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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

s0rrie ydaE n0 p0st c0z iim in a damn blo0dyy mo0dd, ii criedd myy eye rr sw0llen lyk dunn0 wat haiis.. )))": ii cant tkke it anyymrre lE.. kkz kkz g0in p0st ydaE happenin..

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went 0ut at 11+ s0 4headd therr mit qian n reen ferr lunch.. den at bus st0pp therr ocy saw miie den he lyk gifin a sh0ck face =.= l0ls aL askk miie yy n0 c0me tkke exams.. haiis.. den wait ferr 947 saw j0nathanPAPA at therr he askk miie g0 therr den g0 therr chatt chatt den e jinjun os0 at therr ME0W~ den afta awhile we g0 WM lE.. went t0 c reen f0ne c0z shhe buyyin f0ne t0daE hahas c0ngratz~ :)) den we c s0 lngg cnz? 0f c0z muz c lngg lngg ma muz findd a gud f0ne! den c finish went t0 fo0d c0urt eat, deyy 2 was eatiin ii didnt eat, den deyy g0 0rderr their fo0d while ii sittin therr lo0k at e f0ne paperr hahas. den saw ee chen wif sherwin deyy aL.. den ee chen c0me t0k t0k wif miie, c0z his fwens os0 g0 0rderr fo0d den he b0 eat os0, den he askk miie nw quit sko0l lia0 aR? ii sae n0 lah n0 tkke exams nia, haiis den he askk yy s0 t0ldd him c0z he myy buddyy os0 ma, den he sae tat tme ii n yangg at bus st0pp therr while he n weitatPAPA 0n e bus usin handd sign t0kin wif miie den yangg lo0k at dem s0 fierce, haiis ii miiss d0s daE.. butta ii wiL nv get it bckk anyymrre.. ))": den t0k t0k qian n reen c0me bckk lE den ee chen g0 bck his fwens therr den lata c0me findd us agaiin, den afta awhile he c0me again den t0k t0k chit-chat den suddenlyy ii sae EE CHEN YYR FWENS ZH0U LE!! den he turn bckk c l0ls his fwens aL g0ne even his bagg =.= den he caL his fwens deyy didnt pickk upp s0 wtf man!! den ee chen dE 7-ups gif us drinkk l0ls! den deyy g0in watch e m0vies wen a strangerr caL den we c0ntinue eat den he g0 findd his fwens lE, den reen sae DAMN L0TS 0F PPL ASKIN DEM YY XINMIN N0 C0ME TKKE EXAMS? II ASKKEDD KAN L0TS AR? DEYY SAE YYA!! QIAN SAE TO0 MANYY PPL ASK HERR TO0!! =.= manyy ppl t0t ii quit sko0l lE, haiis tengwei didi os0 askk miie ZZZZ! hahas den saw b0 sengg n his fwens at fo0d c0urt os0 den he kip gif a fuck face lah den laugh =.= den saw 1 ex-dunearnites`j0dy n e xialan charr b0 den j0dy teL herr we [[miie`qian n reen]] at therr den deyy U-TURN t0 e fr0nt sit LMA0~ den we eat finish saw dem sittin in fr0nt den we stare at e xialan charr b0 e b0i stare at us~ uu tinkk ii crre? den jz dia0s herr den g0 lE, den we g0 askk ferr reen f0ne functi0ns aL tiz.. den went sh0p N save buyy habits den swits, den went NTUC buyy reen habits den went bck 4headd c0z stiL 1 0r 2+ nia s0 sian cnz? den went bckk therr ah dickk n his gan didi n jinjun sittin therr den we j0in dem e xia0 didi s0 CUTE cnz? 0mgg~ butta he s0 shyy wanna t0k t0 him he 0nlyy n0b his headd 0r smiiLe nia, hahas den askk him wanna eat an0t he smiiLe s0 CUTE lah.. den chit-chat, listen s0ngs, sendd s0ngs, t0k c0ck, t0k craps, was laughin lyk sia0 charr b0, den we 3 n jinjun aruge-in l0ls~ den mitin kaihui at cwp at 3.3o s0 we stiL g0tta damn l0ts 0f tme lah.. den slackk at 4headd therr den ah zu`j0nathanPAPA n shaun c0me, den deyy playyin bbalL~ den e xia0 didi os0 g0 playy hhaas den we at therr stiL aruge-in den eat eat eat t0k t0k t0k.. wateva~ den 0kies lah den run ferr 187 =.= den e 187 g0 lia0 R0AR we wait ferr n0therr 187 den e jinjun n j0nathanPAPA at bel0w therr wif d0s sec 1 "new ah bengg" hahas, marcus deyy aL lah~ wahhahaas den saw 187 who0T~ faster run den run tiL e bel0w ther e blo0dyy jinjun bl0ckk us den ii pulL awaE his handd den he nearllyy faL 0BI~ den he sae wat dun let carr bangg us =.= den miie n qian went cwp lE, ii s0 urgent cnz? sms wif xiangg l0ls! t0ldd him ii wanna pee! butta cant )): den he sae tryy tahan l0r l0ls yyeah finallyy reach den hurryy t0 e t0ilet phew~ relax lE.. hhas den kaihui caL 3.45 lia0 l0r l0ls we b0th partyy os0 late =x den went findd him den went inside walkk walkk t0k c0ck playy.. den walkk walkk walkk ii saw J0WENA N YENPING SUN NU hhaas c0z was walkkin t0wards dem ma den suddenlyy ii saw yangg at therr os0 den ii was s0 scare ii sh0ut WALKK BCK den buddyy askk miie s0 teL him den buddyy help miie bl0ckk l0ls c0z he talL enuff t0 bl0ckk miie~ haiis.. )): ii c uu happyy ii feeL an wei lE.. butta cnz ii teL uu iim nt happyy eva since uu leave miie? iim sadd n ii didnt smiiLe at aL lE.. myy smiiLe haf g0ne lE frm tat daE uu leave miie.. den haiis den went p0pularr buyy tinggs den 0kies went fo0d c0urt eat, miie n kaihui eat wan tan mee den qian eat jap fo0d.. cnz ii sae smetinggs? II EAT TINGG HEN SL0W DE 0KIES! S0 MUZ WAIT FER MIIE :)) den deyy b0th finish their fo0ds lE ii stiL eatin den myy mian iz stiL haf alts cnz? den kaihui g0 buyy ice kacheang~ den deyy 2 eatin, den ii was at therr cant cut myy mian aL tiz l0ls deyy 2 help miie =.= kaihui sae ii lyk his meimei =.= F3~ den deyy finish e ice kacheang lia0 ii stiL hafen finish myy mian =x s0rrie~ ii eat tinggs hen sl0w dE xDDD den deyy playyin wif e fo0ds tat left 0verr den ii stiL at therr happilyy eatin l0ls~ den finallyy ii eat finish den haiis s0 sian qian wanna g0 hmE 0rhh 0rhh lE.. den haiis b0 bian haf t0 g0 hmE l0r den went hmE os0 lE, s0 kaihui pei us g0 interchange den he os0 g0 hmE lE.. actuallyy g0tta mit xiangg dE butta den nid wait ferr him t0 finish his wrk at 10pm =.= den ii os0 g0tta abit tiredd lE, s0 went hmE lE.. haiis afta wen hmE manyy sadd tinggs happen ii dun wiish t0 sae, ii criedd haiis..

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actuallyy wanna g0 0ut t0daE dE c0z ii askk reen deyy aL pei miie g0 shan xin butta end upp cancel lE. tmL den g0 ba.. haiis iim sadd DAMN SAD )))": myy eye rr stiL sw0llen lyk dunn0 wat nw.. haiis.. den caL qian shhe slppin n reen n0 brin f0ne cant c0ntact herr, haiis.. ydaE nites 11+ ah dickk sms miie askk miie yy ii cryy? wat happen? ii was sh0ckk lah den replz him hw uu n0e? he sae reen t0ldd him haiis.. den sms awhile deyy was lyk scare ii d0 sillyy tinggs haiis.. iim s0rrie.. den he caL miie butta n0 pickk upp c0z ii dun wanna t0k smemre myy v0ice cryy tiL lyk dunn0 wat.. haiis.. s0rrie s0 went slpp lE, ii haf a scaryy dreams last nites ))": ii dream 0f him to0 n ii dream tat ii in sia0 liangg gengg mama~ ))))": n ii w0ke upp at 1am+ iz abt e same tme everyydaE.. ii jz lidat suddenlyy wkke upp byy smetinggs scaryy )))": den cant slpp anyymrre.. ii didnt slp welL since e daE ii get w0rse.. den slpp agaiin at ard 3 0r 4+ den suddenlyy wkke upp agaiin c0z g0tta int0 n0therr dream ))": den 7+ slpp agaiin tiL 1o.3o wkke upp lE.. haiis.. wen cnz ii haf a gud slpp? pls gif miie a gud slpp cnz? ii nid it alts, ii haf been dreamin alts 0f scaryy tinggs.. ii cant get int0 slpp ANYY0NE HAF SLPIN PILLS? CNZ TEL MIIE II NID IT!!!! II REALLY NID IT ALTS! )))": 0R CNZ GIF MIIE AN CARR ACCIDENT N L0SE MY MEM0RY? II WANNA IT S0 MUCHH LET MIIE DIE CNZ? II WIISH TAT.. ))": II CANT TKKE IT ANYYMRE ANYYMRRE LE.. FUCKIN HATE IT ALTS ))": iim hafin nitesmares everyynites, n0b0dyy cnz save miie ii dun wanna ii wanna haf a gud slpp ))": HU HAF SLPIN PILLS? II NID IT REALLYY NID IT ALTS, PLS GIF MIIE IF UU HAF IT, TEL MIIE!! PLS TANKS :))

我要快?我要能睡的安?有些人不抱了才?暖离?了才不恨我早??割舍我要快? 哪怕笑的再大?心不是?的全都是假的只有眼?是真的我要快?我要能睡的安?有些人不抱了才?暖离?了才不恨我早??割舍我要快? 哪怕笑的再大?心不是?的全都是假的我的?定是?的..
可是我快?不起?.. ?不起..

`shhe~~DEAD~~

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