ den we went tke ne0s! xDDDDDD 0ne 0f e machine iz s0 co0l cnz? free tmE ferr dec0 sia we 2 cnz sae we to0k tinkk g0tta 3omins+ t0 dec0 e pics l0ls! den we went t0 missha c0z mei findd herr fwen, s0 went therr afta tat we went buyy tinggs eat den went t0 e bckk staircase therr dE bhide fieldd therr slackk t0 wait ferr 9.45pm ferr 0ur m0vies~ den went sm0ke eat sm0ke eat c0z iim s0 stress n depressedd! haiis. s0 ii sm0kedd, den we chattedd al0ts ): den tmE reachh lE we went upp ferr 0ur 2o0 P0UNDS BEAUTY! 0kies ii was a nicce sh0w t0 miie. it was funnyy butta it os0 a t0uch sh0w! nearllyy cryy sia e enddin! e man iz s0 SHUAI! WHO0TS~ hahas! ii gif rate 5/5~ we was s0 co0l cnz?! den finish we went dwn g0 wee wee first n e t0ilet iz s0 scaryy! e cleaner areadyy 0ff e lights lE l0r 0nlyy left e fr0nt light n e rest iz DARK! 0h myy ii usedd myy f0ne light :x ii scare 0kies l0ls! den we went 0ut slackk awhile n sm0kedd agaiin. den we to0k cab bckk. wiL p0st e pics at e endd 0f e p0st. hmMm, ii jaf a few nia e rest wait ferr mei t0 sendd miie (:

25.o4.o7
0kies same went wrkk as usual, everyydaEs was rainin! ii hate it cnz! afta wrkk at bus st0pp waitin ferr bus ii saw helmizar! ahahas n 1 mrre dunearn dE butta ii dunn0 him he was s0 smalL size cnz butta he iz damn cute cnz? at first ii t0t he was sec 1 :x butta he wearin lngg pants uu n0e? sec 3 areadyy =.= den e smalL size malayy b0i went 0ff n he sae byyebyye t0 miie hahs cute lah den f0ll0w byy heLmizar his bus came n went 0ff os0 lE, n ii was waitin ferr myy bus damn lngg cnz! 0h myy~ reachh hmE slackk~

26.o4.o7
t0daE went wrkk as usual, 0kies in tiz c0mpanyy iim s0 engg(in h0kkien) cnz?! co0l man~ nthin muchh fer miie t0 d0, ii 0nlyy haf t0 chase clients ferr payyments~ h0hos. den jaslin iz miie n michelle dE j0kers lah! wiL miiss herr damn l0ts dE haiis, shhe g0in quit nxt m0n. shhe os0 came wrkk nt lngg nia jz fast miie 4 daEs nia. c0z 0f smE reas0ns n shhe decide t0 quit lE. sadd! haiis ii wiL miiss herr dE, shhe nv faiL t0 mkke miie n michelle laugh lyk crazyy ladyy! hahs. n ii was late t0daE e to0pId buss 0h myy g0dd ii teL uu! damn fuckin ln_________gggg cnz! arghhhhhhhs! ii 9.20am+ den reachh 0ffice, myy wrkk start at 8.3oam :x butta b0ss n0 sc0ldd, while uncle 0pen do0r ferr miie ii g0 in b0ss smiLe n sae gudd nites t0 miie =.= l0ls? afta wrkk while ii was waitin ferr myy buss ii saw jiali & weiqiangg. s0 we went CSC ferr smEtinggs (: s0 reachh jial0nggDIDI, tengweiDIDI, superman n mingjia was therr playyin po0l~ saw daren(n0therr 0ne), bernice, y0ng teck, yun dian, weixin, xia0 pangg at CSC. den tengweiDIDI sae miie MIA QUEEN agaiin l0ls! den ii sae yy everyytmE caL miie MIA QUEEN sia?! den he sae c0z ii kip MIA =/ paiisehh lah! den 0kies chattedd n jial0ngg pinchh face bo0s! stiL sae beari lng n0 pinch myy face lia0 =/ den playy 0kies lE s0 chatted wif darren, den deyy pei miie & jialiMEI t0 wait ferr 0ur bus. myy bus iz freakin ln___gggg agaiin! den saw d0ggyy g0in CSC. s0 lngg since ii saw him =/ he changge al0ts! hahs den bus came ii went 0ff lE bid byyebyye t0 ALL~ kkz kkz ii lazyy t0 type lE, shalL endd here (:

t0 meiLA0P0;

gerr, f0ll0w yyr hearts yya? n uu rr myy preci0us to0! myy bel0vedd la0p0 II LURRVES UU MANYY MANYY! g0tta 0ff teL miie aR mit miie!!! xDDDDD MUACKS lurrves 24.o4.o7!

2007-04-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

hmMm, didnt bl0gg ferr 2 daEs lE ba. ii tinkk s0! hmMm, ii bl0gg tmL ba c0z ii dun haf tmE t0 bl0gg. haf tinggs t0 d0 nwadaEs n iim tiredd! shalL bl0gg tmL~ (:

2007-04-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

0kies g0in bl0gg ferr t0daE, ii went t0 new c0mpanyy lE. n t0daE at new c0mpanyy damn shi0k cnz? l0ls! machiam at myy hsE lidat walkkin here n therr, j0kin wif b0sS! l0ls~ den t0daE ii dun haf muchh wrkk t0daE c0z e gerr didnt c0me t0daE, 0nlyy miie n a new gerr! h0hos~ den was tkkin s0 go0ds wherr b0sS type 0ut e INV n DO jz g0 st0re ro0m tkke e go0ds den put 0utside, d0uble checkk den d0ne lE~ ii was playyin wif e systems l0ls! nt ii eat snake aR iz b0sS askk miie playy wif e systems wanna. h0hos~ jkiin jkin walk r0undd c0z b0sS sae e gerr (michelle) didnt c0me s0 he sae t0daE ii treat it as a h0lidaE~ l0ls nicce rites! WHO0TS~ =PpP den 6pm+ went 0ut tkke bus lE, s0 lngg pls e bus n s0 manyy ppL =.= ii saw e x-dunearn ppL os0 at e bus st0pp, den 0n e bus ii saw wei xin n yun dian cr0ssin e r0add jz 0ut frm csc gate nia~ den reach hmE slackk awhile eat den nw bl0ggin upl0add myy 0ffice 2 g0lddfish l0ls! deyy rr cute n ii was playyin wif dem =.= FAT G0LDFISH!~

2007-04-22T15:23:00.000+08:00

RAININ DAE!
BO0S HU~
sian dia0s it rainin s0 heavyy nw!!!!!! nicce t0 slpp xDDDD h0hos, wkke upp receive 3 msgg =.= frm sot0nggK0RK0R, jianweiK0RK0R n siew wai. ZZZZ! wkke upp at ardd 12pm+ den went 0nlinE~ playyedd audi den went perpare g0in visit ahma lata, iim s0 sians n b0redd! KILL MIIE PLS ANYY0NE?! xDDDDD tue dunn0 g0in t0 bugis an0t waitin ferr mei t0 gif miie a ans~
sians! n tue iz sebestainDIDI bdaE~ SIANS SIANSS SIANSSS SIANSSSS AR!~ ass mama n jiejie dua miie, ask miie perpare yet 1 t0kin 0n f0ne chatttin happilyy wif herr sistas den n0therr 1 slppin! _l_ R0ARS! iim d0ne lE l0r, dua miie lyk n0b0dyy business lidat BO0S! st0pp here lE. (:

2007-04-21T19:22:00.000+08:00

21.o4.o7

0kies bl0gg abt t0daE~ s0 ydaE ii tinkk ii slept at 2am 0r 3am+ ii ferrg0t lE, s0 t0daE wkke upp at 2.30pm+ den went 0nlinE, chattedd, playyedd, smsedd den afk~ t0daE g0in slackk at hmE (: c0z iim a guai kia uu c xDDDDDDDDD who0ts! l0ls 0wnselff p0 0wnselff :x upl0ad pics (: 0kies shalL enddd here c0z nthin ferr miie t0 bl0gg lE~

2007-04-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

20.04.07
it myy last daE in c0mpanyy, ii criedd wen ii leave >;( paiisehh sia, butta ii emc0ti0nal s0 cnt blame miie~ s0 wen ii sae byyebyye t0 myy 4 b0ssess myy tears dripp :x 1 b0ss askk miie at here wrkk tiL nt happyy huh? ii n0bbedd myy headd den he sae g0 nxt c0mpanyy wrkk if nt happyy c0me bck 0kies, it lyk s0 t0uch l0r uu c? s0 ii criedd ii reallyy dun bear t0 leave actuallyy. butta to0 badd tat gerr mkke miie piisseddd~ 0kies s0 afta wrkk went sembawang mit kai, went his hsE mkke myy psp tinggs butta den endd upp didnt mkke it c0z he os0 dunn0 hw mkke :x bo0s~! n he expl0re myy bagg =.= s0 slackk at his hsE tiL 8pm+ waitedd ferr him t0 bath n perpare ii was drawin l0ls~ his drawin iz nicce to0! e c0mic b0i s0 cute n nicce wahahahs~ den went 0ff t0 mrtt~ 0n e waE t0 mrt, he kip caL miie xia0 meimei! heyys iim nt 0kies ii gr0w upp lE! bo0s hu~ nn st0pp pushh myy headd ii wanna g0 talL wanna! l0ls! he went bishan mit his fwen while ii went t0 city halL mit reen, qian n simin~ simin's mama lo0k lyk herr sia, deyy rr sistas if simin didnt sae 0ut tat herr mama (: s0 we to0k mrt t0 jur0ng east den simin's dad drive us t0 CSC~ we gerrs went fer p0ol while simin's parent went KTV, den qian pei-edd miie g0 mac buyy tinggs eat, 0n e waE bck saw jial0nggDIDI, tengweiDIDI n a guyy ii dunn0 his namE n a cb face gerr f3~ den we went bck csc~ den eat eat playy playy, miie n qian went in lan g0 findd dick n j0nathanPAPA, damn l0ts 0f ppL in lan =.= den bidd byyebyye t0 dem, den we went KTV findd reen n simin. den we bidd byyebyye t0 simin's parent n simin den we 3 went 0ff lE~ up0ladd piccs 0therrs daEs c0z iim damn tiredd nw, n iim damn sadd. myy hearts iz achin >;( KILL's MIIE PEACEfullyy pls! anyy0ne? iim feeLin damn unwelL everyydaE ii reallyy dunn0 wat kind 0f disease ii haf sia. haiis everyydaE ii wiL faint 0ut 0f e sudden, iim tiredd 0f it. yet n0b0dyy b therr ferr miie, haiis. iim al0ne s0 al0ne. ii wiishh ii culdd die faster 0r jz in a min lata. it wiL kilL's myy pain, myy stress, myy EVERYYTINGGS! arghhhhhhhh! >;(

MRkh;
ii tinkk uu wun readd myy bl0gg, ii jz wanna uu t0 tkke gudd crre 0f yyrsleff. ii n0e wat happen t0 uu, n ii wun askk, ii reallyy hpE uu wiL teL miie yyrselff. it mkke miie w0rriz s0 much >;( ii saw e crdd n yet uu didnt wanna let miie n0e, tat mkke miie mrre w0rriz uu n0e? reallyy wiishh uu rr safe n s0undd 0kies? muz pr0miisse miie! c0z uu rr myy buddyy.. n smE0ne s0 special t0 miie. haiis butta ii dun wanna, butta it fate. butta iim stiL happyy wat we rr nw, tkke T0NS crre 0kies? n0 nata wat ii wiL b therr ferr uu tiL myy last breath (:

2007-04-19T07:55:00.000+08:00

g0in ferr wrkk~ update went iim bckk! =DDDD n II S0 GUAI CNZ?! YDAE II SLP AT 10PM+ xDDDDD WHO0TS~

iim bckkk~ DAMNNNN TIREDDDDDD~ n iim s0 piisseddd wif a auntie! uu n0e uu n0e?! BO0S~ -0kies wiL t0k abt tat auntie lata, s0 t0daE went wrkk as usual. tmL iz e last daE ferr miie at e c0mpanyy lE, actuallyy ii dun bear t0 leave ii wiishh ii c0uldd wrkk as lngg as ii cnz butta den tat bitch piissedd miie 0ff! s0 t0daE wrrkk iz quite 0kies, jz tat iz beari rush~ afta wrkk went hmE s0 0n e waE hmE reachh interchange, a to0pId fcuk auntie shhe n0e ii walkin straight n shhe gu yi walk acr0ss miie n ii stare at herr n shhe heck crre uu n0e? 0kies nvm den ii os0 heck l0r ii jz kip walkk walkk walkk n suddenlyy herr sh0e flyy 0ut ii os0 dunn0 wanna c0z listenin t0 s0ngg v0lume damn l0udd ma dunn0 wat shhe scream den ii lo0k dwn saw herr sh0e flyy l0ls! n iz ii kickk wanna :x LMA0! den ii g0tta sae s0rrie t0 herr 0kies! iim guai =DDDDDDDDDD
n tmL g0in eat lunch wif vanessa~ awaitin xDDDDD n afta wrkk mitin xianggK0R n khBUDDYY ferr myy psp game den afta tat ii g0in suntec therr findd reen, qian n simin~ tmL den bl0gg lE
0kies t0daE bl0gg tiL here lE ba. tats~

2007-04-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

0kies ii didnt update 2 daEs bferr =.=

16o4o7
t0daE went wrkk as usual~ den 0n bus g0tta a indian ki sia0 wanna sia! he listenin t0 his mp3
tat was 0kies n n0e wat he d0? he was d0in a handd sign 0f YES!! uu n0e uu n0e e YYES? n0rmallyy ppL win tinggs n sh0ut yes dE hand sign tat wanna! l0ls he was d0in tat =.= den he was singin s0ng n d0in tat sign, everyyb0dyy was lyk lo0kin at him. g0tta 1 guyy sittin bside him, he was lyk glazin at him n he stiL at therr YES YES YES F3! den g0tta 1 china guyy standdin infr0nt 0f him at first he t0t he was t0kin 0n ph0ne 0r wat ba, den he turn lo0k at him 0nce den e sec0nd tmE e turn s0 hardd n stare at tat indian guyy! ii was lyk wanna L0L uu n0e? buutta ii CANT !! O M G~ hahas

17o4o7
went wrkk as usual, went hmE n slackk lE. s0rrie nthin t0 bl0gg abt t0daE~
Y0NG QUAN IZ A ASSH0LES! R0ARS~

2007-04-15T15:43:00.000+08:00

s0rrie ppL ydaE ii didnt update upp c0z manyy tinggs t0 d0 :x
s0 update nw kkz~ tiz p0st g0in t0 b lnggggg c0z wiL b bl0ggin 2 daEs happenins to0getherr~

13.04.07
ii went wrkk as usual, n iim pissedd agaiin tat BLO0DYY BITCH! _l_ uu upside dwn man!
haiis nvm den ferrget it, finish wrkk at 5.30+ den afta wrkk calLedd qian. t0ldd herr ii 搭到 bus
tiL halff waE askk herr c0me 0ut lE, s0 tiL half waE ii calLedd qian agaiin. 0kies den shhe sae
shhe g0 0ut, n0e wat? went ii reachhedd JP therr n0 sight 0f herr=.= s0 qian calLedd miie,

qian: 你在哪里了?
min: 我到 interchange 了 l0r, 你到了啊?
qian: 还没有，我的新鞋 l0r
min: huh? 你还在家啊?
qian: 没有啦, 我出来了!
min: 还没有搭到 cab 啊?　
qian: 还没有!
min: 我到 JP lia0 l0r

l0ls! s0 frm here we cnz c QIAN IZ A SL0WP0KE!! hahas~ s0 while waitin ferr qian, calLed
mei ask herr wherr she iz, c0z tinkk shhe hafin break den went 0ver findd herr. askedd mei
t0 acc miie g0 e taxi standd therr wait ferr qian, s0 we chattedd 0n e waE. k0pp mei cigg
sm0kedd :x den al0ts 0f tinggs happen between smE fwenshipp. shalL nt sae s0 muchh abt
e fwenshipp tinggs, 0nlyy we ppL n0e (: s0 chat caht chat qian finallyy c0me lah, was lyk gifin herr a kinda 0f face l0ls! s0 we acc mei bck t0 herr wrkk den we set 0ff t0 bugis, playyedd
0urr psp c0z e j0unernyy iz s0000000000000 damnnnnn lngggggggg~ den ii was lyk qian
wat st0pp lia0? l0ls ma chiam scare 0verr sho0t bugis st0p l0ls! den kipp askkin herr. den reachh lE, calLedd reen n simin deyy f0ne aR! N0 PICK UPP WANNA! l0ls~ den finalyy reen
caL bckk den mit dem at inside street therr. den saw sebestianDIDI he wrkkin at bugis den wen findd huiwenPRECI0US os0 wrkk therr den chattedd abt e taijis~ den we went ferr SH0PPIN~ who0ts! ii guess ii br0ught e m0st tinggs am0ngg dem :x hahas! br0ught shirts n bagg, qian br0ught shirt to0, while reen br0ught a bagg~ simin didnt buyy anyytinggs :( e auntie d0reen iz cute nt reen aR! jz tat e auntie hafin e same namE as reen! hahas s0 qia0 aR~ n miie n simin ferrg0t t0 d0 1 TINGGS! IZ NE0S!! 0MG~ WE FERRG0T HAHAS! nvm lah nxt tmE! :)) n hahas REEN ACT 0NE GUCCI HAHAS! N0 LAH JKIN xDDDDD ii saw shimin at bugis hahas! gerr uu gettin prettier lE!! den c0z ii was rushin tmE t0 g0 hmE s0 we went t0 tkke cab butta n0e tat?! tiz iz myy first tmE 0f myy life WAITIN FERR A CAB FERR 1 HRS+ UU N0E UU N0E?! DAMN LNG CNZ E AL E CAB DRIVERS UU AL RR JZ S0 _l_ UP MAN! R0ARS~ we 4 lyk walkk t0 here n therr den we to0k a bus n0 12 we os0 dunn0 wherr tiz bus wiL b g0in s0 we jz b0ardd it l0ls! den we alight at e lanverderr (dunn0 hw spelL) den we walk agaiinn!!!! it freakin tiredddddd uu c ! we rr c0mplainin 0ur legg hw pain it is! c0z IT S0 PAIN LAH T.T
den we walkk t0 a bus st0pp infr0nt was a pert0l stati0n s0 miie n qian went 0verr t0 hiredd
cab den finalyy a nicce uncle st0pp ferr us man!!! TANKS UNCLE UU RR KIND, NT LYK E
0THERRS DIRVERR S0 没良心 WANNA! BO0S~
den reachhedd hmE nearrbyy miie n qian dr0pp 0ff e cab, while simin n reen c0ntinue e
j0unernY~ den pei qian wait ferr cab den ii went hmE lE, we rr tiredd!! tat e endd (:

14.o4.o7
iz zhu bdaE~ wiisshhedd him a HAPPYY BDAE at 12am+ den sms awhile faL aslpp lE, c0z ii haf
t0 wrkk s0 plus ydaE went 0ut iz tiredd, s0 m0rnin wkke upp perpare n went wrkk. afta wrkk
went hmE slackk e wh0le daE! at nites went 0ut eat. den playyedd myy psp, waitin ferr mama
t0 finishh usin myy c0m den afta tat playyedd auditi0n wif xianggg~ UU PR0 LAH K0R! stiL
sae uu no0b BO0S~ den chattedd in msn wif zhu n k0rs n fwens den went slpp at 2am+ tinkk
wanna 3am lE ba. nt sure os0 den eat myy pilLs n ii haf a GUD SLP :DDD

15.o4.o7
t0daE wkke upp at 3pm den wash face aL tiz den 0nline n nw bl0ggin~ :) shalL endd therr lE
s0 t0daE ii dun haf anyytinggs t0 bl0gg abt tatas peeps~

qian;
gerr, it been s0 lngg ii heardd uu sae iLu t0 miie lE. ii reallyy miiss e daEs hw we rr last tmE.
mayyb iz fate hu drift us apartt, butta ii hpE uu n0e ii d0 cherishh uu. ii dun hpE anyytinggs beta den tiz, as lngg as uu happyy tat wiL d0. tanks al0ts sis! uu rr ferreva xinmin's dardar! best sistas! II LURRVES UU! tkke gudd crre 0f yyrselff! muz kipp in c0ntact! <33

reen;
gerr, ii haf t0 tanks uu al0ts! uu helppedd miie wen iim al0ne, wen iim depressedd! uu rr 0waE
therr ferr miie, ii os0 hpE uu rr happyy in everyytinggs uu d0! rem tiz gerr ii cheriishh uu al0ts to0! tkke gudd crre 0f yyrselff os0!

qian & reen;
uu gerrs rr imp0rtant t0 miie, n0 mata wherr iim ii wiL rem uu 2. tanks al0ts sistas, tanks fate
ferr brinin us to0getherr t0 b sistas. ii CHERISH uu 2 T0NS! rem tiz n0 mata wherr xinmin rr
herr heart wiL haf a part 0f uu aL! n0 mata wat :) ii LURRVES UU AL! <33

seven sistas;
ii lurrves myy 6 sistas! th0u iim e smalLest am0ngg e sistas ii n0e uu aL d0te miie, crre ferr miie. ii reallyy d0 appreciate it! as ii sae ab0ve t0 reen n qian, e rest rr imp0rtant t0 miie to0!
ii wiishh each n everyy0ne 0f uu rr happyy to0! muz tkke crre l0ts th0t we hardllyy c0ntact
smE butta 0urr hearts rr 0waE linkedd to0getherr! nt ferrgettin 0ur 6yyrs sistashipp! ii lurrves
each n everyy0ne 0f uu! BIG HUGS T0 UU GUYYS! LURRVES MANYY MANYY MANYY
FRM XINMIN <33

MRkh;
ii rem uu sendd miie a msgg bferr iz abt hw iim preci0us t0 uu n iim priceless. iim miiss everyytinggs between uu & miie, ii g0nna t0 sae ii wiL b happyy if uu rr happyy. gudd luckk
ferr everyytinggs uu d0! tkke crre yya. n dun ferrget myy psp games aR! miissess (:

2007-04-14T14:15:00.000+08:00

hmMm, update agaiin g0in slpp nw! TIREDD
N LAST BUTTA NT LEAST!
HAPPYY BDAE T0 ZHU!!! nj0y~

2007-04-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

hmMm~ bl0gg abt ydaE ba, went ferr e interview n b0ss askk miie start wrkk at nxt nxt m0n!
xDDDDDDDDDDDD happyy iim damn happyy 0kies!
n t0daE iim s0 fuckupp byy herr agaiin! R0ARS! ii nearlyy yelL herr bck infr0nt 0f b0ssess~ hu crres anyywayy.
ii F U C K I N H A T E UU ! B L O 0 D Y B I T C H ! !

2007-04-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

ii slpp tiL 2pm+ :x wen perpare c0z g0in t0 interview a new j0b~ arghhhh! ii HATE tis j0b s0 muchh l0r, xspeciallyy e B I T C H!!!!!!!!!!! assh0les s0 fuckup wif uu!
butta it seem lyk ii lyk e j0b tat ii g0in interview lata. c0z e 0ffice iz jz miie n e b0ss nia if ii wrkk therr~ c0z it a smalL c0mpanyy, ii tinkk lidat it beta ferr miie plus deyy dun haf muchh tinggs to0! PLUS WRKK 5 DAES NIA!!!! yyeahh lidat ii haf 2 daEs t0 rest l0r! nt lyk nw sat os0 nidd g0 wrkk half daE den n0 0T b0ss wiL lyk c0mplain t0 vanessa =.= idi0t!

update lata (:

hmMm, nt g0in t0 bl0gg nw. c0z iim nt in a gudd mo0dd nw paiisehh.
update tmL again

2007-04-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

hmMm, bl0gg abt t0daE ba. went wrrkk as usual~
butta feeLin damn unwelL, butta didnt sae 0ut. s0 bear wif it, ii 0T 3o mins nia :x c0z cant tahan plus ii finish myy wrkks lE, s0 went 0ff. went hmE check ferr clinics den went dwn c d0c, d0c sae ii ti0 细菌感染　和　发烧! ZZZ! agaiin 细菌感染! tat tmE ii feverr os0 tiz n os0 tiz agaiin =.= 0h myy~ xianggk0r sickk os0! tkke crre~ hahas we b0th dun haf anyy0ne t0 tkke crre saddness us =((( s0 tmL nt g0in t0 wrkk as ii g0tta MC! haiis, iim s0 sickk 0f everyytinggs!! iim awaitin ferr sat t0 c0me! c0z tink g0in bugis 0r mayyb smewherr else wif reen, qian n simin~ awaitin gerrs xDDDDD ferrg0t t0 upl0add a pic ferr fri 0f miie n qian's legg :xx WE 0WN E SEATS 0KIES! xDDDDD qian's at e left & miie's at e rites~ upl0add myy zilian pics so0n~ ((:
g0in slpp lE tatas aL~

ii miiss uu <33

2007-04-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

0kies, ii bl0gg nw. hahas afta tiz g0in slpp lE~
abt sun 08.o4.07
earlyy in e m0rnin ii was cryyin 0ut l0udd, screamedd n sh0utedd lyk a nuts. c0z iim reallyy to0 depressedd. t0ldd wat g0in 0n durin 0ffice tmE t0 mama,
n ii criedd 0ut l0udd. it muchh beta ferr miie, den went t0 perpare n went t0 trim myy eyyebr0wn agaiin den went t0 ah ma hsE den went t0 plaza ferr dinnerr. went sarkuar dunn0 hw spElL :x 0CY SERVE MIIE L0LS! hahas tanks anyywayy~

o9.o4.o7 - m0n
went wrkk as usual t0daE, piissseddd ferr t0daE os0! uu blo0dyy cb bitch ii hate uu fuckin L0TS! GET IT? IIM G0IN QUIT TIS J0B SO0N! ARGHHHHHH! afta wrkk waitin ferr bus saw miss lim, hahas chattedd awhile den she ask miie listen t0 myy s0nggs shhe dun disturb miie lia0, plus ii didnt t0k much t0 herr t0daE c0z myy mo0dd, s0rrie~ faL asLpp in buss den headedd hmE~ SLACK! ii hate everyydaE m0rnin ferr gettin 0ff FRM MYY BED!!!!!!! ii didnt haf a gudd slpp everyydaE :'[[[[ g0in t0 slpp lE

byye (:

2007-04-07T15:10:00.000+08:00

0kies let bl0gg abt ydaE~

o6.o4.o7
was ER JIE - CECILIA BDAE! HAPPYY HAPPYY BDAE GERR! MIISS UU T0NS! <3333
ydaE, 4pm+ went 0ff t0 mit qian first at imm. den ii tkke wrng directi0n bus =.= s0 paiisehh l0rs e 2 uncles was sh0utin at miie, at first ii t0t deyy sia0 wanna s0 heckk crres, butta den e bus 0nlyy left miie nia ma. den paiisehh lah, ii walk t0wards den e bus driver ask miie g0in wherr? c0z e bus areadyy drive tiL e last st0pp lia0 den ii sae g0in imm den he sae aiiyoy0s uu tkke tkke wrng directi0n lia0 den ii laugh 0ut! l0ls! :x den ii cab dwn t0 imm =.= den reach caL herr den saw herr lia0 went help qian's mama change $$$~ who0ts! $.$ xDDDDDDD den went t0 qian hsE, jj was at hmE.

den while qian went perpare ii was playyin wif myyself n reen (e 2 hamster which qian namE DEM AS XINMIN N D0REEN! SMEMRE E HAMSTERS IZ B0IS L0RS!) =.= penggs rites! l0ls den 0kies lE went 0ut 0f qian's hsE den we headdedd bckk t0 imm agaiin went buyy tinggs~ saw estherr x-dunearn dE ii rem herr butta dunn0 her welL~ den qian was lyk askin herr uu rem herr ma os0 x-dunearn wanna =.= cute lah qian! den went c0nverse lo0k ferr jacket butta neither 0f dem caught myy eye, s0 went I.P z0ne, saw 1 butta den ii saw n0therr 1 l0ls! s0 ii to0k n0therr 1 =DDDD reen came, den qian br0ught n0therr jacket =.= reen was hungry s0 we went t0 si lin br0ught dE chicken eat. den went bus st0pp waitedd ferr 188.
we were t0kin abt bangala~ l0ls! den laugh tiL lyk n0b0dyy crres. b0ardd 188 n headdedd t0 hab0urfr0nt, 0n bus os0 we 3 was lyk t0kin n0n-st0pp. in e first place we were t0kin l0udlyy c0z uu n0e e bus s0undd damn l0udd dE ma, den suddenlyy e s0undd g0ne den aL ppL was lyk t0kin beari s0ft =.= den qian ask miie yy uu suddenlyy t0k s0 s0ft l0ls s0 t0ldd herr e reas0ns. den reach lE while waitin ferr simin we went sh0pp first den went 方便 first. den we went viv0 therr saw ppL tat we n0e dE. den afta tat simin came s0 actuallyy we wantedd t0 watch m0vies dE den we cho0se 9.10 lia0 den e c0unter man sae 0nlyy left 2 seats =.= we here 4 pers0n leh! den b0 bian we went sh0pp ardd l0r, den to0k 188 bck bat0k. fabianPAPA calLedd miie den mitin papa n sin ee didi at bat0k s0 reach lE, we went t0 buyy mac eat den walkk t0 CSC. who0ts! reach 3rdd flo0r s0 manyy PPL!!! DAMN L0TS LAH, g0tta 10+ 0r mayyb to0gtherr aL 20+? lols dunn0 lah. den tat idi0t sistas ah rui g0 pinch myy arm! heyys B0I D0 UU N0E UU
PINCH PPL BEARI PAIN DE MA! R0ARS! pinch him bck. den ah rui ask miie n qian 哇你们失踪啊! =.= hahas den went bhide therr eat 0ur mac wif papa n didi while reen n simin playy p0ol. saw xia0 pangg s0 chattedd, ii saw d0s ppL ii beari lngg n0 c dE. den jiajun was lyk shakin handd wif us o.0 ? hahs n smE 0f e b0is was b0ta lia0 ahhas c0z deyy g0 ns lE~
den playy playy slackk slackk tiL 11pm+ went hmE, c0z sat g0tta wrrk s0 g0 hmE earllyy SLP! xDDDDD s0 simin, reen n e f0ur 0f us walk diff waEs s0 bid byyebyye t0 reen n simin, den papa pei us wait ferr bus. while sin ee dE 188 came s0 he run t0 e 0therr side dE bus st0p therr l0ls! den papa sh0ut sin ee我爱你! l0ls den sin ee reacti0n was s0 cute lah den miie n qian laugh 0ut l0udd! hahas~ den bid byyebyye t0 didi~ den myy bus came s0 bid byyebyye t0 qian n papa, rech hmE bath lE den p0ngg sLp lE :x

t0daE 07.04.07
went wrkk as usuall butta iim damn tiredd! t0daE iim fuckin pissedd wif helen cnz! cb uu, uu get 0ut 0f myy limit areadyy! ii g0in t0 quit tis j0b f0r sure, uu blo0dyy helL bitch. _l_ uu uppside dwn! PLUS finish wrkk recieve a msgg frm a charr b0 n a ta b0r! damn piissedd cnz! ii areadyy nt in a go0d mo0dd den stiL c0me break miie 0ff! dulan l0r ARGHHHHHH! nw myy mo0dd iz stiL e same, jz lyk nw dE weatherr RAININ! :'[[[
MRkh! yy uu rr nt here ferr miie!!!!!! iinidduubadlyy, uu n0e ma? iim g0in crazyy lE, ii scare ii wiL nv c uu agaiin. if anyytinggs happen t0 miie :'[[[[
everyydaE ii was tinkkin 0f uu, wen ii tink 0f uu myy tears drippedd. ii nidd uu badlyy! 我好想你! 为什么你不在我身边，当我最需要你的时候, 你却离开我!

2007-04-06T12:27:00.000+08:00

hmMm, t0daE n0 wrkk ferr miie c0z iz public h0lidaE~ weees! hmMm, t0daE ii wanna t0 slpp tiL late late dE butta den to0pId uppstair dE ppL mkkin new h0me, it was lyk pingg pinngg p0ngg p0nnggg lidat mkke tiL ii wkke upp l0r! __ uu sia! arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, den usedd c0m. iim sians, iim crazyy iim everyytinggs sillyy!! mitin qian lata den mit reen, mayyb g0in t0 buyy jacket n bagg c first ba mayyb 0nlyy. update lata~
tatas~

2007-04-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

hmMm, t0daE n0 0T ferr miie. went hmE, butta bferr tat went mit mama upp den g0 buyy tinggs den went hmE use c0m tiL nw den bl0gg =.= was chattin wif jial0ngg didi nw, l0ls e c0nversati0n bel0w =.= lame huh~

--- LovE HurTs --- aH LonG aka RastA --- AlwaY STanD TaLL --- BAtok BRo STanD FoR ALL ---3821---425--- MIA --- says:
if now go ite after ite is go amry lorx
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
yya
--- LovE HurTs --- aH LonG aka RastA --- AlwaY STanD TaLL --- BAtok BRo STanD FoR ALL ---3821---425--- MIA --- says:
damm lorx cannot rest de
--- LovE HurTs --- aH LonG aka RastA --- AlwaY STanD TaLL --- BAtok BRo STanD FoR ALL ---3821---425--- MIA --- says:
hahas
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
L0LS
--- LovE HurTs --- aH LonG aka RastA --- AlwaY STanD TaLL --- BAtok BRo STanD FoR ALL ---3821---425--- MIA --- says:
gal diff
--- LovE HurTs --- aH LonG aka RastA --- AlwaY STanD TaLL --- BAtok BRo STanD FoR ALL ---3821---425--- MIA --- says:
can rest
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
hahas
--- LovE HurTs --- aH LonG aka RastA --- AlwaY STanD TaLL --- BAtok BRo STanD FoR ALL ---3821---425--- MIA --- says:
after ite
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
aiiyoy0s
--- LovE HurTs --- aH LonG aka RastA --- AlwaY STanD TaLL --- BAtok BRo STanD FoR ALL ---3821---425--- MIA --- says:
boi Go amry
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
same saem na
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
smEtmE b b0is beta, butta smEtmE b gerr beta
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
L0LS
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
b halff halff na! :x
--- LovE HurTs --- aH LonG aka RastA --- AlwaY STanD TaLL --- BAtok BRo STanD FoR ALL ---3821---425--- MIA --- says:
gay lorx
--- LovE HurTs --- aH LonG aka RastA --- AlwaY STanD TaLL --- BAtok BRo STanD FoR ALL ---3821---425--- MIA --- says:
hahs
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
L0LS

chattin wif teng wei didi;

its just who you are,nd how a person i am. H..S... i love u says:
jiejie
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
yya?
its just who you are,nd how a person i am. H..S... i love u says:
haha
its just who you are,nd how a person i am. H..S... i love u says:
MIA queen
its just who you are,nd how a person i am. H..S... i love u says:
lol
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
ols
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
yy caL miie MIA queen sia?
its just who you are,nd how a person i am. H..S... i love u says:
haha
its just who you are,nd how a person i am. H..S... i love u says:
because u are ma...
its just who you are,nd how a person i am. H..S... i love u says:
lol
its just who you are,nd how a person i am. H..S... i love u says:
k lah...
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
L0LS
its just who you are,nd how a person i am. H..S... i love u says:
jie free come down 4 head
its just who you are,nd how a person i am. H..S... i love u says:
hor...
its just who you are,nd how a person i am. H..S... i love u says:
lol
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
0kies :]]]

n sin ee didi, he iz s0 strange man! =.=

Sin Ee ~ says:
min~
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
mei li ma0, iim yyr jie leh
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
ols
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
losl
Sin Ee ~ says:
hao la... jie xD
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
L0LS
Sin Ee ~ says:
min...still got cut ur wrist arh
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
hmMm, n0 aR
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
yy lidat ask leh?
Sin Ee ~ says:
gd girl^^
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
L0Ls
Sin Ee ~ says:
guan xing ni ma
Sin Ee ~ says:
=p
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
0h
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
strange huh
Sin Ee ~ says:
eeeyeh..canot meh
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
suddenlyy sin ee t0daE s-0 gud ? F6
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
dun act leh
Sin Ee ~ says:
hao lorh...
Sin Ee ~ says:
dun tok to u liao
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
L0LS
❤ XINMIN' shheDEAD`☠ g0ne; endedd ZHU TKKE CRRE! :]] -AFK- says:
c0nfirm iz nt uu l0r
Sin Ee ~ says:
wad thing not me -.-

uu n0e it wat lyk s0 strange cnz? =.= uu rr MAD! xDDDD
0kies iim lame huh n kinda b0rin uu c~ s0 cnt blame miie :]]] nthin t0 d0 lah l0ls! =DDDD zhu sms-edd miie ask whetherr ii g0in m0s t0nites, ii was lyk first sight 0f e sms ii gifin tiz face --> F6! l0ls~ :x kkz kkz tmL g0in mit upp wif qian n reen, g0in watch MR BEAN! afta tat den g0 pakk po0l 0r wat ba, we wiL c first~ st0pp here lE. tmL den bl0gg agaiin. =]]]]]]]] nites peeps~

t0 MR K.H;
ii miiss uu s0, haiis. ii miiss-edd everyytinggs between uu n miie dE mem0ries. ii lurrves uu tkke crre b0is <33

t0 MR S.W. ;
uu rr nt e pers0n ii lurrves. s0rrie, pls dun wait. get wat uu reallyy wanna,uu wiL f0und smE0ne beta =]]

2007-04-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

LEAVE MIIE AL0NE! II HAF A BLO0DY ATTITUDE N MO0D NW! >;(

ii reallyy dunn0 yy. uu drivin miie reallyy CRAZY! ii reallyy dunn0 wat t0 d0, ii n0e ii did pr0miss uu butta d0 uu n0e hw ii feeL ma? s0 wat uu rr myy parent cnz uu feeL miie? uu cant.
everyytinggs mkke miie s0 miserable! uu t0ldd miie n sis d0s c0mmit suicide dE iz to0pId. yya iim to0pId! n uu haf a daughter hu iz same lyk d0s c0mmit suicide idi0ts! iim 0ne 0f dem. ii reallyy cant tkke it anyymrre. eitherr so0n 0r lastest, tat myy decisi0n. myy mindd iz t0tallyy fuL 0r c0nfusi0n, stress, hurt, br0ken stuffs in it. it reallyy cant tkke it anyymmre, wiL uu let herr minddd rest it ferreva? ii reallyy hpE uu understandd wat ii wanna, wat ii reallyy wanna t0 d0 n nt f0ll0w everyy steps uu leadedd. smEtmE ii reallyy feeL lyk saein 0ut everyytinggs 0f hw ii feeL butta weneva it c0me t0 a p0int uu rr e w0rst char den e 3 0f us, neither 0f us cnz win uu. d0 uu reallyy n0e wat ii wanna? wat ii wanna t0 d0? n stuffs? ii guess uu dunn0 even n0e. uu jz wanna t0 f0ll0w wateva tinggs uu saidd. d0 uu n0e it jz dun haf a diff bein a puppet. get it? ii n0e uu wiL haf news butta iim curi0us abt it. n iim suspectin ppL ardd miie, it mkke miie s0 c0nfuse wiL uu let miie 0ff? let miie g0 t0 a place tat wiL b suitable ferr miie? wiL uu?! ii l0st everyytinggs, ii l0se t0 myyselff, ii l0se t0 everyy0nE. yy jz ii cant b lyk 0therrs kids wif happyy life, n0 w0rriz, haf parent pamperredd, d0te n lurrves dem? yy! cnz uu teL miie yy? iim sickk 0f everyytinggs. everyytinggs reallyy drive miie damn crazyy! uu dun understand miie, neitherr anyy0ne 0f dem. ii hate myyselff s0 muchh, e 0nlyy waE tat wiL kilLs myy pain iz die, tat wat myy decisi0n abt as ii sae either iz so0nest 0r lastest. ppL pls dun ask miie yy, c0z ii wun teL. ii reallyy hpE everyy0ne understandd. IIM SICK 0F EVERYYTINGGS! ii reallyy nidd a peace place ferr miie! ii reallyy cant help myyselff anyymrre! neitherr 0therrs ppL cnz help miie to0! it useless get it, IT USELESS! arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. KILL MIIE PLS! tat e endd 0f miie. tkke crre myy fwens ii wiL 0waE rem each n everyy0ne 0f uu. wen e tmE iz upp ii wun teL anyy0ne :)))))